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經過三年既感情挫折,喊又喊過幾次,唔開心既都有無數次...我對拍拖已經厭喇......對女仔真係好心淡.....我已經好"支力"....拍拖真係唔適合我.....或者我真係唔識拍拖,而家亦唔想拍...唔想再多一樣野煩.....
我鍾意人既時候,我又唔會同人講,o係佢面前又扮唔係.....我連電話都極小打過俾佢...我為佢做過乜又無俾佢知,所以佢只係會唸我只係一個好普通既朋友.....o係 614 之後,我以為自己同Edith表白佐之後好勇敢,好威......但係我其實係一個只係識逃避困難既無用既懦夫,我去佐美加之後,就托阿馬俾佐D 野佢,到我返黎之後,我都好少刋佢,次次都係叫阿馬去刋佢...阿馬講過: 而家我追人定你追人呀,次次都係我做野,你做返D 野啦 ! ....之後我都係無做到...因為我驚俾人拒絕...所以我一直都逃避佢,唔想面對困難......受到少少既挫折...好快,好易咁話放棄.....
拍緊拖o個陣時真係多野唸.....我成日都希望個女仔永遠唔好對我咁冷淡,佢一對我冷淡佐少少,唔係咁想同我傾計,有時串佐少少,我就亂唸野,以為佢唔鍾意我,就會唸就黎分手....或者我真係亂唸野...攪到我成日都唔開心.....人地拍拖拍得好開心,但係我就拍得無佢地咁開心....同阿Ju一齊o個陣時又係咁....我去佐中山幾日,咁咪叫阿斌得閒去睇住佢,幫幫手照顧佢....唸住關心下佢,驚佢有事....唉....點知係一個反效果.....我真係唔識拍拖.....對佢太好,太關心佢...咁又係"cool"住佢,俾唔到自由佢...我又驚唔太關心佢,佢又唔開心...唉....拍拖真係好辛苦...
講真,女仔真係做friend好過做情侶...唔駛成日都要哄,又唔駛成日關心佢...女仔真係好煩...成日都亂唸野,又無端端發脾氣,明明自己無做錯,都要認低威.....拍緊拖本來好好地,一句無feel,就分佐手...唉...
My love to you can be procrastinated, but not altered!
我永遠都會記得13/9,14/6,3/8,13/8 呢幾日 !!
