Childhood is a fountain welling,
Trace its channel in the sand,
and its currents, spreading, swelling,
Will revive the withered land.
“Childhood”- Bates
Chapter Five
As much as Mary could claim to
respecting her dear uncle wholeheartedly, she reluctantly admitted that he was
by far no longer the role of moral perfection that used to be entrenched in her
childish eyes. Much to her chagrin, she had to accept that he was yet another
victim succumbing to the ghastly act of incessantly smoking one damn cigar
after the other. A habit Mary Lennox hardly approved of, and likely never
would. In fact, back when she attended the prestigious Miss Manners School of
Etiquette ( a year that she would rather have forgotten), she was proud to
claim status as head organizer of the Committee of the Prevention
of Chauvinism, Sexism, Cigar Smoking, and Other
Repellent Acts of Mankind. However, as much as Mary would
like to fondly dwell on her somewhat (hardly) suffragette movements (No
more little white gloves!) in her girlhood schooling, that particular story
must be reserved for another day in which her ego has not met her daily quote
of personal fulfillment in the act of changing the world.
Now,
where were we?
Ah
yes, the charming act of lung-scorching.
Upon
entering the den, it was this particular addiction beheld by her beloved Uncle
Archie that was the first to greet Mary, much to her chagrin. The wisps of
smoke wove along the curves of her nose, whisking like veins across the plains
of her nostril and tickling the hairs, emitting a rather unladylike sneeze from
yours truly. Accompanying this untimely noise were the harsh barks of her
uncle’s hounds, undoubtedly adding a firm agreement in recognition of her
vexation. Mr. Craven, who had escorted her inside instantly quieted the dogs
and left her side so she could get her bearings. Wisely sidestepping the golden
beasts lounging by the oaken entrance, Mary raised her head, still stiff from
her unsettling nap, in order to gain a perspective on her surroundings.
The
room itself was essentially a four-walled chamber of darkness, choking life
from nature’s naïve youth and replacing it with the intoxication of the
jaundice stained memories of time past. This was not a particularly negative
aspect. In fact of all things Mary felt comforted by the wise integrity the
room seemed to encompass. Despite the haze of smoke circling overhead, the
darkness in which the looming walls bequeathed to its musty presence, and the
mere fact that the den itself slightly reeked of stale youth and a decaying
past, the spicy scent of peppermint and the cackling laughter of the dying
flames in the fireplace soothed Mary always, forever associating these aspects
to the uncle she adored.
Above
all she loved how the glow of the flickering flames strung itself like webs
across the crooks and crannies of the room, disappearing into the soft grains
embedded into the darkly-varnished bookcases or creeping along the pages of
whatever novel happened to seduce its rays. Orbs of light bounced off the
golden letters that were etched along the spines of the numerous books that
seemed to inhabit every wall. One could envision a group of scholarly men, in
their intellectually imperial stance, lounging about and reminiscing about the
days when morality was still a virtue, or debating current politics.
“Welcome
Mary, I trust you did not have to wait long?”
Her
uncle’s voice snapped Mary back into reality, jarring every nerve in her body
awake. A sweet smile graced her rose-tinted lips and she replied in a soft
voice, ignoring the fact that she had waited outside long enough to take a well
deserved nap.
“No
Sir, I did not. It is to my understanding that you beckoned my presence,
Uncle?”
Archibald
Craven lounged comfortably in the deadly curve of his imposing velvet armchair,
the raven-like shoulders veiling the unsightly hardened knob that had conquered
the once supple muscles of his lean back. Though his excessively long dark hair
hung matted around his pale face, a stark contrast to the imposing bearing of
his nose, a capricious smile lit up his ageing eyes upon viewing his beloved
niece.
“Yes
Mary, I did. It has come to my seemingly slow knowledge that you are nearing a
very sacred age…oh, goodness, I forgot. Forgive me my impertinence; there is someone
I would like to introduce you to.”
“Uncle?”
“Dearest
niece, it would be my fondest pleasure to introduce to you the esteemed Lady
Margaret du Bont.”
With
a startled glance Mary’s eyes traversed to the left of the lofty armchair,
undoubtedly surprised that she had not noticed the figure upon the initial
inspection of the den.
