"None of your buisness." I said, fasinated by a real 8 ball that I swiped from a pool table at a bar that Paul made us go to. I sat down on our couch and watched Joel stare at it pass from my left hand to my right hand and back to my left. He was acting like a kitten to a yarn ball.
"Lemme see it!" Billy said, walking in from his bunk. I tossed it to him and he caught it.
"Why won't you let me see it?" Joel whinned.
"Because you suck."
"At least I don't suck and blow." Joel said to me. He knows that I'm gay. Everybody does. I'm fine with it.
"Fuck you Joel. Now you aren't gonna see it at all." I snapped at him. I'm fine with people knowing I'm gay, just as long as they don't make fun of me. I've got something about that. I know he was just joking, its just that I've been in a pissy mood ever since Tony broke up with me.
Flashback
"Benj? Benji, what's wrong?" Billy asked Benji. Benji was curled up in a far corner, crying.
He shrugged a little and didn't stop crying.
"Come on Benj. You can tell me. You know that if it's a secret, I can keep it."
"T-T-Ton-Tony." Benji wimpered.
"Uh huh. What about Tony?" Billy said, sitting down next to Benji and craddling him.
"He-He b-broke up w-with me." Benji wimpered again into Billy's shirt.
"Oh Benji. I-I'm so sorry Benj. I know how much you loved him. You'll find someone else-"
"Not g-gonna be-be the same."
Billy pulled Benji into a deep hug.
"I-I loved him, B-Billy. I loved him."
"I know Benji. I know." Billy kissed the top of his head.
"I-I loved him." Benji said, calming down. Billy looked around at the empty tourbus. Most of the lights were off. Benji's cell was laying about 10 feet away. Tony must have broken up over the phone. Benji stopped shaking.
"He must have fallen asleep" Thought Billy.
End Flashback
"Sorry Benj. I-I didn't mean anything by it." Joel appoligized to me.
"Nah, I'm sorry Joel. I didn't mean to bite your head off. It's just, well, you know."
"Yeah, I know." Tony and I had broken up about a week earlier. I'm pretty much over him. I still think about him, no point in keeping that a secret, but its finally just sinking in that he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.
"So where's Paul?" Billy asked me, sitting on the floor besides the front of the couch, playing with the 8 ball.
"Stoned." I laughed, "He's passed out on his bunk. He had way too much to drink last night." I said as I stretched out on the couch. Billy rested his head on the cushion by my waist.
He laughed a little, "Yeah, it was like he had a bet, who could get stoned faster." He said, handing me the ball. I tossed it to Joel.
I ran my fingers through his hair. He relaxed his shoulders and I saw his eyes blink slower. I ran my fingers through over and over again.
"You took this from the pool table, didn't you Benj?" Joel asked me.
"What can I say? My fingers can't help themselvs."
Billy laughed a little, "There's only one thing you can't do, isn't there Benj?"
"What's that? You know I can do anything and everything."
"Massages." Billy said bluntly. I had a feeling he was just trying to trick me into this, but that's ok, since I think I like him... a lot.
"I bet you anything I can." I said.
"Hey guys? I'm gonna go over to Pierre's house. See ya later guys." Joel said, tossing me my 8 ball back.
"Ok, see ya Joel." I waved to him.
"Yeah, bye Joel." Billy nodded to him, "10 bucks says you can't make the pain in my shoulder go away. You know, that one that I got when I hit it against the end of the bunk."
"Ok, 10 bucks." I slinked down off the couch and pulled him onto my lap. I started massaging his lower back, getting higher and higher. "You're tense. What's wrong?"
"Huh? N-Nothing. Nothing's wrong." He stuttered.
"Ok then. Just relax. There you go." I said, he started to get looser and looser. I started on his shoulders. "Feel good?"
"Mmhmm." He purred.
"See? I told you I was good at everything." We both laughed.
"Everything?"
"Everything." I said with a grin. He didn't see the grin, but I think he could sense that it was there.
I continued to massage his back.
"You want your temples massaged?"
"Sure."
"Lean back against me."
"Huh?"
"Just lean back" I said. He leaned against my chest. God his hair smells good. "Close your eyes." He obeyed. I slowly rubbed his temples. He let out a little moan. "Feel good?"
"Very."
I smiled and continued to massage him. "You want me to stop?" I asked him.
"No." He smiled and slowly opened his eyes. I smiled back at him and started massaging his shoulders. He moaned again.
"I'm guessing you like that." I laughed.
"You're very good at guessing." He placed his hand on my leg. "How did you become so good at this?" He asked me, his voice full of lust.
"I dunno. It's natural, after all, I am good at everything."
"Well, see, there's where you can't prove that. At least not to me."
"How so? What do you want me to prove that I'm perfect at?"
"Kissing." He said, blushing a little after that.
"Kissing? That's something I get an A+ in."
"Prove it." He challanged me. I took his lips with mine and sucked on his lipring. I pushed my tongue through his lips and caressed his own. He turned his body around and faced me, not breaking the kiss. I placed my hand on the back of his head and deepened the kiss.
