Aftertaste
lovers dissolve
like Sweetarts on
my tongue
sour-sweet, tangy-tickle
taste sends shivers
down my spine
I smile tightly
swallow
smack my lips
the sensation is gone
M   O   O   D     S   W   I   N   G   S
Soulful Love
I want to wrap myself around you
without possessive claim
A clear, permeable cocoon that loves
and nurtures, inspires and responds

I want to feel your soul smiling
sunny in the midnight hour
silently revealing all the secrets
we've always known

I want to hear you shout your love
as tender whispers upon my skin
unfold my suitcased being
dance to music of our making
A'mor Elude
love surrounds me
I feel it on the breeze
it lingers
soft and sheer
I long to touch it
I run and try to grasp
the sweet essence
but my hands remain empty
Yellow
Pale yellow
the vaguest glimpse of day
unfolding from night's arms

Warm yellow
the tender lips of daffodils
as they smile to the world

Bright yellow
the face of a child
discovering a harvest moon
Unwelcome Visitor
Unannounced, uninvited, unwelcome
invasive, relentless, ruthless
it shrouds my world in shades of gray
casts shadows over rainbows, flowers,
and innocence
flings poisoned darts from my fingertips
to those I might caress
simmers quietly beneath my skin
its vapors sting my nostrils and
nauseates the brave
who venture into my tomb
plays hide 'n seek
out-of-sight, out-of-mind
and forget-me-not
light creeps in for a visit
but scurries away from the hollow
footsteps approaching my door
knock, knock
I don't listen
knock, knock, knock
it's only the wind
knock, knock
no need to answer
it can always let itself in
crazy truth
insanity is
a fleeting
gift
grab it
if you can
aware
without fear
embrace
demons and despair
rule this earthly
asylum
Fairytales
kiss 'n tell and wishing wells
and dreams that never wake

lollipops and lemon drops
and vows that never break

nursery rhymes and magic times
and hearts that never ache
Being
Simply being
is
not
enough
yet
too much
at times
I sit and stare
sun rising
above trees and houses
and dogs howling
at the wind
I want to
go out
I stay
in
Cars
passing
more and faster
loud and gassy
like the zoned, droned
entities behind
the wheels
racing to places
they don't want
to be
on the couch
cover my head
with a worn afghan
grandmother knitted
by a fire in Maine
too long ago
to keep
but an image
dim
I want to
go
out I stay
in
simply
being
is
too much
yet
not
enough
southern breeze whispers
warm melodies through the pine
spring begins to dance
Fine Old Hickory Tree
Ripe tiger lilies roar
under the hickory's shade
bursting bright and yellow
in the country glade

Bees buzz with delight
at the gold they've struck
they hurry back with bellies full
to show the hive their luck

High upon a dusky bough
young robins chirp in the nest
novice wings flap nervously
preparing for a flying test

Two red squirrels chase each other's tails
as they scurry from branch to branch
then circling 'round the sturdy trunk
they chatter as they dance

A warm wind stirs up suddenly
rustling broad green leaves
black limbs creak in protest
sway reluctantly in the breeze

A big black crow caws in delight
for his friends to come and see
the green-husked gems he has found
on this fine old hickory tree
Rain Denial
Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter
Gray water hits my window at dawn
My protective slumber fades away
As my white cat stretches and yawns
Sleepily, I rise as the rain sings
Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter

Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter, kashoe, kashoe
Hard drops on my windshield in rush hour
The wipers are my only defense
Against this storm I have no real power
Somberly, I drive as the rain storms
Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter, kashoe, kashoe

Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter, taut, taut, taut
Softer, yet persistent, the rain beats down
My umbrella deflects little of its wetness
I manage into the office, only slightly drowned
Unsuccessfully, I try to ignore the rain
Pitter-patter, pitter, splatter
Flashback
Fire engine red
flashes through my mind
How many years ahead
before I get behind?

Waterfall tumbles down
splashing crystal dew
on the leaves upon the log
where I sat with you

Banana yellow sunshine
showered down so bright
Followed us around that day
right into the night

Fire engine red
flashes through my mind
How many years to search
for what I'll never find?

Laughter rang like porch chimes
on a windy day
Hands held tight, sideways glances
said all we could not say

Silver-kissed moonbeams
caressed our silhouette so new
Shrouded us til blue dawn
and kept our secret, too

Fire engine red
flashes through my mind
How many years allowed
for all that I've denied?
Responsibility
Choices made even
unconsciously
still
demand
accountability
congratulations
retribution
resignation
affiliation
elation
applause
forgiveness
acceptance
By  S.L. McKay
sweat beads on my brow
as the midday sun explodes
melting all ambition
To dreamscapes
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