Time
slowed to a ticking stop as the world held its breath, hanging on to reality by
an almost imperceptible thread. The figure, very nearly hidden by the
high-backed chair which encased the silhouette, turned its profile almost
seductively towards the speaker. Mary gasped, her eyes resting on the most
beautiful woman she had ever laid eyes on, with the possible exception of her
own mother.
The
first attribute she noticed was the fiery intensity of the stranger’s hair,
donning the same scorching heat as the dying sun that fell to its knees every
evening. It draped around her delicate features like when a silken curtain
couples with the wall, forming a fashionable knot at the base and wrapping
around the curve of a pale collarbone. The slopes of almost scandalously
revealed shoulders arched like a winding fairy kiss, past a gentle swan-like
neck to disclose the masterpiece of perfection. Lips carved by Cupid himself,
bows and arrows fit for Athena’s grace. A Grecian nose delicately displayed to
full advantage against the milky satin skin. Her eyes, however, transfixed Mary
in a complete state of awe. They were like steel, pinpointing her prey to
deadly accuracy.
The
woman was middle-aged, to be sure, but was the epitome of flawlessness. In her
face was bestowed Aphrodite’s gift of beauty. Her entire demeanour
seemed serene and calm, yet in her eyes lay a mocking beckoning, her lips
sweetly curving into a snake-like arch. Without taking her eyes off Mary, the
Lady spoke serenely to Archie in a sultry undertone.
“My
dear Lord Craven, it would not have been necessary to point her out for me, I
could recognize this slight of a girl in any situation. She is the spitting
image of her beloved mother.”
At
this sentence Mary’s entire core grew frigid and barren. Taking a more composed
stance, she interrupted the silent exchange without hesitation.
“You
knew my mother?” replied Mary in a cold voice, almost baritone with veiled
emotion.
Though
the woman’s eyes darkened with unspoiled mockery, she had little time to reply
as Archibald jovially reprimanded his niece.
“My
dear, like I originally began, this is the Lady Margaret du Bont,
I need not remind you to address her accordingly to her title.”
Blushing,
Mary lowered her eyes and tried to soothe her flustered state.
“Pardon
me my unprepared demeanour, your Ladyship. I was not
aware that we were expecting company; I… forgive me, the staff here made no
indication of any expected guests.”
Satisfied
that Mary corrected her etiquette, the Lord Craven continued on.
“Yes,
well, her Ladyship arrived rather late last night. The staff, other then
Medlock, has yet to know of her presence. Anyhow, you may not have realized it,
dear niece, but Madam du Bont happened to be a
particularly close friend to your very own mother. They were both wed to high
ranking members of the army, as your father once was, and it is to my
understanding that they became very close in their similar circumstances.”
It
was during his speech that the Ladyship regally evicted her seat on the chair
and composed herself in a standing position, a serene disposition consuming her
person. When she spoke, the words floated out like delicate webs of dust.
Silken and clear, she spoke with the confident assurance that only the highest
bred could obtain.
“It
is truly a gift to finally meet you, Ms. Lennox, you have no idea how long I
have dreamt of this moment. The very sight of you brings back fond memories of
times long past, has it truly escaped your notice that you look remarkably
similar to your dear mother?
Upon
seeing the reaction on Mary’s face, Her Ladyship placed a delicate finger on
her lips as she giggled softly, her laughter tinkling like silver bells.
“There
is not need to look so alarmed, dear; your mother happened to be one of the
most beautiful women I have ever known. Much more desirable then I ever was I’m
envious to say. It is unfortunate for me that until recently meeting your dear
uncle, I knew very little about you. I’m afraid that due to her situational
obligations in India and my own responsibilities in Arabia I was never able to
manage to form an acquaintance with either you or your father, much to my
dismay.”
With
this the bitterness frosted on Mary’s eyes like an eclipse.
“That
hardly surprises me, Madam; my mother hardly recognized my own existence much
less spread the knowledge that she even had a daughter for fear that my
presence would embarrass her in some petty way. And as for my father, he was
merely her messenger boy who beckoned to her every call and whistle.”
The
cruel steel of her Ladyships eyes softened imperceptibly.
