mich

Today Michelle would have celebrated her 37th birthday , a day that will make many of her friends think of and about her , and many of U/us will cry a tear or two about not being able to celebrate it with her any more . My thoughts are with her ,her kids , her family and friends today , esspecially with Marie,Sean and Matthew because i know this day will be a milestone in there lifes ,as it is the first Birthday they can�t spend with there beloved mom . I also think about Kathy (pinky ) who had lost her dearest friend in the world , someone that was so very special to her that noone in the world could ever replace her .
Sighs.. how often has Michelle been topic of conversations.. she was involved in our talk as if she has never parted from us and that too is the reason i am make this page ... she is here with us , maybe not as someone we can see or touch , but in spirit she is right here with A/all of U/us.

February ,3rd. 2004

So i raise my glass and toast to a dear friend .. looking to the sky above
knowing she can see me and whisper ..a Happy birthday to you my sister by heart .. wishing that we will meet again on our journey someday.

"You can shed tears that she is gone ,
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she�ll come back ,
or you can open your eyes and see all she�s left .

Your heart can be empty because you can�t see her ,
or you can be full of love you shared.

You can turn back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her and only that she is gone ,
or you cherish her memory and let it live on .

You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back .
or you can do what she�d want ,
Smile ,open your eyes and go on .

A CHOICE TO MAKE

Michelle

I remember everything about you
Your voice,your smile,your touch
The way you laughed,the way you talked
I miss it all so much

I remember all the words you said
some funny ,some kind,some wise
All the things you did for me
I now see in different eyes

I remember the good times that we shared
seems like only yesterday,or maybe it was eons ago,
it really is hard to say
Your memory resides with in My heart
and lights my darkest days
your love i'll have forever
no one can take that away

you never said,i'm leaving
you never said goodbye
you were gone before i knew it
and only god knows why

A million times i've missed you

A million times i've cried

if love alone could have saved you
You never would have died
in life i loved you dearly
in death i love you still
in my heart you hold a place
that no one could ever fill

( by pinky )

...to "champagnelady " who will live on in our hearts forever more!

                           Light a candle ?

Did you know Michelle ( champagnelady ) ?
Did she too touch your heart in one way or the other ?
Are you thinking to about her from time to time?

Then share your thoughts with me , please .
Light a candle for her and make a lasting memory for her kids .
Send me a mail to [email protected] and i will put your text on the page and light a candle for her .

                                        Thank You !

Back to Memorial <<<

Happy Birthday Michelle,

Enjoy your short verse from your Dom. Be well My Princess.

Loves you ..... misses you

On this �Special� of days,

When the weather is cold.

And Winter now beckons its call.

Such a �perfect� of days,

For you to�ve been born.

Just as the snow starts to fall.

Days are now brisk,

And now do W/we feel.

The wind in O/our F/faces, so true.

A thought for this day,

your �Special�       of days.

Happy   Birthday, Michelle,           I miss you.

         +       =
           Sir Ronn

PS:      I know you are safe.

�A Birthday Wish for My Lovely Woman�

+ =

Sir Ronn

My name is Sir Ronn, but to Michelle I was Ronn. When You find the one You seek, stating titles become less important. �Respect� is shown through ones actions, deeds and kindness. Hmmmm � �Kindness� � a perfect word to describe My Lady, this very �Special� Lady. You see in such a short time, W/we became O/one. My Heart was joined to hers. Am I sad since her passing? How can I not be. Have I recovered since her passing? Not really, for I was the One to have �captured� her spirit. You just don�t heal that fast, especially if you knew Michelle.

Many have stated, W/we were perfect together. Michelle always told everyone, � He never tore down my walls � He just built His own door and entered.� Indeed I did this, but W/we B/both felt the connection immediately. Phone calls, gifts, across the ocean, were not uncommon, but became almost daily. Michelle used her own experiences to very good use in assisting less fortunate women and children. For this �Kindness� she was rewarded with her place in the Heavens, rewarded with the opportunity to be close to her Mum, who passed away less than two weeks before.

I have told My story many times now, but on this day, Michelle�s Birthday, I will say only this. My 'feelings" are perfectly expressed in a song written and sang by two gentlemen, named �Brooks & Dunn.� It is from their album titled �Brand New Man.� And the song title is �Neon Moon.� Please if you have time download it, listen to it for Me. You see, My Champaign Lady sent Me a small bottle of her favorite to be opened on her arrival. There is enough for two glasses � no more. Tonight I will open that bottle and toast My soul mate. Happy Birthday Champaign Lady. My Michelle.

Enjoy the words now please.

When the sun goes down
On my side of town
That lonesome feeling
Comes to my door
The whole world turns blue

There's a rundown bar
Cross the railroad tracks
I've got a table for two
Way in the back
Where i sit alone
And think of losing you

I spend most every night
Beneath the light
Of this neon moon

If you lose your one and only
There's always room here for
The lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

I think of two young lovers
Running wild and free
I close my eyes
And sometimes see
You in the shadows
Of this smoke-filled room

No telling how many tears
I've sat here and cried
Or how many lies
That i've lied
Telling my poor heart
She'll come back someday

Oh, but i'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon

If you lose your one and only
There's always room here for
The lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

The jukebox plays on
Drink by drink
The words of every sad song
Seem to say what i think
This hurt inside of me
Ain't never gonna end

Oh, but I�ll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon

If you lose your one and only
There's always room here for
The lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

Neon Moon

I Love you Michelle ... you are embedded My thoughts forever

Sir Ronn

hello we are friends of Marie,Sean and Matthew we shared there mum and we loved her very much.we are part of the "special needs kids room on AOL" marie said say what we like so we want to say :

Hi passion
im using kathy's pc sat at the celebration party your page is a focus point and the kids are all doing ok i wanted to write something for michelle but words like they do so often when i think of her and the kids just leave me.

