Chapter Four

Part Four: I'm loosing my mind.

"Don't!" I shoot my head way up and shout.

"Benjamin. Why don't you tell us what you think is so important, now that you have gathered our attention." Mrs. Proctor snaps at me.

Only a dream. Thank God its only a dream. It was so real though. So fucking real. Sitting here in science can do a lot to your brain. I don't even know a Tony or a Billy. How did I make them so visual?

"N-Nothing. Sorry." I mutter, sulking into my desk. Only a dream. Yes, it's only a dream. So why am I shaking so much?

"Ok, well next time you fall asleep, try to make it quiet, please?"

I close my eyes and nod. I'm 16 and I'm still having nightmares. Fucking bloody hell, I must be such a wimp.

"Ok, back to covalent and ionic bonds." She says, turning back to the white board.

I drone her out by singing a Rancid song in my head. Great choice, huh? First I dream about Lars, from Rancid, trying to kill me and this boyfriend that I don't even have, and now I'm humming one of their songs. I'm loosing my fucking mind.

"Now, after that, who can tell me what the difference is- Oh, and you are-?" Mrs. Proctor turns her attention to a guy who just entered our room. He looks oddly familiar.

"Hi. Um I'm new here."

"Name?"

"Tony Lavato."

"Ok then Tony, you can sit right next to Benji there." I shoot my head up again. No. Th-This can't be happening.

"Hey, I'm Tony." He says taking the stool next to me.

"B-Benji." I stutter.

"Ok, well, Tony, since you're new here, will someone please explain to him what we're talking ab- Ok, and you are?"

"I'm new."

"Two new kids in one day? That's gotta be a record. Name?"

"Billy Martin."

I smile. Nope. I'm loosing my fucking mind and I'll just wake up again and find myself in a psyco ward.

"Billy. Well, ok, you can take the seat behind Benji. Sorry Benji, I'm loading all these new guys on you."

He takes the seat behind me and I turn to look at him a little.

"Hi, I'm Billy."

"Benji." I smile again. Nope. Loosing my fucking mind. I might as well play along with it.

Loosing my fucking mind.
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