Crush All Humanz: ::BORED. ACCEPT FILE Y/N?::
JazzBabySays: -delayed response-
::Accepts::
Crush All Humanz: ::.........y/n?::
JazzBabySays: ::Now?::
Crush All Humanz: ::.....in general. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...I'll be down in a couple
seconds.::
Crush All Humanz: ::.....youdon'thavetocomerunning.::
JazzBabySays: ::I'm already almost
there. It's of little consequence.::
Crush All Humanz: ::............::
Crush All Humanz: :: ....you really didn't need to come
down. i was just... bored. ::
JazzBabySays: -raises an optic ridge-
::There was not much else occupying my time. Would you prefer it if I left?::
Crush All Humanz: ::.....no. i just - ....no, you're more
interesting than these slaggers. tag, blender.
they're playing tag. *sounds disturbed*::
JazzBabySays: -chuckles softly-
::Indeed they are. I suppose in a run about way it's good practice for
them...Primus knows they desperately need it.::
Crush All Humanz: :: yeah, well... they could be doing
something less obnoxious. :: *frowns* :: at the very least, that spazzing blue thing could put some armor on.... ::
JazzBabySays: ::...they've pretty much
seen us without ours. Not like such a sight can hold many more surprises.::
Crush All Humanz: :: ......but he's disgusting. and
annoying. ::
JazzBabySays: ::Agreed on all
accounts.::
Crush All Humanz: :: .....i'm....
still surprised you came down. that song really that worth it? ::
JazzBabySays: -shifts slightly, but
it's almost unnoticeable- ::What's so surprising about it?::
Crush All Humanz: *shrugs* :: ....a little mushier than
that "nine inch nails" song i sent you :: *smirk* :: didn't know if
you'd get pissed at it or not. ::
JazzBabySays: ::While I don't
understand your need to indulge in the music of the bonesacks,
it's...certainly a creative way to deliver a message. I wouldn't have pegged
you as such.::
Crush All Humanz: :: .....some of it's nice. and i'm not ... whatever such would be. i just....
..........meh. it's good music. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...I see...::
Crush All Humanz: :: .....and some of it is pretty
accurate. ::
JazzBabySays: ::For an inferior
species, they can at times manage to pull off some things.:: -probably just
missed the point, hur hur-
Crush All Humanz: :: ................. ::
Crush All Humanz: :: .........accept file: y/n? ......... ::
JazzBabySays: ... -Accepts: Y-
JazzBabySays: ::Honestly, I'll never
understand how you find these things.::
Crush All Humanz: :: .........i know what i'm doing. ::
Crush All Humanz: :: ......language might be different,
but they all mean the same thing. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...that was rather
deep for you.::
Crush All Humanz: :: ......i have my moments. not
everything about me is right there for you to see. :: *long beat* :: ....that'd
make things too easy. :: *sounds almost joking, but definitely not finding it
that hilarious.*
JazzBabySays: -finally turns his full
attention to him at that, giving him a long stare in thought-
Crush All Humanz: *looks over at him, frowning in surprise*
:: ....what? ::
JazzBabySays: ::You are acting
strangely tonight. The Autobot's hugs did not affect you that badly, did
they?:: -not said too seriously-
Crush All Humanz: :: .......no. i just..... get like this.
usually stay in my room when i get into... "funks" but... i don't
know. don't feel like it this time. :: *tries to joke* :: you can't hate
everything all the time. ::
JazzBabySays: -not sure he
understands, but will respect the other's wishes- ::Very well. If you change
your mind, I'm more than willing to...escort you to your quarters. Provided a
certain voyeuristic meatsack with suicidal tendencies
isn't near the facility.::
Crush All Humanz: *shakes his head* :: .....i think jeff is there. with the baby. :: *mild disgust* ::
sometimes i wonder what that squishy is doing. :: *long pause* :: besides, i'm tempted to ask what you were doing. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...what I was doing?::
-frowns in confusion-
Crush All Humanz: :: you wandered off. i was bored, it
took you a while to accept the file.:: *quickly* ::i don't care, or anything, i
was just wondering. boredom makes me think, dangerous habit that it is. ::
*pause* :: ...scorponok need his bath or something?
