| 3-3/4-02 jebus, i am a ver y infrequent updator to this page, bu than again there hasn't been too much going on in my life so it's not like i need to update this every 20 minutes. well, like 2 weeks ago i went to orange county and went to a show, i'm starting to not like to go shows, well, maybe it's just chain reaction, cause it wasn't too pleasurable an experiance that night there. i kinda saw the forces of evil from behind a row of girls sitting on this thingy and i moved up closser to see link-80 cause lisa abandoned me to go see wonderlove at the hub in fullerton, and i was once again at the edge of the pit, i think moch pits like starting right next to me cause i always seem to be right next to the mosh pit when i go to shows. maybe it's just the moshpit's i hate about shows. anywho, i was verymuch not digging link-80, it was like hardcore with horns, which just doesn't sound right. so i left and went to denny's feeling very lonely and writing in my poem book, i left and stood around the entrance of chain waiting for lisa not talking to anyone cause like i said i need another person there for me to start talking . finally she came back and told me that wonderlove wasn't starting for another half hour so we had time to go see em. so we went to the hub and walked out on to the patio where the stage is and sat on the floor directly in fromt of the band (I LOVE THE HUB!) wonderlove is amazing, and i think the only reason i didn't realize this the last time i saw them was because it was at the chain. so i'm pretty much sucre that i don't like moshpits, and i do like sitting and watching a show. i got a buncha more hours at work today (i actually have work tomarrow morning at 7:30, and i should really get some sleep) cause this guy i work with got fired this morning for being all late. and i'm also getting a raise cause my bosses realize just how super-rad i am and how much they need me (actually it's prolly cause they had me learn so much schtuff in so little time, and i'm one of like 2 people there, other than the managers, who now knows how to do all the computer updating type schtuff) i just read ben's poem for kara and, well, it' fucking amazing, i hope he shares it with everyone cause i think it's really beautiful and amazing and i wish i could write like that, cause damn, it's good. now my little song thingies seem shameful and lame. and to think i used to call myself a poet. okay, sleepy time, i have 2 quizes tomarrow, and i haven't studied for either, so i needs ta go. |