bumblebeecar07 (3:10:51 PM):

::I'm sorry.::

dont cry emobot (3:11:28 PM):

:: User is not accepting private communications at this time.  Please try again later. ::

bumblebeecar07 (3:11:37 PM):

::*leave a message*::

dont cry emobot (3:12:07 PM):

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bumblebeecar07 (3:15:10 PM):

*clatter*

bumblebeecar07 (3:15:12 PM):

*KNOCK*

dont cry emobot (3:15:34 PM):

*growls from inside his room, turning UP his music*

bumblebeecar07 (3:15:42 PM):

*KNOCKKNOCKKNOCK*

dont cry emobot (3:16:11 PM):

go away!

bumblebeecar07 (3:16:33 PM):

NO

dont cry emobot (3:17:37 PM):

*blaring music is the only response*

bumblebeecar07 (3:18:15 PM):

*POUNDS ON THE SLAGGING DOOR*

dont cry emobot (3:18:44 PM):

*and the music shuts off abruptly - dead silence*

bumblebeecar07 (3:18:49 PM):

DROPKICK

bumblebeecar07 (3:19:00 PM):

I STILL SLAGGING LIKE YOU

bumblebeecar07 (3:19:03 PM):

A WHOLE LOT

bumblebeecar07 (3:19:06 PM):

SLAGGIT

bumblebeecar07 (3:19:13 PM):

I THINK ...

bumblebeecar07 (3:19:30 PM):

SLAGGIT I THINK I LOVE YOU EVEN

dont cry emobot (3:19:55 PM):

.........

bumblebeecar07 (3:20:08 PM):

I'm SORRY

bumblebeecar07 (3:20:17 PM):

IF I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT YOU

bumblebeecar07 (3:20:20 PM):

I WOULDN'T BE HERE

bumblebeecar07 (3:20:31 PM):

I WOULDN'T HAVE TRIED TO GET RID OF THAT STUPID VIRUS!

dont cry emobot (3:20:50 PM):

.......

dont cry emobot (3:21:11 PM):

*clunk*

dont cry emobot (3:21:21 PM):

*footsteps*

dont cry emobot (3:21:49 PM):

.................*quiet creeeeak of the door opening - he looks up at the other with dull optics*

bumblebeecar07 (3:22:04 PM):

*looks back at hm*

bumblebeecar07 (3:22:22 PM):

I'm not any good at this relationship stuff...

bumblebeecar07 (3:22:44 PM):

But I care about you an awful lot.

dont cry emobot (3:22:55 PM):

............

dont cry emobot (3:23:02 PM):

Fine.

bumblebeecar07 (3:23:04 PM):

And what I did was stupid and selfish

bumblebeecar07 (3:23:16 PM):

And I'll go throw myself into the slagging ocean if you want me to

bumblebeecar07 (3:23:20 PM):

If tht's what you want.

dont cry emobot (3:23:46 PM):

.......

dont cry emobot (3:23:57 PM):

Fine....

bumblebeecar07 (3:24:23 PM):

*shuffle*

bumblebeecar07 (3:24:38 PM):

*wringing hands*

dont cry emobot (3:24:49 PM):

*looks utterly defeated*  fine.... whatever.  it's fine.

bumblebeecar07 (3:25:34 PM):

._.

bumblebeecar07 (3:25:47 PM):

If you don't want me anymore I understand

dont cry emobot (3:25:56 PM):

.........

dont cry emobot (3:26:27 PM):

....do you want to come in....?

bumblebeecar07 (3:26:41 PM):

...you'll let me?

dont cry emobot (3:27:44 PM):

....sure.  *steps aside to let him in*

bumblebeecar07 (3:28:35 PM):

*walks in. Slowly. Really...not looking proud of himself*

dont cry emobot (3:29:22 PM):

....

bumblebeecar07 (3:29:27 PM):

Uh

bumblebeecar07 (3:29:30 PM):

...

dont cry emobot (3:29:50 PM):

........*sounds almost...*  .....w-w-was.... w-was it w-w-worth it.

bumblebeecar07 (3:29:56 PM):

.....

bumblebeecar07 (3:30:07 PM):

no

bumblebeecar07 (3:30:24 PM):

i'm so slagging stupid

bumblebeecar07 (3:30:30 PM):

*slumps over, sitting against one wall*

dont cry emobot (3:30:45 PM):

.......

dont cry emobot (3:31:01 PM):

............what did i do?

bumblebeecar07 (3:31:02 PM):

Nothing

bumblebeecar07 (3:31:17 PM):

You're perfect and wonderful.

dont cry emobot (3:31:41 PM):

don't patronize me....!

bumblebeecar07 (3:31:43 PM):

