to be ridiculed
so much it kills your heart
and soul
to remember the times when you were a popular girl turned geek within a year, to be teased about your height, weight and skin color
it hurts me in my soul to feel this way
to be hated hurts even worse
it feels like I am alone on a great ocean, with only the icy ocean waves to be my friend, and even he is my enemy.
Why does it have to hurt me so bad
why can't it not hurt me, not affect me?
Stop all the pain that kills!