just some thoughts that fell into a little verse...
trying to write about the battlefield inside my mind
is like fighting with a salt lake for life and blue shine
no feelings connect
no temptations erase
you say you don't want me and yet me
you cannot replace
i cared so much about me until I let your self in
basted my bones and tasted your skin
every hedge upon which I'd relied dared me to halt the process
leave you a small romp
leave your possible probable mess
i don't know why I cannot take my own best advice
when asked I say within
happiness can live
don't sacrifice
don't live your life for what's external
don't leave your love as eternal
just wake up and ask questions of the you standing there
to remain
to explain
to complain until you reign
as a superior being of yourself
and yet I fell off that shelf
petrified into a paste of my will my wit and waste
rusted into what is here
afraid to reach and stoked by fear
that you will never hear
ellee 2002
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