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My heart is broken,
filled w/ pain.
I love you so much,
you drive me insane.
Our whole relationship was doing great,
until one day it all brought fate.
It was 2 days after my ex made a move,
just to see what he could improve.
I felt so guilty like it was all my fault,
I couldn't keep him away,
or put him to a hault.
I didn't know where to go or what to say,
I felt that I had to let you know,
about the lil thing that had gone on that day.
When I finally got the courage to tell you,
you acted like it was fine,
you told me you'd call me later,
that you had to get offline.
I waited and waited,
and still no call,
so I worked up the courage,
and stood really tall.
As the phone started ringing,
I heard you pick it up,
you sounded really upset,
like you wished we'd never met.
I told you I would call you back later,
hoping you would be feeling better.
The next day came,
you got online,
told me you had been thinking for a real long time.
You told me you was sorry,
but this is the way that it had to be.
The words that you told me went straight to my heart,
crushing me like a thousand darts.
Finally you let me explain,
we got it worked out.
It relieved some of my pain.
Although I was still scared,
My heart still hurt even though I knew you cared.
2 weeks later trouble came,
It was the same routine that drove me insane.
Once again I heard the words,
I'm sorry but this can't go on,
My mom heard what you said, and will hate you for now on.
Even though it hurt,
I took it better,
I'm not sure why,
cuz it still made me cry.
I asked if we were gonna stay friends,
and you said that you didn't know.
3 dayz later we acted like nothing went wrong,
I realized I still loved you,
while I listened to our song.
Right then and there I wanted you back,
but we couldn't do that,
everything was to out of wack.
Finally one night I called your mom and told her I was sorry,
After doing that I felt so much better,
but lil did I know you was gonna get mad.
It was the worst 10 days I had ever had.
Then friends once more,
I guess that's all I'm gonna ask for.
Finally the tragic day came when you found someone new,
I was beyond crushed and didn't know what to do.
It hurts me inside to know that you're with her,
I know it won't last 4ever but that's what it seems.
But in the mean time I'll give you your space,
until you and her part,
and that's the day when I'll try to find my way back to your heart.