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My mind is all in jumbles
And I don't know what to think
My life has taken a tumble
And I can't get it up again.
My heart aches at random
I don't know what its from
And I don't think I can stand 'em
The pangs of pain I mean
I'm at the risk of crying
The tears are brimming my eyes
I wish that I am lying
This is to much to bear
The tears roll down my face
And I dont know why
I think I need some space
Or sometime to think.
My heart is all confused
And my brain is too
Why is it that I feel used?
When no one has used me?
I wish I could talk to someone
But no one would understand
Even if I told everyone
It wouldn't help me one bit
Maybe I have depression
Or just these normal teenage years?
My mind goes on vacation
Becuase it doesn't know what to think.
I hope I figure this out soon
I don't think I can handle it anymore
I usually happens once in a blue moon
But it's been happening more and more
I hope this all ends soon
And the tears will just stop falling
I hope it ends like a cartoon
With a very happy ending.
By,
~Krista A Sarazin~
I sit here and think about you
And then suddenly, for no reason at all
Tears are brimming my eyes
I just want to fall.
Down slide the salty tears
As i sit here crying quietly
Raindrop like tears roll down my cheeks
There's no way my tears are drying.
And as the tears roll down my face
You ask me why I'm crying
I justtell you I'm fine, but its a lie
Because on the inside I'm slowly dying.
By,
~Krista A Sarizan~
I thought I was over you
Love works in mysterious ways
Only I know how I really feel
Very much confused...
Every night before bed, I think about you
Just before I fall asleep
I think I know how I feel
Very much in love
And even tho you dont like me
Never will my heart give up
By,
~Krista A Saraizan~
I saw you walking down the hall
I felt my heart start to sink
You were walking next to *her*
And I thought to myself "Love truly does stink"
I can tell you like her
Even though you didn't say
I can tell by the way you look at her
You do it almost everyday
You flirt with her
Right in front of my face
I can't stand it anymore
I want out of this place
I guess I've got to learn
To just deal
You'll never like me anyway
I realized I have to get real
You broke my heart
You made me cry
And at times you've even
made me want to die
I'm trying to ge tover you
I hope it works real soon
I love you a little too much
I've been acting like a loony-toon
Soon it will be over
Soon I'll forget about you
Soon I'll like someone else
I hope its really true
By,
~Krista A Sarazin~