Romance 2
Same Idea, Different Page!
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I don't know where to start, There's so much that I could say.
I guess I don't want things to sound Like some repeated Cliché'.
I think about you all the time, and your voice sets me on fire,
so because of this, it's hard to believe, that all suffering comes from desire.
"suffering" is far from the word that describes how I feel.
but if it came to explaining it, "Happiness" sounds more real.
You make me feel good about myself and your beautiful inside,
but still something tells me, these feelings I must hide.
to keep from pushing you away, cause I want to keep you near
but because I can't keep things bottled up, there's something you must hear.
keep in mind I don't say things unless I feel it's true,
So the most truthful way of saying it, is simply, I Love You!
--------------------------------------------------Kara Miller--------------------------------------
My "Friend"
I cannot really explain, this feeling I know so well.
and it hit me when I didn't expect it. I just kind of fell.
One day I only thought of you as nothing more than a friend.
then the next day that I looked at you it made my mind bend.
it made me think in places I never thought I would,
and I fell in love harder than I ever thought I could.
I couldn't stop thinking of you, I wished you were always there
and I also couldn't stop thinking about
the nights that we had shared. and then some others came along.
you made them feel the same, and it made me wonder if all you were doing
was playing mind games. but I realized I was just jealous
cause I couldn't have you as my own how could I think like that
with all that you had shown. I guess I just wish I could show you
everything you mean I'd give all my love to you,
and you would do the same. but that will never happen
cause you can't give your whole heart and that just pierces me even more
the way a board is pierced by a dart I know you don't want to hurt me
but you do it every day you don't even mean to do it
but you do, in every way. I guess it's my own fault,
for not taking the offer at first glance but my mind was in different places,
and I ruined my second chance. I'm so sorry you can't give your all
your like a peaceful dove cause I'd give you everything I have
but mostly all my love. Since you can't give this to me
this will have to come to an end. I wanted a commitment,
and instead I get a friend.
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-----------------------------------------Kara Miller---------------------------------------------------
Untitled.
I know that I complain a lot, and can be annoying too.
and I know sometimes I don't understand why you do the things you do.
But there's still one thing that confuses me, and I cannot understand.
How can you tell me you love me, and refuse to take my hand.
You told me I can't give you everything that another person can,
so why don't you drop what we have, and take that other man?
He can give you what you want and everything you need.
you and I both know it's true, so why must you proceed
in telling me that you love me and that you never want me to go
but when I ask for commitment you say it can't be so.
I can't say that I don't love you cause that would be a lie.
but if I can't give you what you want, why don't you say good-bye.
So I can find somebody who wants a commitment too.
then I wont have to worry If I am hurting you.
please tell me one good reason why I should stay
and I'll continue to give my love ....... every single day.
--------------------------------------------------Kara Miller----------------------------------------
You Never Listen
Confusion cuts through my mind like knives by the dozens.
On bended knee I beg you not to love me.
Every time you love me hard, I have to love you harder.
Every time you take my hand, You lead me through the darkest pits of Hell.
So I begged you to just let me be, Find another heart in the night,
One that could endure the pains, Without one day just exploding.
See, you've tampered with my heart so much, so long,
That it bleeds memories of when I used to smile,
When I used to laugh, When I was not your Baby girl.
I cannot go on this way, Wings taped to my sides
I need to soar, take to the skies, and lose this love I know.
See, I begged you not to love me, But you did it anyway,
And you did it selfishly, Not even noticing that I was loving you right back.
Layed out in my solitude with nobody to hold me close,
While you ran the streets giving my love to other people.
See, what you don't understand is that you came to me like an orphan,
That they refused to love, And I nurtured you like my own,
And once you grew I layed with you, died in your lap,
And loved you more than I could love anyone.
I loved you even when I knew I shouldn't have.
See, I fell on bended knee that night,
And begged you not to love me if you couldn't love it right,
But you did it anyway.
You never listen!
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Tell Me a Lie
We are best friends. I know your life, and you know mine.
so could you do me a favor? Please don't laugh and it may sound absurd.
Give me a chance, don't turn me away, and hear me out.
Could you tell me a lie? Just for one evening, pretend you love me.
I won't ask for much. Hold me in your arms, run your fingers through my hair, and let me believe there's love in your eyes.
We'll sit in the dim light, no kissing, no sex, just warm body next to warm body.
I'll take out my contacts and we could just relax.
There will be soft music in the background, but let me rest my head on your chest to hear your heartbeat.
Maybe I'll cry, if so whisper, "Have no fear, they can't get you here."
If I could, I'd really appreciate it if you would let me stay the night.
Don't wake me in the morning, let my waking moment be looking into your beautiful eyes.
When I leave, no one will know what happened, and I wont ask again.
For one night, tell me a lie. I'll pretend I've found everlasting love, and that someone loves me as much as I can love them.
All I am is lonely. I've gotten tired of relationships, that leave me cold and empty like a house left for a winter vacation.
It has been too long since I've had a warm body next to me, and in my arms.
Don't think I ask this of you because you are the only woman close to me.
I inquire this of you because you are that special person and friend whom I feel close enough to ask this of.
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