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"Heero hurry. We have to hurry."

"What's the rush I know you miss Quatre but he's not going anywhere."

"Look Wufei left me a message. He said he found some pills in Quatre's room and he flushed them. Look we better stop at a pharmacy on the way." answered a fearful Duo.

"I never thought of Quatre as the type that would become a junkie."

"Look I don't have time to explain. Just know he'll die without that medication. Are you coming or not? Look I'll explain on way there but HURRY UP!" Hang on Quatre I'm coming my friend.

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"Where are they?"

Quatre was panicking now. He needed his pills he could feel the pain coming.

"You won't find them." stated Wufei.

"You have a problem little one." added Trowa.

"What have you done?" asked Quatre as he continued his search.

"Quatre, you are addicted. Look at you."

"You don't understand I need those pills. Where are they?"

"We flushed them." answered Trowa.

"Trowa how could you? You just killed me."

Quatre looked at Trowa with distrustful eyes. "Trowa I love you. Believe when I tell you those aren't drugs. I'm sorry I never told you but it's medicine and I need it. Please."

"A junkie will say anything to get his fix." commented Wufei.

Trowa nodded, "I agree."

"WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME?"

Quatre could feel the room getting smaller. His hand began to tremble. Dammit it's happening again. Doesn't Trowa trust me. I've never directly lied to him. I would have told him when I thought he was ready to hear. Maybe I was lying to myself. Maybe these feelings I have for him are only one way. Maybe he's only with me because he felt guilty for pushing me. Now that I think about it. Oh No here comes the pain. Quatre fell on the ground visions penetrating his mind. "Wufei her death wasn't your fault."

"What?" he asked.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH STOP IT LEAVE HIM ALONE. TROWA!!!!!!"

"Quatre I'm right here."

"Trowa I'm sorry if I had been there I wouldn't have let them hurt you."

"Who?"

"The men. The men in the uniforms. Why won't they stop? It wasn't your fault. It wasn't your fault. Please know that."

"Wha.. How."

Quatre started screaming in pain then he began having seizures. His breath became heavy and fast. Blood came out of his mouth he fought to stay awake afraid if he didn't he wouldn't wake up again. Trowa was by his side . "Quatre what's happening to you?"

"I'm going to die now. Goodbye T t t t Trowaa." Quatre closed his eyes and was surrounded by the darkness.

"NOOOOOOOOOO!"