Date: 05?/30/2005 08:21:34 PM Eastern Standard Time
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not going to keep you for a long time. Just glad to hear that you are doing better. Uncle Wally filled me in on what happened somewhat. You gave us a heck of a scare before you left. I just wanted you to know that I am saving the other half of "Death by Ice Cream" for my best friend. Get better bro, I will be by to see you soon. I promise.
The Bartman
Date: 10/20/2005 01:36:11 AM Eastern Standard Time
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I know I didn't talk to you much in the last few months, especially when I was at home this summer. I really just didn't know how to talk to you or Uncle Wally or anyone.
So much has happened in the time since I emailed you las. Most of it sucked and some of what I am going to tell you now may sound selfish. In the past months I have watched Chris loose it and almost get killed by his own power. I lost my virginity with someone I didn't stand a chance with, my next best buddy just turned into a demon and ended up dead and honesty Auntie Linda...I don't feel like I belong anywhere any more.
I know that you and Uncle Wally try. I love you both for that, really I do. You guys and Max have helped make me a good person, or at leasst I hope I am. But inside I can't help but feel like eventually I will wear out my welcome and then you guys will have to leave me too. My mom left, my Dad died befroe I was born, my grandma, even Angel. I guess I am getting used to being left behind when all is said and done.
Linda, does it ever stop hurting when someone leaves you? Please tell me it does. Chris hasn't seen me yet, but I still look at her picture every night. I don't wanna be some stalker so I have just stayed here rather than run across the ocean and beg her to come back. Is not what she wants and if she wanted to be with me she would be...right?
I just want to stop feeling like all I have is these damn powers. In the end the only thing that seems to love me is the stupid speed force. And if that is all I have, why am I fighting it?
Love,
the Bartman
Date: 11/01/2003 05:01:44 PM Eastern Standard Time
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there are things that I can say are concrete and things that I can only guess at. Tonight changed one of those for me forever. I'm just glad I got to share this one with a bunch of friends. Good friends.
the Bartman