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ahead.
Summary: Joel forces Benji to go to their high school reunion. Benji
doesn�t want to go, why would he? Maybe for that special someone�(m/m
and GAY JOCK!!)
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- Chapter 12: Past
Relationships
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- A/n: This
chapter presents stuff for the sequel to this fic�pay attention to the
name �Tony� *wink wink*
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The next day I woke up, but without Adam�s arms around me. I
checked through the whole room, but no Adam. I started getting worried and
ran to Tom�s room. I knocked on his door. When he opened it I asked if
Adam was there, but he said no. On instinct I ran down to Joel�s room
because that�s just what I always did when I was nervous. Just as I was
about to knock on the door it opened and Adam walked out, clad in boxers.
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I stared at him with a confused face. His eyes immediately shot open
and he said, �Oh uhh Benji hey what are you doing up so early?� �I�m
not its 12:00,� I said. �Oh well I�m just going to go get something
else on all right?� he said. I nodded and he walked off. I peaked in the
room and saw my brother laying in his bed the sheets pulled just enough to
cover his abdomen. I looked around and saw no sign of Billy. The whole room
smelled of sex. �W-why was Adam here?� I asked Joel.
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He must have been in deep thought because he jumped almost completely
off the bed when he heard me. �Oh, hey Benj. I asked him to help me with
something that�s all,� he said nonchalantly.
�You expect me to believe that?� I asked. �Well yeah�it�s
the truth,� He said. �Fuck you Joel!� I yelled and ran out of the
room. I heard him jump out of his bed and run after me. �Benji! Benji
wait! What are you talking about?� He yelled after me. �Fuck you Joel!
Fuck you! I�I hate you!� I yelled. I knew he had stopped running so I
stopped and turned around. He was on the ground his knees up to his chest
crying. He looked me in the eyes and I knew all he could see was hurt in
them. I shook my head and continued walking off.
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I walked into the dining room and saw Adam sitting with Billy. Great.
I walked over to them and looked at Adam expectantly. �Hey babe what�s
up?� He asked. �God why are you both acting like this? Like I didn�t
catch you!� I screamed. He looked at me oddly. �Benji will you please
calm down and explain yourself,� He said. �Fine, I will,� I said, �I
wake up your not in our room so I go looking for you. I decide to ask Joel
if he�s seen you and when I go to knock your there with just boxers on!
You leave to get clothes and I walk into Joel�s room to find no Billy and
Joels under his covers with nothing, but boxers on as well. The room smelled
like fucking sex Adam!� I screamed the last part.
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�Whoa, whoa Benj your getting way ahead of yourself come here,�
He said getting up and walking out of the dining hall. I followed him
ignoring Billy�s confused face. I got over to where Adam was and he
started talking immediately. �Look Benj this morning Joel came to the
door. He was crying and wanted to talk to you, but I knew you really needed
sleep so I offered to talk to him. I didn�t want to wake you so I just
walked down to Joel�s room right away without getting any clothes on. You
should know that Joel has been in abusive and Un-trustful relationships
right? Ok well he thought that Billy was cheating on him with someone
because when they fucked a few minutes before Billy wasn�t really into it
and right afterwards he just wanted to go eat. He was crying and stuff so I
just held him and calmed him and I explained to him that Billy was probably
just tired or something, that Billy loves him and would never do that. I
also offered to talk to Billy to see if he is cheating and that�s what I
as planning to do when you came into the dining hall,� Adam said.
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Everything seemed to make sense; Joel was really untrustworthy when
it came to his boyfriends or girlfriends. Only because he�s been in so
many relationships where guys and chicks cheated on him and some guys hit
him. I looked up at Adam and saw hope in his eyes. �I�I�m sorry Adam I
should have trusted you guys it�s just well I�ve been in those
relationships too and I love you and don�t want to get hurt,� I cried.
He pulled me into a tight embrace and soothed me. I looked up and connected
my lips with his. �I love you Benji I would never do that,� He whispered
in my ear and I hoped he was telling the truth.
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�Come on let�s go eat,� he said pulling away. �Umm no Adam
you go ahead and talk to Billy I have to apologize to Joel.� Adam smiled
and nodded. He kissed me and then walked into the dining room. I walked back
over to Joel�s room and heard him singing to himself.
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the fear inside of me is uncontrollable, I hear the cops see the sun the sky
is blue, and all I can think about is being with you. Guess I�m all-alone
again so do you think you know the way I feel and do you think you feel the
way I do cause I�m all-alone all my friends are home and soon I�ll be
there wishing I was here�
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I winced at the song knowing what band it was from. He trailed off
and I heard him sobbing. I knocked on the door. �Go away,� He said his
voice cracking. I walked in the room anyway. Joel looked at me and began
bawling harder. I ran to the bed and pulled him into a hug expecting him
to resist, but he didn�t. I held him until his racking sobs grew to an
end. �B-Benji�I didn�t do a-anything with him I�I s-s-swear,� He
said. �I know Joel I know it�s ok I�m sorry for saying I hated you I
don�t hate you I love you Joely shhh,� I said. We sat there not saying
anything for a while.
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�I shouldn�t have jumped to conclusions Joel, I should have
known you wouldn�t do anything. It�s just�after Tony I�I didn�t
want to get my heartbroken again,� My voice cracked at the name
�Tony�. (A/n-haha Tony has a small dick ne who on with the show�)
�I know Benji, but you gotta know Tony�s an ass he doesn�t deserve
you�Adam�he does,� Joel said. I nodded and kissed him on the
forehead. We got up and walked down to the dining hall. Once Adam saw us
he gave Joel the thumbs up and I saw Joel perk up.
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�Hey baby,� Joel said kissing Billy. �Hey�look Adam told me
what you�ve been worrying about and I swear I�m not cheating on you
I�ve just been really tired lately ok?� Billy said. Joel nodded and
they shared a deep passion filled kiss. I was going to sit down next to
Adam when Adam grabbed me by my hips and pulled me onto his lap. �Hey
there babe,� He said. I laughed, �Hey.� We started to make out right
there in the dining room when Tom and Jared walked in. �Jesus guys get a
room!� Tom laughed. Tom put his arm around Jareds waist. I looked over
at Joel and Billy and saw their bewildered faces. �Oh Joel this is Jared
Tom�s boyfriend and you know Tom,� I said. Joel nodded slowly, but
then shrugged and smiled their way.
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�We should go get reunion books tonight�s the signing,� Adam
said. We all nodded and got up to go buy the yearbook looking things.
There were pictures of everybody and everything we�ve done this week.
Well maybe not everything, but yeah
you know what I mean.
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We laughed at weird pictures and remembered things from the week.
They compared some pictures of us now to pictures of us in high school. They
had Adam and me and wow we changed a lot. I smiled up at Adam and kissed
him. We bought the books and headed back up to our rooms. I got changed and
cleaned up for the book signing, as did Adam.
Walking down to the signing I wondered�who the hell is going to
sign my book besides the obvious?
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