Aishiteru, Itsumademo
A GW fanfic poem by Lynne
(3+4, shonen ai)
A.N.: Gundam Wing belongs to Sunrise, and I'm too poor
to sue...I had to borrow $1 from my mom to buy a soda after gym, I'm that
poor and broke, and all you'll get are textbooks (you can have 'em, especially
my geometry notebook which is my textbook) and my disks and notebooks with
stories on them-so don't waste your money on me. Arigato. This is a shonen
ai deathfic poem, with my new fave couple... (see above) Shinigami Baby,
wake up and read!
I am such a fool
I never said a word
About the feelings I had for you
But now you are gone
Sleeping the sleep
that lasts forever
At last truly the angel
I always knew you would be
But I never said a word
Before it was too late
And the sunshine of my life went away
Gomen nasai, Quatre, for my folly
I loved you, but I tried to tell you far too late
How often did you say
you loved me-
"Aishiteru, Trowa, Itsumademo, Doushitemo."
How much love
was in your warm heart, Little One?
I was such a bakayaro to wait too long
And not say that I loved you
When you were still able to hear me
Now,
my love is engraved on your headstone
Sweet words on ice-cold stone
I
doubt you'll ever hear, dear little one:
Koibito, you who have gone away
Quietly, in the darkest hour before the dawn
You drifted away and left
me here alone
Too late I tried to tell you
For you were already gone
Quatre...I'm sorrier than words can ever say
I admitted I loved you far too late
Not while you were here to hear
I
knew I loved you before I met you
I thought I dreamed you into life
But
what use are those thoughts now that I can't share them with you
Darling
koi... my love, my only love, my true love...my lost love...
I lay a bouquet
of white roses on your grave
and vainly try to hide the tears welling in
my eyes
Words I whisper to the wind
Vainly seeking your ears
Maybe someday they'll find you
Where you are in the halls of highest heaven
At least, I hope they will
They probably won't
I have no second chance
with you: I had one, and I blew it
And God called one of His angels back
to Him
There is no second chance with you: the only chance was the first
And now, the only memory will be the sweet words on ice-cold stone
But
Quatre, I just want you to know:
Aishiteru, Itsumademo...
And I always
will...