| Just Some Emotional Ramblings |
| They say you learn from your mistakes But I must have missed that class Because again and again I fall into the same hole It has become second nature for me to constantly fuck up It no longer bothers me like it used to. Yes, the tears still fall from time to time But it is no longer the wrenching sobs it used to be. Now they too are falling from habit People say I have so much to offer Yet I think it is just another of the endless lies And I no longer care. It will do me no good until I can see the potential myself. And out of habit I am sure I will keep missing the signs when they are shown to me....... |
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| Where do I go from here? It seems all of the world has left me alone. There is no where left to turn Yet nothing to keep running from Is this the end of the road as I know it? How will I know which way I am supposed to go now? I am scared to move, scared to open up my eyes. Afraid of what I will see, Although my path has been full of ups and downs I find safety there, whereas the rest that is ahead of me is nothing but unknown territory. Territory that I am too afraid to explore. Nothing seems right anymore - nor even comfortable enough for me to step forward. I want to stand still yet I can't For the world will overtake me and I will be lost more than I am now. There is nothing left to do but hold my head high and face all the fears I have inside and hope that with courage I will find my place in this world.... |
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| Ever been afraid to be who are? To let people see who really hides behind that mask you wear? Do you think that people even care? What if your beliefs differ from theirs? To you keep hiding or show your pride? It shouldn't matter what they think? Yet somehow it does. It eats away at you until there is nothing left.. you try to change and then eventually lose you who really are. It isn't fair.. but it is life...... |
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| Moving on to some of my favorite women ----->>>>>>>> |