You still won't stop,
Will you?
I wish you would let if drop,
So it would end too.
But I have a new tool against your abuse!
Try as you might,
I won't give in,
Again throught the night,
The curses begin.
Your tourturment of my soul stops now.
One, two , three hits I take,
Bruises and swelling start,
But mentally, to see if my convicion will shake,
Oh how many hits have I taken to heart?
But I have a new protector now!
He is with me,
He mends my soul,
So now will you let me be?
Do I let all you've done roll?
Yes, because that is His ways and now mine.
As hard as it is for me to say,
In this, or any other way,
You are Forgiven.
`
~Maggs~
Always the agony of never knowing,
Wondering if you care,
All of my emotions showing,
You wonder why I dare.
Longing to hear from you,
And see a benign face,
Do you wish to see me too,
Or am I meaningless lace?
A gentle caress, or look,
Worth more than any expression,
How long it has took,
To come out of depression,
All for you, my dearest fickle friend.
~Mags~
Can it be?
Are you truly
Right for me?
Are you the answer,
To my deepest,
Darkest Question.
You cause such thrill,
And indiscretion!
What could I do,
Were it not for you,
Except except my fate,
And know that,
The date was late,
When you didn't answer,
Any of my questions,
But gave me some,
Instead.
~mags~
My love for you,
I hope you know,
Was always true,
But I've put it below,
You'll never know that.
I tried to tell,
As if I could,
I wish that you'd trusted me, you should,
You'll never trust.
I broke my own heart,
To save it.
Some say it was smart,
But I feel like shit.
You'll never care about that though, will you?
-Mags
Your out of my life
But you are still near,
Oh what strife!
And unquenchable fear.
I want you out,
Out of my head,
To scream and shout,
Your mind is lead!
I hated you,
I loved you,
Funny how both words are opposite..
Yet mean that in some way,
Mean that even though you hurt me,
You're still gettin the better of me.
How is it,
That yet again you,
Got me in a fit,
In lou,
Of ignoring my pain.
I put it aside,
Left it alone,
Yet you hit me like the tide,
And my grief you've shown,
Was silly at best.
You've lightened my life,
As I did for you,
We now share our strife,
And now I too,
Know what you felt.
~Magpie
(For Shell & Family)
Angel, gone?
As sudden light,
That had brightly shone,
Is forced to flight.
It never will be forgotten.
Alway, love,
To be missed a lot,
Free as a dove,
Never to be caught.
So warmth and tears progress.
A kind smile,
One last hug,
A goodbye mile,
The heart's tug.
An Angel guarding over me.
Peace, rest.
Guidence, blessed,
No more pain and fears,
Or sad tears,
One would have never guessed,
That they'd be gone.
~Magipie~
Leads to mysteries,
And miseries,
Untold by the night.
Heart break,
Oh that wild devastation,
That awful infestation,
So superflous and fake.
Lunar Rainbows of the mind,
Caused by the river,
Sending a shiver,
Through out the artist's mind.
Everything and nothing for all,
Who is it that will stand up for,
This thing called the human core,
And will they fail and dramatically fall?
Curses of the time it seems are,
Relentlessly lost,
And to those who pay the cost,
They seem stupid and from afar
~Mapgie~
You keep asking questions,
Wondering things,
I do not know.
I keep asking questions,
And funny thing,
You don't know too.
Maybe we should look deeper,
Longer,
Or are we afraid of the trueth?
I'm finally getting to know,
The soul that I have,
I still can't answer the questions.
Give me a little more time,
To think and ponder,
And maybe you should too.
Maybe the question we should be asking,
Isn't the question we have been asking,
Maybe that question that we can't find is the answer.
~Magpie~
Just yours, and all your self allusions you've thrived on,
The things that made you and your heart get all in a whirl,
All the things that put the light in your eyes that was so bright it shone,
Through the mass of other depression and hate.
Don't cry little girl, it's not really the end of the world,
Just the end of music, that made you want to dance, and sing,
And how you used to dance, those times how you twirled,
How music was your passionate love, your summer fling,
And now it is cold to you because of fate.
Don't cry little girl, it's not really the end of the world,
Just the end of your sanity. That's all.