| 6-19-01 oh the trials and tribulations that can occur in a week, wednsday i got to see kathleen and carly and amber from my old school and i was very happy to see them, thursday got to work in the emporium and had a pretty fun time though i ended up VERY sleep deprived by the end of the week (death to gradnight)oh, so my car broke down on me thursday when i went to get my grandma some kfc and i had to push it on imperial around the corner and into a parking spot then i had to get it towed to a shop and "get it fixed", and i didn't get it back til friday when i just about had to go to work again, so since all my stuff for work was in my car thursday, i had to find some shoes, and i found an old pair of doc's that were all messed up and hurt my ancle, and i had to barrow a lock, and i had to barrow a name tag, i was carl for the evening, and since there was an episode of friends were joey's trying to get this guy to be his twin for a medical experiment so he could get money, i heard the phrase "DAMN IT, CARL!" repetedly, and still do actually. so saturday i went to pick up the girls, who are all really hot by the way, in whatever city east of pomonona they live in, and we start heading for the chain reaction, and lisa screams: "that's snoop dog!" and so we all kinda got a little star struck, cause he is the best rapper alive, well maybe him and dmx, and ol dirty, and busta rymes, but anywho, then another couple miles down the road my car dies... in the fast lane... on the 10 west... with 9 billion people behind us, so we start pushing, actually, i did most of the pushing because, hey, they're girls, and so eventually some one stops trafic behind us so we can get off the freeway, and then once we got to the offramp a guy pushes us with his car enough for us to get into the denny's parking lot, where we called lisa and karan's brother christian to pick us up and take us to the show, the show was great, then cristian drives us all back to sonia's where we cram into marina's car and drive to the denny's to see if my car will make it back to my house, it can and does, and actually ran the best it ever had that night, then since the girls were afriad my car would act up again (i don't blame them) we cram back into marina's car and go to the double tree to hang with one of the bands we saw, i totally forgot their name. and then like at 7 we decide to call it a night... or morning? they drop me off at my house and i sleep till 3pm, sunday, i drive to work, and work 8 hours, and come home, monday i drive to school and get into the parking lot and my car dies, so i have to push it around the parking lot untill i can find a spot to just sit, and try to start her, and i get to drive her the couple more feet into a space, i got to class, and i can hardly stay awake, then i get home and sleep, go to work and left my nametag in my car so i got to be albert that day, work a pretty good shift, come home sleep, so yeah it's tuesday, no work tonight, i get to let my car rest. and i'm exhausted, it's nap time! 6-13-01 work and school, work and school tomorrow's my old school's grad night, so i'm gonna try and sneak in and find some of my friends that still go there, and saturday i get to take a car full of hot girls to sandy ego for the up syndrome/ codename: rocky show, fun times. went to huntington for the up syndrome hang out last saturday and ended up an hour late cause i got buttassed lost. other than that'm waiting for my paycheck which i hope will be here today, i have like no gas in my car. but i'm living life and it's not so bad, idleness = death and i have no time to rest and let my mind wonder, which is a very good thing. 6-5-01, i've come to terms with the fact that i will never have you. i know it's impossible and i should stop hoping against hope that i'll have you, so i'll move on... i got to hang out with some very pretty girls saturday night and i didn't feel guilty, it was ok. so i'm going to try and forget about the one i love, and if not forget, at least live happy knowing she is happy. ok, i'm ok now, no more sadness, no more emo-ness. i'll be allright, at least i know she'll be my friend and that's good enough if that is all i can have. |