I'm not

bumblebeecar07 (3:31:53 PM):

I really think that

dont cry emobot (3:32:21 PM):

....

bumblebeecar07 (3:32:52 PM):

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I fucjed it up

dont cry emobot (3:33:20 PM):

....

bumblebeecar07 (3:33:32 PM):

I'm sorry.

bumblebeecar07 (3:33:52 PM):

I dunno what I can do to make it up

bumblebeecar07 (3:33:59 PM):

But I'll try.

dont cry emobot (3:34:30 PM):

.....n-no.  ............n-no.... i'm... it's... i-i-it's okay.

dont cry emobot (3:35:59 PM):

*turns to him, optics still dull*  n-no... i-it's okay, really.  *weak laugh* i-i-i mean... l-l-like d-divebomb said... i should just... g-get over it.

bumblebeecar07 (3:37:21 PM):

*would be crying now if he could*

bumblebeecar07 (3:37:29 PM):

*doesn't want to see Dropkick like this*

dont cry emobot (3:38:30 PM):

*paces up to him*

bumblebeecar07 (3:38:34 PM):

*looks up from where he's seated*

bumblebeecar07 (3:38:45 PM):

*optics very, very dim. Varely lit*

bumblebeecar07 (3:38:49 PM):

*barely[ ]

dont cry emobot (3:39:54 PM):

*isn't shaking, i don't know what you're talking about - he straddles the other*  .........i-i'll do what.........w-whatever you need.

bumblebeecar07 (3:40:20 PM):

*hugs him tightly*

bumblebeecar07 (3:40:24 PM):

You don't need to do anything

bumblebeecar07 (3:40:29 PM):

Just hold me right now

dont cry emobot (3:41:32 PM):

*wraps his arms around the other's shoulders, head resting against his neck*

bumblebeecar07 (3:41:46 PM):

*buries his face in the other's shoulder*

bumblebeecar07 (3:41:56 PM):

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. *practically sobbing(

dont cry emobot (3:42:51 PM):

.....

bumblebeecar07 (3:43:06 PM):

*hug*

dont cry emobot (3:45:09 PM):

*reaches out and strokes a wing* e-everything's fine........

bumblebeecar07 (3:46:24 PM):

I don't...I don't want anyone else.

bumblebeecar07 (3:46:26 PM):

Really.

dont cry emobot (3:46:42 PM):

.......all right.

dont cry emobot (3:46:45 PM):

......i believe you.

bumblebeecar07 (3:47:02 PM):

*tight hug*

bumblebeecar07 (3:47:08 PM):

Never ever again.

bumblebeecar07 (3:47:09 PM):

I promise

dont cry emobot (3:48:05 PM):

....

dont cry emobot (3:48:09 PM):

i believe you.

dont cry emobot (3:48:11 PM):

*flatly*

bumblebeecar07 (3:49:26 PM):

....

bumblebeecar07 (3:49:28 PM):

Really?

dont cry emobot (3:49:39 PM):

mm.

bumblebeecar07 (3:49:44 PM):

Do...I...

bumblebeecar07 (3:49:54 PM):

I want you to be honest with me...

dont cry emobot (3:50:36 PM):

....i am being honest.

bumblebeecar07 (3:50:59 PM):

*hug, nuzzle*

dont cry emobot (3:51:56 PM):

*quietly keeps petting his wing*

bumblebeecar07 (3:52:15 PM):

I don't deserve you

dont cry emobot (3:52:45 PM):

......

dont cry emobot (3:53:18 PM):

*grips the wing a little, dragging his claws lightly against it*

bumblebeecar07 (3:53:31 PM):

*eep!* >_o

dont cry emobot (3:54:13 PM):

*leans over and follows his claws up with his mouth, kissing and licking*

bumblebeecar07 (3:54:45 PM):

*shudders, starting to purr brokenly, tilting his head to watch Dropkick* Ooohh..

dont cry emobot (3:56:24 PM):

*drops his other hand to trail claws along his side, scraping a little*

bumblebeecar07 (3:56:52 PM):

*strokes a hand down Dropkick's side, purr growing stronger*

bumblebeecar07 (3:57:12 PM):

*stops at the hip, talons digging in slightly*

dont cry emobot (4:01:02 PM):

*kind of frantically starts pushing up against the other, sucking on one particular spot on the wing, claws ticking against the edges and digging into his side - just barely*

bumblebeecar07 (4:02:59 PM):

*turbines begin rumbling as the other sucks, talons digging a bit deeper. Runs a hand up to the back of his neck, stroking*

dont cry emobot (4:05:10 PM):

*makes a small, strangled noise, shifting against the other desperately - all he wants is to be close*

dont cry emobot (4:06:14 PM):

