 when i spent the last day with him,i know it's gonna be too difficult and i wasn't mistaken it really was.when i phoned him and my oh my! the phone is dead only the voicemail is possible during that time Is he gonna show or not? Questions are pouring in over my brain.What had happened? He said we are gonna meet around 11 o'clock,but its already 12 and no sign of him, i think im gonna be sick,but then i have to be positive and think of something else to do so the idea come to mind and decided to go to his place but to my surprise it's kind of place that a thousand of men from different asian countries,the first thing is i waited on the bus stop where those men are waiting.trying to get a chance wether he might come out and wait.but still no sign of him,my phone was then tired of my fingers trying to call and sending messages but still to no avail,some men are trying to flirt me,but sorry im not into this, i already have my man and that's enough,so the situation is really frustrating,until i decided to ask one of the men and he was kind that he went back to check for him and then said,"sorry he wasn't there".oh boy had he scaped from me? and the man who helped me is eagerly asking for my phone number.oh wait, he trying to get in the picture?no way i just say thanks and sorry i couldn't give my number."some kind of idiots"but deep inside i know that he still there. so i approach another man this time my luck,because he kinda know him and i was so grateful,i shook hands with him and say "thanks a lot". Here he comes, and his face is shadowed by anger so i felt horrified.he said something to his friend and the man went on,so the two of us was left, i turn my back,cos the very moment i saw him tears rolled down,he explained that he is really gonna see me and that his phone ran out of battery,i was relieved.but the line of questions i wanna ask,were all disappeared and i can't remember even one.he asked me to wait for him until he get dressed and go somewhere else.i waited for about 30 minutes or so patiently. here he comes again fresh and new jeans with his documents to show me he really is goin to leave. My mind is blank i can't say anything although i wanted to say thousand things i only cried while he does his every time pinching my nose twice and smiling his boyish smile,on the way to the train station,a lot of people stared at us so i have to hide my eyes cos it's already swollen from my cries the night before i wore my sunglasses and sobbing on continously,he kept telling me "don't cry honey"which melted my heart away and just wanted to give him hugs and kisses And we spent some time talking, crying together,and planning what to do in the coming future regarding his absence and a little private moment spent.We went on shopping and buying things he needed for his trip and and his new job.On the way home we parted ways,cos he's gonna meet his friend and it's kinda important. AND THEN HE WAS GONE. |
