I spend my time writing stories, poetry, songs, drawing different things. I'm multi-talented but not multi-taskable. Most people tell me I have way to much free time. Nah I just find the time to do everything.

Ok well, My life has changed alot since I last worked on this site. It became a little more confusing. Lets see if you can keep up with it.

I've been back from basic for almost 6 months now. Life isn't that easy to get back into and somethings you can't get back. I have found some new confidence in somethings and strengths I never understood. Over the past 6 months I have been working on my site and gainig new friends and family at JLM.

This summer was a new experince for me. I didn't think it was just going to be the average summer you usually get. You know the carefree ones where nothing was really going to bother you that hasn't already. So I spent my summer trying to remember what life was like before I went to basic. I know I can't get somethings back but I can try to start over. Week one of being back went by fast I slept most of the time or was getting thigs settled here. I don't think I saw any of me friends until the secound week. So summer went by pretty fast for me. I got some sleep and got caught up with friends and family. Now sleep seems to be so little. Just within the last couple of months I seem to be getting less sleep although my family thinks otherwise. Its not hard to just lay in bed and pretend to be alseep. This fall I spent most of my time watching a little kid. The pay was crapy but I did it because I love the little girl. She is such a joy to be around. I am hoping to go to college next semester(in spring). I'm not completely sure where yet. I need to decide soon, very soon. i want to major in Architecture and minor in Electrical Engineering. I also want to go to a Seminary school and become a pastor. Yes I have been told that women can't be pastors. They can. Anyone can do anything when God is in control.

Everyone asks what my job is-its being me. This means that I am living my life and trying to do this as God would like for me to. But this is a hard task because most christians now a days are being made fun of. Yes there are some who say that I am a christian but don't ask as they should. Now I'm not saying that I am perfect. For heaven's sake I am no where near it. God is taking me as I am for all my ups downs and fall backs. I know he is there to catch me when I fall and there to love me when I think I don't need to be loved(the downs and fall backs of life).He is also there when I'm happy and just in one of those I don't know why but nothing can crash how I feel moods(the ups in life). So as for my job being hard, I'm a christian in a non-christian world thats trying to help those understand God. How many of you can say thats an easy job to have? I'm life will be no where near simply or understanding but I am willing to take it on and see where I end up in it.