by F. Velasquez
She sits quitly, looking lovely,
so pretty and so bright
She walks silently and slowly,
through the wonderous, starfilled night
So serene and so glorious,
her eyes glimmer with light
And though i long to be with her,
I supress my feelings with all my might
wasting away, the tears burn on my skin
thinking of holding you,
of telling you all the thoughts that constantly run through my head,
of how much i yern to be with you,
of how i think about you everyday,
of how uterly perfect you are in my eyes,
but i am the eternal coward,
and once again you slip away into another's arms...
but does he know what he truely has in you?
can he ever feel about you the way i do?
will he worship you and put you above everything else in his life?
he better, or i'll kick his ass.
On a cold morning in November
I went to School with glee
for surely I'd see my love today
almost undoubtedly
But when I arrived at school
something unsettled me-
my muse's car was not in in it's lot
which is a sight I hardly see
so as the day toiled on
I began to feel melancholy
that surely something had gone wrong
for where could my rose be?
and sadly enough my fears were corect
that Death did take her from me
during a car crash most tragic
from her body her soul was set free
And now in the aftermath I walk alone
wishing that she was with me
and I know I will die with her name on my tounge
and her face in my memory
she is my everything without knowing it
my unwitting muse
my oblivious flower
she is all that i want
but what i will never have
she is my life becasue without her
there would be nothing worth living for
I'd trade my soul to have you
you, the closest thing to heaven
-my angel on earth
-my cherub
I'd give up all eternity to hold you in my arms
you, the lovelier of all others
my heart-my soul-my being
all for you
all to be your one and only
What tragedy is far greater
than unrequited love?
To never tell my muse
it's only she I'm dreaming of?
So desperately is my need for her
to hold her in my arms
to be her heart's keeper
to keep her away from harm
A coward I must be
to never let it known
the need and want I feel for her
the desire, that is not shown
and alone a lonely coward sits
letting his true love walk astray
in a cold library all alone
while she waits, so far away.
I wanted you the first time I saw you,
I fell in love with you the first day I met you,
I needed you the moment I left you,
I need you still and am dieing without you
red
or should i say crimson?
bloodshed
then dry like vermilion
soo many falsities
false love
false feelings
false emotion
-torn hearts
but today we'll be together
-lost love
but i'll be your forever
bloody monday valentines
and soon those false feelings of love are gone away
Carefully and quietly I ponder holding you
lying on the couch together, it's just me and you
holding you the world we know, finally could end
and together towards a new life we would now accend
but alas, I can't devulge the feelings I feel for you
for a fear that defeat and rejection might ensue
and forever loosing my one love true,
would be far worse than any lonliness sufferd without you
With hair that glimmers in the sun
my love walks happily along
because she knows she's found someone
but, it's not me and it feels so wrong
I know I'd go to any lengths
to make her feel happy
I know I'd give up all my strengths
just to have her here with me
Unfortunatly, we'll never be
and my love seems quite forsaken
and now I stand here, vacantly
tattered, withered, and quite shaken
I hope she knows, she is all that I hold dear
and that my heart skips beat, whenever she is near.
Troubled because I can't capture your beauty on paper
no matter how hard I try
Dieing, knowing others feel love for you
in much the same way as I
Contempt for those who stand near you
I wish they'd all just die
Envy for those who walk with you
their place is where I'd lie
Tormented because not being with you
brings a tear to my eye
Just wishing, someday, I'll hold you
and you'd feel the same way as I