2002.10.29 Y Recently I am feeling lost.. do I really like this person or it's just normal friendship love that I am having?? Heehee.. am I a flirt? I don't know ne.. all I know is that currently I like 2 guys and don't worry, they are not my boyfriend ne. *at least not for now (^v~) * But I really feel confused whether I really like them or it's just a crush or friendship love... *hide help me yo!*Y Yesterday I went to buy a new hamster. *yipeeee~* He is very cute and adorable and I like him a lot.. but I think Kohashi & MOMO will not like him coz they like cats more. *ne Kohashi, MOMO, please dunn send your cats to kill my hamu ne* I have yet to think of a name for him ne.. do you have any suggestions? You can email me at my email below. \(^v^)/ Y It's been a long time since I last chat with my friends - Kohashi, MOMO, Tan, REI & Dino.. I wonder how are all of them now.. I miss you all ne!!! *sobs sobs*
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2002.10.16 Y Recently the weather is Singapore is not too good.. it is because of heavy haze caused forest fires in Sumatra. Monday morning(14/10/2002), while I was walking to my office halfway, my breathing problem suddenly attacked me! I was gasping for breath and coughing all at the same time.. for a moment, I thought I couldn't make it to my office. It's been after a long period of time since my schooling days, that I have breathing problems. Y Last night, I had a relapse again! (>_<)" It happened about midnight, when I was at home. I was walking into my room and when I just sat down on the beat, I suddenly lost my breath and I had cramps in my chest again.. -_-" When I went to see doctor this morning, she said that it could be the haze that triggered off asthma in me..
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2002.10.14  Y
Will you ever accept a person knowing that he/she can never love you fully? In a
case that you like him/her 80%, while he/she only loves you 70%.. will you still
accept him/her? Life often revolves around 'love'. Without 'love', you
would considered not living to your fullest. How many persons have you actually
truly loved until now? For me.. I think there is only 1 or 2. But do you know
loving a person is not to bind him/her down, but as long as he/she is happy,
that is good enough.Y Recently I am starting to like a person.. he is someone I have known for some time. Strangely enough is that he has like me for so long, but it is only until recently then I am starting to feel something.. *Is it something wrong with me? Or am I really alright?* Well, hopefully he still has same feelings for me till now. *wish me luck ne*
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2002.10.02 Y I have always envied people with elder brother or sisters.. especially those whose brothers or sisters are very famous and popular people. Maybe because I am the oldest in my family and has been lacking love and care from an elder brother/sister, that is why from young, I always like to go around acknowledging a lot of elder godbrothers/sisters. By now, I lost contact with most of them or if not, I have actually stopped acknowledging them already. *am I a bad & unfaithful person?* Currently I still have 2 godbrothers that I had acknowledged since my secondary school days. They are a pair of twin brothers(1 year older than me), they were my senior in school. You know, they were actually very very popular people in school at that time. There were many girls that actually like them and been secretly admiring during my whole 4 years of secondary school days(even though they graduated 1 year before me)~ For me I think they are very nice people and friendly too, both of them cared for me like their real lil'sister.. A secret to tell you.. they actually 'save my life' when I nearly drowned in school TWO TIMES!!! I am so grateful to them till now!Y Just now while on the way to meet up with my buddy, I actually bumped into both of them on the bus(normally I only bump into my 2nd bro[younger of the pair] coz his girlfriend stays near my house)! When I asked them how come they are not with their girlfriend, my big bro's is currently in UK studying while my 2nd bro's girlfriend is at home studying. Then it was my turn *OH NO! -_-"* my big bro asked where is my boyfriend... and when I said I have none by now, he immediately said "How about considering Jonathan?!" And then they immediately started discussing whether does Jonathan had any girlfriends currently. *Are they trying to matchmake me and him together?* I was sooooooo shocked to hear this name again coz I had actually clearly forgotten this ex-classmate of mine! *OH NO! How bad of me!* Okay another secret to disclose again.. well actually when I first entered my secondary school, he was the first guy that I like. Y Hmmmn.. by now, I am really starting to be interested to see how is Jonathan now. It's been almost 9-10 years since I last saw him!
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