Her tall form and long hair,
Gold incasing her face,
I don�t understand her
Because she isn�t mine
If she was I probably wouldn�t
Understand her anyway
She stands in my soul
Slightly out of reach
Caring
But not as much as I would want
Touching me
But not with love as I want
Golden beauty that isn�t mine,
And never will be.

I stared at her in a room full of people
I was alone
Looking across the emptiness that was full
Full of the sounds of laughter and friendship
I ignored it all and focused
Focused on her
Focused on the sounds she made being quiet
Focused on the movements that her still body made
Focused
And then it all slipped
Out of Focus
My eyes closed and I breathed deeply
I was alone in a full room
Alone with her in the full living room
Dead with her while surrounded by life.

12/31/00   03:04:19 AM
I wrote this for a girl who I like... she has no idea I feel this for her... so I thought I would share how I felt with the entire world.  She wont ever know it is for her anyway, so what does it matter. 
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