“Whatever
your mothers intentions were for your welfare, please know this. I want to help
replace any negativity you have of your parents and provide you with, well,
possibly the mother-figure that you seem to have lacked all these years.”
With
that the Lady Margaret strode a few steps forward to clasp Mary’s hand and
entwine them with her own.
“May
I call you Mary?” Without waiting for an answer, she tucked a strand of
chestnut hair behind Mary’s shell-lobed ear. “Mary, I would love nothing more
then for us to become friends and confidantes. I myself never had a daughter,
only a son, and it would be my honour to take you
under my wing.”
Mary
stiffened her neck, shock consuming her entire being, Politely trying to
disentangle her fingers from the creamy hands of this so-called benefactress,
she managed to compose a serene smile in response.
“My
Lady, I am very much surprised to hear that you would take time off from your
personal life in order to further mine, but you needn’t do so. Though I am honoured by your attention, and I would like to pursue an
amicable relation with you, I really don’t need a mother. I have my friends and
my dear uncle Craven to support me, and as for female companionship I am
blessed with the company of the staff and sometimes even the head housekeeper!”
With
this her Ladyship sniffed disdainfully.
“Ah yes, the servants. I hardly think they are
appropriate beings for whom to introduce you into the wonders and excitement of
society.”
Lord
Craven, who had spent the entire time gazing at Lady Margaret with unhidden
admiration, decided it was time to interject. Preventing a groan escaping his
lips as he stood up, he hobbled over to where the two stood. Mary was struck at
how old he seemed to aged in recent years. The lump on his back seemed to
consume his entire body as his looming figure was hunched over her. He placed
two sturdy hands on his niece’s shoulders and looked at her so tenderly that
one would have thought they were truly father and daughter.
“My
dear, upon your arrival to Misselthwaite Manor, it
has always been my harshest regret that I could not provide you with a mother
figure. I wish to death my dear Liliana were still
here to this day, not just for my benefit but to show you, our own niece, a world that is not entirely encompassed by old decrepit men
like me. And as neither my dear wife or your mother
could not be there for you and your entrance into adulthood, it is my wish that
you would accept the Lady Margaret’s proposition.
Mary
looked down in shame, the sweep of her eyelashes blanketing her pale skin. The
Lady placed a hand on Archie’s back, apparently not noticing the shiver of
contact.
“Sadly,
due to untimely mischance I was not bestowed the honour
of meeting your aunt”, Her Ladyship said softly, ignoring the sadness that
crept into Archie’s weathered eyes. “However I am very much glad to meet her
niece, whom I can see for my very self has inherited the manners and grace of
an accomplished society woman.
With
this Mary blushed, and looked at both of them fondly, a slight smile gracing
her lips. She looked at the beauty that emanated from Madam du Bont, her obvious female resplendence revelling
in the maturity only a woman can truly know. She thought of all the
embarrassing times when she had to turn to Martha or, heavens forbid, Miss
Medlock when it came to feminine matters as undergarments or monthly courses.
It would have been so much pleasanter to have already been taught the changes
in a woman’s body instead of running to Medlock one sunny afternoon screaming
that you were bleeding incessantly and thus must be dying. (Mary shuddered at
that memory).
Unwittingly
her thoughts flew back to her dearest Dickon, already
a man and already graced with adult superiority. Perhaps if Madam du Bont were to teach her the womanly ways that could attain
the love and respect of any man (unaware that Dickon
already had the highest admiration for her) then perhaps it would be in her
best interest to follow their advice and become the Ladyships companion. She
could already envision the awe Dickon would have if
she too had the confidant beauty that the Madam could bless her with. After
all, it was not as though they were conniving and conspiring against her, they
did indeed care for her. With one last sweet smile and choosing her words
carefully in her mind, she nodded to the both of them. ‘For Dickon’,
she told herself.
“If
you could indeed help me expand my maturity as a woman, I would be honoured for any help you could bless me with, my
Ladyship.”
With
a jovial pat on the back from Lord Craven, Mary helped him back to his haven of
an armchair. In doing so, she did not notice the dangerous glint flashing in
the steel cold eyes of Madam du Bont. With a final
smirk, her Ladyship returned her delicate profile to continue gazing into the
fire.