for j

brutal touch that lays upon me like a feather
I am careful to call his name,
fearful that my breath will send him away  like the caress that he is
brutal in the way he wrecks my passions
and gentle like the man I know him to be
stronger/shorter

it is a crime against my passions
to let a man fall from hands that mean to cradle and carry past what seems to be a short wick on our candle
empty lines lead me to passion where I know I should reside
public fall

Laugh in the face of embarassment so your groans can be mistaken for giggles and your blush as rampant humor that has captured your face
charcoal strength

I try to hold the bits of memories in my hand and squeeze them into a whole
a diamond in the rough
a gem to replace your presence
a rock to fill your absence
sensory

pain is a pleasure that reminds me of how to feel and regret, touch and possess the fleeting moment that is my addiction to you
Expensive Street

His touch laid wrinkles upon my skin
like a steady signature that assigned my fate
Free boy,
can you pay the price for your pleasure?
I think it loud, but never say it proud
that my body is a table upon which
you lay your coins
So take a turn and pull my bar
gamble for my lust and hope
for my spilling pleasure
It's just a game, and I have no shame
to declare:
Free boy, buy some pleasure
from my pain?
here I lay, and here I stay, hold me like a crime
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