*can't even - doesn't want to use his vocals, so...* :: what did he do tell me what you did with him ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:06:54 PM):

*stiffens a bit, shcoked by the request. Pulls the othe rcloser*

bumblebeecar07 (4:07:10 PM):

::I...we kissed...ah...stroking, touching...like we've done before...::

dont cry emobot (4:08:55 PM):

*and leans up to suck on the edge of his wing, claws scraping along him*  :: was he hard or soft what did he do did he just touch you i need to know :: *can't hide his mildly frantic voice from the other, not over the comms*

bumblebeecar07 (4:10:31 PM):

::He...he was inda hard, I guess...::

bumblebeecar07 (4:11:20 PM):

::I'm not comparing you to him, Dropkick...:: *shudders at the sensations he's recieving, digging talons into Dropkick's hip*

dont cry emobot (4:14:22 PM):

*groans lightly against the wing, arching against the other - he's not going to say another slagging thing; he just licks the wing and rakes his claws up and down his sides*

bumblebeecar07 (4:15:01 PM):

*soft growl, bending his head to nip at the other's neck, tongue tracing fuel lines and circuitry.*

bumblebeecar07 (4:15:13 PM):

*talons dig deeper, pulling Dropkick up against him*

dont cry emobot (4:16:40 PM):

*moans now, teething the edge of the wing, still sucking on it, leaning his head to give the other more access*

bumblebeecar07 (4:17:38 PM):

*bites down, a bit harder then before, turbines beginning to rumble loudly. Wing twitches, Primus that mouth!*

dont cry emobot (4:19:25 PM):

*whimpers* :: mm- h-h-harder, dirge, please- :: *grinds up against him*

bumblebeecar07 (4:20:01 PM):

*does as he's asked, biting down even harder, drawing a bit of enerogn now. He snarls, sond rumbling through the other's body*

bumblebeecar07 (4:20:15 PM):

*talons digging even more into the other, holding him where he is*

dont cry emobot (4:21:59 PM):

*cries out and twists into the other, claws digging in deep against his sides, ticking against wiring*

bumblebeecar07 (4:22:43 PM):

*another snarl, grabbing the other and forcing him against the Seeker*

bumblebeecar07 (4:22:55 PM):

*slowly...very slowly sliding his own spark chamber open*

dont cry emobot (4:25:02 PM):

*feels something shifting and pulls his mouth from the wing, looking to see what exactly's going --- and his optics widen slightly as he looks up at Dirge*

bumblebeecar07 (4:25:28 PM):

*looks down at him, optics glowing brightly now*

bumblebeecar07 (4:25:59 PM):

::This...I...I want to feel you. Reall feel you. Your mind, your body, your spark...::

dont cry emobot (4:27:42 PM):

:: .....i.... ::

dont cry emobot (4:29:06 PM):

*shifts a little, looking only briefly panicked before he kisses the other viciously*  :: if that's what y-you want... ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:29:14 PM):

*returns the kiss*

bumblebeecar07 (4:29:22 PM):

::Do you want to?::

bumblebeecar07 (4:29:35 PM):

::I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to do....::

dont cry emobot (4:30:23 PM):

:: .....i.... we won't........ bond  or something?  Will we?  I don't.... ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:30:45 PM):

::We...we don't have to bond...::

bumblebeecar07 (4:30:57 PM):

::Just...the sparks.;:

bumblebeecar07 (4:31:16 PM):

::We have to intend to bond for it to happen.::

dont cry emobot (4:31:38 PM):

:: ......o-oh. ::

dont cry emobot (4:32:39 PM):

*sighs into his mouth, claws trailing along the other's sides, up, along his shoulders, gripping tightly*  :: ....o-okay. ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:33:35 PM):

*small smiles, pulls him as close as he can*

bumblebeecar07 (4:33:40 PM):

::Open your spark chamber...::

dont cry emobot (4:34:46 PM):

.......*after a moment, the idea registers to him, and so he unlocks and slides the plating back, revealing his own spark*

bumblebeecar07 (4:35:30 PM):

*slowly reaches down, and he's shaking just a little bit*

bumblebeecar07 (4:35:47 PM):

*runs a finger along the edge of the chamber, then reaches in to gently caress the spark itslef8

dont cry emobot (4:37:39 PM):

*lets loose just the smallest shriek, grip tightening and head lolling back* :: ---! ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:37:59 PM):

*smiles at that, slowly pulling his hand away*

bumblebeecar07 (4:38:13 PM):

*and presses up against him again, moving the spark chambers to match each other*

bumblebeecar07 (4:38:25 PM):

*and already they can feel the tug and pull of the energy*

dont cry emobot (4:39:36 PM):