I nibbled on his ear, just above his gauged part. I poked the tip of my tongue through the opening in his earlobe. My breath was dancing on the outside of his ear.
He moaned and I started teasing the inside of the top of his ear with my tongue. I went back to kissing his lips. He started biting my lower lip a little. It bleed a tiny bit, but he just licked it and went back to kissing me. I pulled away.
"Does that prove it?" I grinned.
"Mmhmm." He purred again. "I think my shoulder is fixed." He smiled.
I kissed his bare shoulder. "I can fix anything."
"Very true." He said. He nuzzled his head into my neck.
"How long have you liked me?" I asked him.
He looked up, "A long time." He confessed. "How long have you liked me?"
"Ever since you protected me that night." I smiled. He knew what I ment. He wrapped his skinny arms around my waist and layed his head on my chest. I leaned back against the couch and pulled him so he was fully laying on me. "Your hair smells so good." I said, resting my chin on the top of his head.
"Thank you." He smiled, his head not leaving my chest. I placed my hand on his hip and slowly rubbed it. He wore only his black pants, and I wore a wifebeater and a pair of black pants.
He started shivering.
"Joel left the window open. You want me to shut it?" I asked him.
"I don't want you to move though." He said, his chin resting on my chest and looking straight at me.
"I'll be right back. It's only about 5 steps away." I laughed. He nodded and I slowly moved out from under him. I shut the window and grabbed his LeVel 27 hoodie off the end table. I put it on him and got back to where I was. "Better?"
"Much." His hoodie was very soft against my waist. My wife beater pulled up a little bit, exposing half of my stomach. "Benji?"
"Yeah Billy?"
"I'm-"
"Benji! I'm sorry baby! Please, I want you b-" Tony burst through the door. I held onto Billy since he tried to get up. "What the hell are you doing?" Tony shouted at me.
"Fuck you Tony. Get out of here." I snapped at him.
"No! Not until I fucking understand this. Not even a week and you're already off with some other guy? What? So I didn't mean anything? Just forget about me, huh?"
"Your the one who fucking dumped me Tony! And you know what? At least Billy doesn't use me as a play toy for his own amusement!" I screamed at him, still holding Billy down.
"I didn't u-"
"What about all those whores you've fucked in the past 4 months, huh? Don't you dare tell me you didn't use me. Now I told you to go and I ment it. I'll-I'll fucking fight-"
"You'll fight me? I'd love to see you try. Come on Benji. Bring it on. Hit me with your best shot." Tony said, motioning for me to hit him.
"Benji. Don't. Please don't." Billy whispered to me.
"I can take him." I said to him.
"I don't want you hurt Benj! For me. Don't do this."
"So what is it? You gonna try to hit me or you gonna be a wuss and sit there all day."
"Fuck you Tony! For the third time, GET OUT!"
"Fine. But I'll fucking be back. You know I will."
"Fuck off Tony." I said, flicking him off. He slammed the front door behind him and I heard something from the bunks go *thud*.
"Why did you hold me back Benj? This isn't something I should be getting into. You know that."
"You're mine now. Even if Tony can't see that, I don't wanna ever be away from you."
"Wh'der oo guys ta'kin 'bout?" Paul mumbled, walking in wearing only his boxers.
"Nothing Paul. Nothing at all. Have fun drinking last night?" I laughed at him.
"My head hurts." He whinned, rubbing his forehead.
"Step one of a hang-over. You're in for a big day Paul." I said, rubbing Billy's stomache. I ran my finger over his nipple and he put his hand heavily on my arm.
"You're teasing me." He whispered a whine.
"You like that?" I said with a grin. I did it again and he put his other arm on my leg. He shifted a little bit when I did it for a fourth time. I'm guessing trying to hide the bulge in his pants that was growing.
Paul ran into the bathroom and I heard some puking. I ran my finger over his nipple again and he let out a small moan. I laughed and did it again.
"Now you're tourchering me Benj."
"You know you love it." I said into his ear. I placed my hand just above his erection.
"I know." He said grinning. I traced cirlcles around his belly button. I was able to do all this since I never zipped his hoodie up. I took my hand and kissed each of my fingers. I started sucking on the top of his ear. "Teasing me again Benj." He said.
"I know." I pulled his lips to mine and began slowly sucking on them. "You... taste... good." He tasted like some fruit.
"Strawberry" He said. He was now laying chest-to-chest to me. I placed my hand just above his ass and pushed him down a little bit. "You're ball is pushing into me."
"My what?" I asked, almost alarmed. I didn't think I was getting that hard.
"Your ball. The one you took from the bar?"
"Ohh. Sorry, here, hold on. Let me get it out of my pocket." I said, lifting him up a little, pulling the 8 ball out of my pant's pocket. "Better?" I asked, pulling him back down.
"Uh huh."
I slipped my tongue in his mouth. He started getting rough with his kisses, but that only made it fun. He started biting my collarbone. He bit down a little to hard and I let out a little *yip*. He kissed it and started working on my neck.
He looked at the purplish mark coming on and pointed "You're now property of Billy Martin. That proves it." I laughed and did the same to him.