::
JazzBabySays: ::Forgive me, I was a
bit distracted. I was partially on duty patrolling the base, and ran into
someone while doing so.::
Crush All Humanz: :: ........hm. ::
Crush All Humanz: :: ........................accept file y/n? ................... ::
JazzBabySays: -sighs softly, but
accepts without hesitation-
Crush All Humanz: :: .........some of it almost sounds
like home. ::
JazzBabySays: -actually giving this
song some time to play out- ::...it...does, almost.::
Crush All Humanz: :: ....................................i
don't do bonds, blackout. :: *very tense silence* :: ..........so i do this instead.
closest way to show emotion without actually showing it. slagger. :: *the last quiet growl is obviously
directed more at himself than anyone.*
JazzBabySays: -smirks suddenly- ::I
wondered when you'd give in and just tell me that.:: -finally reveals that he'd
caught on a bit ago and leans his shoulder closer to Bonecrusher's, the thick
plating of their armor barely scratching- ::...for someone who hasn't thought
much of bonding, you have been bringing it up.:: -just states his observations,
more than scorning at him for it-
Crush All Humanz: *shrugs* :: no idea why. last time, i brought it
up with.......well, that didn't end too well. i don't know. i guess you bring out the worst in me. ::
*half-joking, but also half-beating himself up over it* :: ....sounding like a slagging aft. ::
JazzBabySays: ::I'll consider that a
compliment.:: -sounding thoughtful, soft- ::I...don't know if I'll ever be
ready to bond again. Such a commitment is...difficult, and it'd hardly be fair
to either of us to just jump into it. This might just be for the best, what we
have now.::
Crush All Humanz: :: .....i know. i just like holding on
for a bit. :: *darkly, almost angrily - a little possessive, really* :: just
don't choose a suicide mission over me and we'll be fine. ::
JazzBabySays: ::Suicide mission?::
-frowns-
Crush All Humanz: :: ................ ::
JazzBabySays: ::I highly doubt I'll be
offlining anytime soon. I've survived being
dismembered into exactly 678 pieces. It's rather difficult to beat that.::
Crush All Humanz: :: ........you all die eventually.
it's only a matter of time.
primus, angst doesn't suit my processors well. :: *growls suddenly, knocking
himself roughly on the side of the head* :: i didn't do anything to deserve all
this erroring! ::
JazzBabySays: -taking that hand
Bonecrusher just knocked himself with by the wrist he takes him by the chin
with the other, making them lock optics- ::How can I convince that I'm not
leaving?::
Crush All Humanz: :: ..............................accept
file: y/n?..................
:: *long pause* :: ..............this time, listen. ::
JazzBabySays: ...
Crush All Humanz: *sighs* :: yeah, this is stupid. ::
*pulls back from Blackout* :: this is why i stay inside during these funks. ::
JazzBabySays: -lets him reluctantly
go- ::I...am not sure how to respond at this time.:: -admittedly confused-
Crush All Humanz: *shakes his head* :: primus, i hope jeff isn't right. :: *bitter laugh* :: if he is, i'm slagged. the one time you're gonna see me deep, and... ::
Crush All Humanz: *rolls his optics in disbelief* :: this
is why i need to drink more often. ::
JazzBabySays: ::-Drinking also got us
into this problem.:: -frowns slightly- ::What...did the human male have to say?
I'm assuming you confided in him about...this.::
Crush All Humanz: :: .............it could've been worse.
:: *pause* :: .............he said a lot of things. and i didn't confide... he
forced it out of me. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...a human forced
you...?::
Crush All Humanz: :: ........no. he pried a little. ::
*weak chuckle* :: if you haven't notice, i cave easily under pressure when
there's nothing to beat up as a solution. ::
JazzBabySays: -growing frustrated, but
is trying not to lash out...at least for now. if the way things are becoming
any more slagging complicated...- ::I'm not
understanding any of this. Just a couple days ago neither of us would
even give the other a second glance, unless it was to glare and snap off an
insult or witty retort. It's been like that for vorns between us, and now
you...why?::
Crush All Humanz: :: i like having a connection to others
that doesn't involve wanting to destroy them. and you don't help by........ rrrr. by doing whatever it is you're doing. look, you came
to me. i didn't ask you to, i was just bored and liked the song. you came
down here to see me even though i didn't mean anything more than "i like
dancing, do you want to dance sometime, come back to me when you're done".
so don't just blame me for this. ::
JazzBabySays: ::...very well. It was
my mistake - one I won't be making again.:: -turns, storming off-
Crush All Humanz: :: ........................... :: *sends
out one last comment before shutting the commlink
down* :: ...........he said i might be falling for you. ::
JazzBabySays: -is already down the
hall by the time it is received, those few simple words stopping him dead in
his tracks for a few short, simple minutes...before his fist viciously meets
with the wall, denting it nearly through, before finishing his rush to his
private quarters-