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| Yes I remember this place I think I've been here before I don't remember how I don't remember what for I just know it seems quite familiar Yes I believe in suffering I think I may have felt it I believe it felt like hell I believe it was all for naught And I want to forget every word Takes awhile to get on with things While your broken mind tries to think Want to cry to the farthest place That a lifetime could not erase The pain the blood the horror The cold the want the slaughter I am tormented by a ghostless past I am beaten down till my very last Breath Till I draw my last breath Yes I saw them in the mirror (I) remember I felt a rush I saw the shattered dreams Saw him smile, her laugh, the trust It's so hard to let go of those thoughts Oh yes I feel the truth behind it Others fall I try to stand Feel black angels back there The caress of the gold hand I do what I can with my face in the dirt Takes awhile to get on with things As you try to mend your crippled wings Want to scream to the farthest place I cannot change my crying face Full of pain of blood of horror Of cold of want of slaughter I am tormanted by my ghostless past I am beaten down to my very last Breath To my last breath Until you see me breathless Covered with gothyk delight Until you take my pencil From my fiery light Until you rip my heart out Still beating in your hand Until you possess my thoughts And dust off the silky sand You won't see the blackness You can't see the blackness You can't see the pain the blood the horror The cold the want the slaughter As I lie tormented by a ghostless past So beaten as I draw my very last Breath Feel the pain the blood the horror The cold the want the slaughter I'm dying in a ghostless past I'm beaten down to my helpless Breath Painful breath Bloodied breath Horrible breath Freezing breath Naked breath Dying breath My last breath |
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