Mystory

Why did I start to wear diapers? When? The answeres to those questions are not clear. I have liked diapers for a very long time. The first time I can remember wanting to wear a diaper was when I was four years old. I was on a motorhome trip with my grandparents, and they made me wear diapers to bed. I can remember that I looked forward to that first night all day long, just waiting to be diapered. I enjoyed my diapered nights for that whole trip. About a half a year later, I started wetting the bed, and my parents put me back in diapers at night. Again, I loved the feeling of wearing a diaper, and wanted badly to wear them even after I stopped wetting the bed. But, tht didn't come to pass.
So, that was the beginnning of my life as a diaper wearer. I have no clue why they attracted me then, or now. The only thing I can think of is that my older sister had cancer when I was very young, about two years old. During that time, I spent a lot of time with babysitters while my parents were Outside (that means in the Lower 48, as I live in Alaska, and there aren't many options as far as soncology goes here). Being separated from my parents that much at that age, which they tell me i hated every minute of, may have contributed to a desire for security, hence diapers. But that is my only theory.
Later, I got diapers from time to time. While I was going to a babysitter from firs through fourth grade, I would occaisionally sneak a pull- up and wear it, but that was the extent of it until i got into seventh grade. It was that year that we got the internet, and I discovered that other people like diapers.
Armed with that knowledge, and advice on how to get diapers, I walked to the store one day and bought my first package of diapers. They were depends size small, and I was hooked. I used that package and then all the rest that I could get. That pattern continued until I got of age to drive. Now that I can drive, I have an almost continuous supply of diapers, although my ability to wear them is not so free. I generally wear a diaper at night, and use it for whatevr I have to do during the night. As well, if mymom is going to be away for a while, I will wear during the day. If I am going out I will sometimes wear a diaper. Thelongest I have ever worn continuously was 2 days, and I loved every minute of it.
Although I have dated several girls, I have never told a girlfriend about my love for diapers. I even dated one girl for 13 months, but didn't tell her. I would like to work up the courage to do so, so that I would have someone to share this secret with. I don't ask that she like diapers, want to wear them, change them, or anything. Just that she accept them. I seriosly doubt that will happen before college, but I hope college will open a new era of diaper wearing. Hopefully, I will be able to wear diapers much mre often, and hopefully, I will know other people to wear diapers with.
Well, that pretty much sums up my history of wearing diapers. As for a little information about myself, read on. I am a 17 year old junior in high school. I have been born and raised in Alaska, in both Anchorage and the Matanuska Valley. I hope to come back here to live after college. I play many sports, mainly hockey and soccer though. I have competed in track, skiing, wrestling, and cross- country runninng as well though. I plan on being a lawer, in the field of criminal law or constitutional law for my career.