Good Charlotte were perfoming at a club in, Seattle Washington. They were in the middle of 'Heard you' when Harmony and Jeanne came into Joel's eye sight.
~Joel's POV~
I watched as Jeanne walked into the room. I almost couldn't finish the song. She was wearing a tight black tank top that had three snaps on the front that she had undone. Her dark blue jeans fit her hips perfectly. She wore spikes and it drove me mad that she was with Benji. I love the way her eyes light up when she's happy and the way her brown hair, that she curled for the night, falls in her face when she looks at the floor to hide her embarrassment. But she's taken and I'm with Harm. I should be happy with Harmony. Beautiful blonde with big blue eyes and a body to die for.~
After the guys finished their performance Jeanne found Benji. He wrapped her arms around her waist and kissed her head.
~Jeanne's POV~
Benj is so sweet. I guess that's why I love him. But I can't help but think Joel looks unhappy with Harmony. Harm sure looks happy, but Joel seems distant and sad. I wish I knew what's wrong with him and how I could help him.~
Harmony wrapped her arms around Joel and wrested her head on his shoulder. "Hi Baby."
Joel gave a half smile and kissed Harmony's cheek. "Hey. You look great." She was wearing a red version of Jeanne's outfit.
Paul stood with his girl friend Kat. Kat smiled and giggled as Paul whispered sweet 'Paul' nothings into her ear.
"You guys did great tonight." Jeanne smiled as she looked at Joel.
Billy stood around feeling like seventh wheel. "Ya know Billy, I can find you someone, if you want." Harmony smiled.
Billy laughed. "Oh really? Who?"
"Over at the bar. Black fishnet shirt, knee high boots and black miniskirt. Her name's Angela." Harmony grinned and put a hand up the back of Joel's shirt.
~Joel's POV~
I need to get out of here. I can't watch Jeanne and Benji. It's too crowded.~
Joel sighed and pulled away from Harmony. "I'll be back in a few minutes." He walked towards the door and went out. Jeanne watched with a sad and confused look on her face.
Joel was now out in the warm summer rain. He felt more comfortable when he was alone since he met Jeanne. He hated that she was with Benji. He loved his brother, but he was actually jealous of Benji's happiness. He really wasn't happy with Harmony and he tried to hide it from the world. He felt a hand on his shoulder and feared it was Harmony. He turned and saw that it was Jeanne.
"What are you doing out here? You're all wet now. You don't even have your coat." She put her hand on his cheek.
He grabbed her hand. "I'm fine. Just too warm in there."
"Is that all that's wrong?" Jeanne looked worried about Joel.
~Jeanne's POV~
AH! Tell me what's wrong! I need to know so I can help you. I know you're not happy with Harmony. So tell me. Please?~
"Yeah, that's all."
~Joel's POV~
No! That's not all. I love you and you love my brother! I want to hold you, but my brother gets that satisfaction. He doesn't even know how lucky he is to have you, to be able to kiss your lush red lips, to~
"...be able to hold you." Joel's thoughts began to take over him. He began to talk out loud.
"What?" Jeanne asked.
Joel shook his head. "Nothing, just a random thought about Harmony."