Though I was taken away from Naraku-sama, I do not hold grudge against him since he could not help it that was destroyed.
The ones who have murdered my lover have taken me with them to the village they have been residing in while they planned their attack on Naraku-sama. I'm currently sitting between Sango & Miroku to protect her lower area from his wandering hand.
Why does she not go to Inu Yasha, Kagome, or Shippo to help her? I wonder. I wish she would go to someone who actually cares about her.
Inu Yasha looked over at me a few minutes ago & raised his eyebrows at the look I was giving Miroku when he asked me if I was happy about being with my sister again. This woman is a cruel person for not wanting me to be happy. Did she not think that maybe I would be happier with Naraku-sama? Of course not. She only thinks I was tortured in my time at the castle.
I was not tortured! At first it felt like it, but then I came to love his attentions; to crave them, crave his touch, just want to be around him.
I get up from my spot, watching as Miroku moves closer to Sango at the first chance, & leave the hut, walking around the village. I feel so empty & alone right now; it's almost, no it is, unbearable. Of course I doubt they'll ever understand the pain I'm going through now. The man I was going to be with until the day I was to die is now dead before me.
k.m.f.b.s.b.
I cried out as Naraku-sama filled me with his heated seed & buried his cock hilt deep in my tight hole, his hands gripping my hips tightly. "Naraku-sama," I cry out, pushing myself back against him as my own release washes over me & I spill my seed onto the floor beneath us. I felt one of his hands softly stroking my hip as the other hand lightly raked sharp claws along my back. I know there will be welts there by the time night has fallen on our castle.
"Did you enjoy that Kohaku?" He asks me, his voice low & husky as he pulls out of me, resting on his knees behind me.
I turned my body so I was facing him & move closer to him, resting my head on his chest as he drapes an arm around me. "Yes Naraku-sama. I enjoy everything you do to me," I answer, closing my eyes since my body was tired from our acts.
"Good..."
k.m.f.b.s.e.
I look at the moon & the stars that are now in the sky above me as I walk away from the village I was taken to. I don't want to stay there at that place & I would rather be at the place I was supposed to live for the rest of my life. I don't care how much they claim to care about me, I just feel I should be living at Naraku-sama's castle.