the season i was looking forward to has come. the city is exciting, the city is filled with life. the morning comes earlier than usual, i feel i can walk well because of that... there are plenty of horrible news around now. but please don't leave joy because of sadness. the short summer is starting now. how many memories we created with you? the sun is shining bright and waves are rolling on the shore. the twisted, sharp sky between the buildings: the sky i saw was once wide and endless... i thank you for being at my side and giving me a gentle smile

Greatful Days by Ayumi Hamasaki  ______________""

[ the Memorial-Address"'- 5.1 ]

 

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 My Past that is not too long ago:

16/10/2004 - 22/10/2004

what a week... i got back my results and almost wanted to jump down the building. lol. Reality played a trick on me and released all the subs which i did badly for the first day. The second day's results was good. 

[ b.o.a  felt Greatful at 19th October 2004, 11.53pm ]

 

[ after the rain comes a light breeze...  ]

 

Friday 22nd October 2004 _____"" 

I didn't did as badly as expected... truly.

I actually felt rather nauseous today, which was an omen that something bad will happen today. Guess nothing bad except being in choir has happened to me.

I didn't do badly for my combine sciences or e maths. In fact i got rather high for my combine sciences.

Scored really high for DnT... think i got second in class, next to Li Ting. Ehz i only had 10-15 lessons with Mr Lee only lehz. considered good liao worx... haha.

Combine science results was well... great. I still managed to score A1 and 4th in class for that. I was bit upset with my chemistry marks though. I lost to Samuel Tang and Jeryl by so much. lol, although I got to admit... I didn;t studied for chemistry. YES AT ALL!!! Physics was a great paper. I got a really nice mark this time.

E maths was horrid but i still passed ok. I SWEAR I FOUND IT BLARDILLY HARD AND WAS CRAPPING MY WAY THROUGH THE SECOND PAPER. lol.

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I still do not have the confidence to tell my mother about my horrible grades for my languages though. I don't intend to either... at east not until the report books have been issued. =P

The song "GREATFUL DAYS" really fitted my current mood rite now.

[ b.o.a  felt REALLY Greatful at 6.09 pm ]

[ a struck of cruel reality  ]

Thursday 21st October 2004 _____"" 

I was pretty sadden by my results today. the teachers released our results and I failed 3 in one day. Could you believe it? English, Chinese and Combine Humanities. I was especially dissapointed by my English results.

According to Mdm Suhani passed overall with the addition of the previous exams. But what if it is actually the Cambridge markers who are marking the exams? What if history repeats itself at the O levels next year? I can then jump down a  building.

For now, I am absolutely worried about my promotion to Secondary 4. Listen HARD, I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANT TO DROP TO THE NORMAL ACADEMIC STREAM. I WANT TO GET OUT OF CHOIR NEXT YEAR!! i WANNA DO MY O LEVELS PAPERS NEXT YEAR!!

sigh... the cruelty of reality. And I am a minion on this eternal chessboard.

I am currently more worried for E maths. I'll be praying real hard that I do not fail the e maths paper. Curse Tan JY for setting that killer paper. Hohum... just let me get 50% and and I'll be happy enough, truly. Chemistry is another thorn stuck on my head, but I doubt I'll fail. Aww well at least I won't be able to fail with the addition of the physics part.

sigh... and after this there is still another chapter to complete. "Facing the music in front of the parents"

[ b.o.a  felt Greatful at 6.40 pm ]

 

[ Music Playing: Ayumi Hamasaki______ Because of You ]

Monday 18th October 2004 _____"" 

We had our E maths and DnT paper today. E maths was a total killer and I almost cried when doing the paper. Curse Tan Jing Yang for setting such a hard paper. Err yes it was HARDER than Candy's a maths paper 1. Mrs Koh's paper was actually fairly do-able actually. Perhaps I should not totally blame him anyway. Afterall I got an E maths teacher who is worse in maths than me.

DnT was between the fairly doable and easy side. I knew how to do all the questions except for those which mr lee had not gone through with us for the 10-15 lessons he had with us.

Don't think I can win Li Ting anyway, since I knew I have made some really stupid mistake.

I am currently defrosting a pack of Japanese seaweed chicken. Today's the last day of the rat race and this calls for a celebration. Tomorrow's the MCQ test for comb. chemistry and physics. the only problem is that I do not know what to read anyway. 

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ahhz... the delightful taste of seaweed chicken in my mouth...

 

[ b.o.a  felt Greatful at 8.40 pm ]

 

[ The extensive use of avatars ]

Sunday 17th October 2004 _____"" 

made a series of avatars to link this site... enjoy the main one on the links site. tataz... 

 

[ b.o.a  felt Greatful at 8.40 pm ]

 

[ Blog with no name version 5.1 ]

Saturday 16th October 2004 _____"" 

Wow it isn't actually long since i made inspire vr 4. I love this layout. What a breakthrough of my current html skills =//

 

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I can't believe that I finally downloaded Greatful days, especially after such a long time of search. My memorial address album is almost done. All I lacked is the Forgiveness track. The only problem that still lies with this layout is that i really hope to upload the Greatful days Track onto yahoo, but the bandwidth of yahoo is damn small.

Another thing is that this layout look a bit like those common blogspot type layout... but it still looks cool.

 

[ b.o.a  felt Greatful at 5.57 pm ]

 

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