"I just want you too know my "angel" that i will protect them till the end of my days , look forward to sharing a drink with you when we next meet"
"Your children just like you where are my life"

DEWSSCAMP

pinky gave me the link and i have know words really ,i just want to say when i needed a friend "champy" was there she helped me when i could not help myself.

"Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk"

love you always
Jane

HOME

Home is not a place on earth,
Of wood or brick or stone;
For I've gone on to better things,
Now Heaven is my home.

Don't listen for my footsteps,
To fall across your floor;
Don't grieve for me forever,
Or wait to see me at your door.

Take comfort in my memory,
And you'll never be alone;
For I am so much richer,
Now that Heaven is my home.

Don't listen now to hear my voice,
Or look here for my face;
For I have a home of perfect peace,
And I'm now there in that place.

As long as you remember me,
You'll never be alone;
I will be here waiting for you,
Now Heaven is my home.

We hope it fits on the page with all our love from the "mum's and special needs kids on AOL" , michelle we will always care for the kids for you

" we love her still and always think about her "

I have sat here for a couple of days now...looking for words....and finding none. Those that know me know thats a rare thing LOL

Michelle was the first friend I made in the room. She saw me when I sort of blended into the woodowrk and went out of her way to make me feel I belonged there. *Smiles* I talked to her of Shadow and all we went through to be together. I talked to her about a painful past and she showed me I wasnt as alone as I felt.

I miss her....but I feel her...always near...always watching. I see her in the faces of her children in the pics kathy shares with me..... I miss my dear friend but even though she is gone....she gave me an amazing gift......from her friendship I gained another...and another.......and a whole new family to love and care about. Every day I thank her for that....cause she never wanted me to feel alone.

I lit a candle for her birthday.....and remembered the talks...the giggles....her encouraging me to be a brat and have some fun.....she is never far away...I feel like she is my very own gaurdian angel....and I thank heaven every day...for allowing me to have this special friend.....I love you michelle........and thank you!

lavvy

"I did not know champers that close..but I loved her since the first chats. Thank you for letting A/all of U/us enjoy your presence and your memory."

Sun99_cu

For Michelle

I try to write a poem
to explain just how i feel ,
but no word can explain the sorrow
that am longing to reveal.
        ~~~
You came into my world ,
showed me things that really matter
and with your own special way ,
you made me feel much better.
       ~~~
You taken on so many ,
that had lost there way.
You showed them hope and friendship ,
and never turned away .
             ~~~
Love sparkled all around you ,
you glow cought every eye.
You was loved by just any ,
why did you had to die ?
            ~~~
Was god in need of angels ,
did he have special plans for you?
We will not know the answers,
but our hearts cry when we think of you .
            ~~~

           ~~~
You left your kids and friends behind ,
not as if you was left a choice that day,
you was called away to heaven ,
and we must learn to walk our way.
         ~~~
This way will not be easy ,
It�s filled with tears and sorrow.
We miss you every moment ,
will it be easyer tomorrow?
            ~~~
In our hearts you have a home forever,
we will never be able to let you fly.
We hold you in our memories,
with evry teardrop that we cry.
               ~~~
You live on in everyone of us,
as we think of you as grand dame.
because the love you gave to each ,
is flickering inside us, like a eternale flame. C.C.2004

" The only way to take the sorrow out of death is to take love out of life ..
... and to let someone die forever is to forget about them "

We will never forget about you!!

passion

I was unfortunate not to know michelle personally but i�ve heard of her long ago..as time went on it was like she was a part of my life as strange as that may seem..i got to know her throug pinky,passion and her children , marie ,sean and matthew..the 5 most incredable strongest people ive ever known..why god took your best friend and your mother one will never know..why he takes the good ones and leaves the bad ones is beyond me...they say he works in mysterious ways...the ways i�ve never understood...when i hear marie singing i can picture her mother smileing down..here are a few words for michelle from her family and loved ones....time has passed but these wounds will never heal..as we take a look around your spirit is always upon us..your the beat in our hearts..the moonlight shining down and the whisper in the wind..we keep our hearts full of love for that is what you taught us..our minds filled with memories and our souls filled with your spirit..for you will always be our shining light......

..from Stinky

In Memorium

A gracious Lady, laid to rest, has left this world of pain.
Gone to rewards she garnered here, but not for her own gain.
A helping hand, a kindly smile, she gave and shared with all.
With love and care, she raised her flock from depths where they did fall.

Great pain and grief o'er fills the cup of those now left behind.
Remember not this empty shell, she lives on in your mind.
The lives she helped to save from a disease that haunts the earth
Are testimony to the life she lead from her rebirth.
Rejoice in her reward and all the lives she helped to save.
Think back on all the gifts, the words, the love; not of the grave!
Stay on the path and take those steps that she would have you tred.
With words and deeds remember all the souls and minds she fed.
With love we bid you fond farewell and through the tears of grief
We see you as you were, not as you are, ere came life's thief.
How is it that our hearts can be so full of love and pain?
God will, when all are gathered 'round, this mystery explain.
with memories of a friend champaignelady.

Remington1954uk

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