*his spark seems only too ready to do this, energy lashing towards the other, the mech himself shuddering and keeping his head leaned back - don't look down seems to be a great idea at the moment.*

bumblebeecar07 (4:40:30 PM):

*grins and moves to bite down on his neck again, shddering as the two sparks draw closer togehter, systems warnings popping into his field of vision.  He ignores them of course, cocentrating on his lover*

dont cry emobot (4:43:45 PM):

*and suddenly he's starting to wonder what the slag he's doing, wondering what this is - how long is it going to last - don't hurt please don't hurt me - and he doesn't even know how to begin to throw that information somewhere safe - everything he's thinking is flowing through the connection, right along with all the feelings Dirge's teeth and talons ellict from him, all the primus-so-good - everything*  :: ---!! aaa--ahhhn- ::

bumblebeecar07 (4:45:42 PM):

*Dirge is shocked by those thoughts. Can't imagine hurting him. doesn't want to hurt him ever again! And he sends those thoughts back, his own feelings. Love, comfort, assurance.  The weight of the smaller mech in his arms, feel of his fuel lines, the taste of his energon. Wants this feeling to last forever, knows it can't* ::Yesyesyes...oh Primus...::

dont cry emobot (4:47:51 PM):

*justdon'thurtmepleaseidon'twannagethurt*  :: d----d--aaaaaahn, ahh-hhaa... :: *can'tprocessjuststaypleasedon'tleavemeagain*

bumblebeecar07 (4:48:14 PM):

*neverhurtyounevernevernevernever*

bumblebeecar07 (4:48:35 PM):

*energy overwhelming, the feelings from two bodies, overload approaching*

bumblebeecar07 (4:48:42 PM):

::N-never....llleeeeave::

dont cry emobot (4:51:58 PM):

*pleasejuststay-* :: dirgepleasei-i-ineed-oohhhh----! ::  *he can feel everything go too-hot, too-bright for one blinding moment -*

bumblebeecar07 (4:53:09 PM):

*willstaaaypr-*::Drrrroppkick!:: *and that moment sweeps him up, everyting dissapearing in a brilliant white hot moment of pleasure as he clutches the other mech to him*

dont cry emobot (4:55:43 PM):

:: ---- ::  *his comm's dead, his optics are dead, everything's slagging dead, warnings flickering everywhere as he has to go through an actual reboot because of the energy, body utterly limp in the other's grasp*

bumblebeecar07 (4:57:06 PM):

*not quite that bad, luckily. But his optics take a minute to recover, displaying nothing but warnings and static until his system sorts out the xcess energy. He groans softly, rolling onto his back, pulling Dropkick on top of him*

dont cry emobot (4:58:43 PM):

*boots up slowly, almost reluctantly, and he moans quietly against the other, claws twitching in a mockery of their previous vice-grip*

bumblebeecar07 (4:59:08 PM):

*gentle kiss, fingers gentle now as they fun over his spine*

bumblebeecar07 (4:59:12 PM):

::Never leaving you::

dont cry emobot (4:59:43 PM):

:: .......it's okay if you want to. ::

bumblebeecar07 (5:00:51 PM):

::No.::

bumblebeecar07 (5:00:53 PM):

::Never::

bumblebeecar07 (5:00:57 PM):

*nuzzle*

bumblebeecar07 (5:01:00 PM):

*yaawn*

dont cry emobot (5:01:42 PM):

*sighs* :: all right.... ::

bumblebeecar07 (5:02:00 PM):

::I am never leaving you:: *siiigh*

bumblebeecar07 (5:02:11 PM):

::I mean. If that's cool with you::

bumblebeecar07 (5:02:18 PM):

^_\\\

dont cry emobot (5:02:41 PM):

:: ........ :: *laughs a little, hoarsely*  :: it'sfine. ::

bumblebeecar07 (5:03:00 PM):

*and stands, picking up Dropkick and heading for the berth*

dont cry emobot (5:03:48 PM):

*vaguely mumbles something about being able to move on his own, even if that's a complete and utter lie*

bumblebeecar07 (5:04:10 PM):

*collapses onto the bunk, Dropkick on top of him*

bumblebeecar07 (5:04:15 PM):

::Love you::

dont cry emobot (5:04:42 PM):

:: ....mm.... love you too.... ::

bumblebeecar07 (5:04:49 PM):

*yaawn*

bumblebeecar07 (5:04:54 PM):

::Mebbe...recharge time?::

dont cry emobot (5:05:19 PM):

:: mm... :: *makes a vague gesture at the berth around them*

dont cry emobot (5:06:50 PM):

*definitely believing that they're laying down, recharge is inevitable, obv.*

bumblebeecar07 (5:13:24 PM):

*smiles and cuddles Dropkick adoringly as he begins to drop off*