| That kiss� That kiss was the most passionate kiss I ever received. That kiss was the last. That kiss� That kiss intertwined my lips with hers, and hers with mine. That kiss� That kiss crushed me, scarring me for the rest of my life. I loved her so much, and I let her know how much with that kiss. We stood there in the darkness. Her lying to me, me being brutally honest with her. I told her what I felt and then kissed her the most passionate kiss that I had ever given, and ever received. It was our last kiss. After that she stopped talking to me. I know what I did. I did what I had to. I told her that I loved her. I told her I loved her and then I kissed her deeply. She let me and said nothing to me. She stood there lying with her lips. She stood there lying with her passion. She stood there and told a bold faced lie to my brutal passion. I didn�t realize the lie. I never heard the words that she didn�t say, and I accepted the love that I thought that the kiss was expressing. We were in the darkness. Her laying with me. We kissed slightly and she rose to leave. We stood at my door and I told her I loved her. She smiled and I kissed her. She said nothing to me in return. I kiss her as I had spoken, with brutal passion and I thought I felt it being returned. I closed my eyes and gave into myself and let all of my passions for her flow into that kiss. I let every inch of my soul flow into my passions, every bit that I hated, and every bit that I loved, into those passions. The kiss finished. It was our last. I hugged her tightly to my chest after that kiss. I loved her, and I wanted her to leave feeling like I did. I don�t know if she did or not. All she said to me was goodnight, and then she turned and walked away. I watched her walk away, not knowing that kiss was our last, not knowing that she wouldn�t talk to me for months after that night. What did I do? I loved too much. I loved too deeply. Or maybe it is the simple fact that I loved at all� perhaps the fact that I genuinely cared� I don�t know. That kiss� I wish I had never spoken before it. Words mess up everything. That last kiss that words killed. 6/12/01 5:14:50 AM |