Dear Lie

by Die5el



Wufei slammed the door as he entered their newest safe house. His eyes were blinded by tears which he can't control at the moment. He stromed past Duo as the pilot greeted him. Duo was used to Wufei ignoring him wouldn't have bothered but he can clearly see the tears running down the Chinese pilot's face.

After Wufei had closed & lock his door his body collapsed on the bed. He sob in his arms as he clearly pictured in his mind what his lover had said to him.

I'm sorry my Dragon but if I chose you, I will not only loose a lover but my best friend & a competent commander as well.*

Treize, Damn you!! Well you can fuck Zechs for all I care. But he know deeps inside how this is cutting his heart into pieces. How could I love him so. & how could he brush my feelings aside just like that. He deafly ignored Duo's incessant knocking on their doors. Heero for once is gone on solo to another mission. So he although with much heated argument & refusal has bunked with that baka Maxwell. Why must the gods hates me so!! Oh, Meiran how could you have me for a husband I have never become unworthy. You become unworthy when you came to is bed. He bit his lip & cried harder. He never love you. You are nothing but a toy, a pawn that can easily be discarded if he so wish. His own mind sneered at him. Treize, I have love you, Treize why did you do this to me, Treize damn you, damn you to hell. He can see all those nights they make love ....no they have SEX pure & simple. All were lies, all were games. Just to broke him & seduce him, just to......Damn, that radio why does it have to be so loud, why can't let it make me cry in piece, huh?

He suddenly stood up as he hears the new sound reververating in the air. He blink a few times & wipe the tears that marred his bronze face. He doesn't really fancy music that much but something in it makes him stop & listen to it. He listen to it several times since Duo was really inclined to this station & he have no choice but to suffer what habits the American pilot has formed. As he hears the first line he stares dumbly at the small radio sitting on the study table.

Dear Lie,

You suck

You said you could fix anything

Instead I'm fuck.

'Sob' Yeah well that was his promise to me wasn't it? & I was so stupid to believe on it. After I have given him my everything all I get in return was an orgasm & that sore bottom I anguish for weeks. 'Sob'

You made things even worse for me.

I was so blinded by the momentary pleasure that I have set aside my priorities & the consequences. Where's your assurance now? Where's your promise & your comforting words Treize tell me? He angrily brush of the tears that once again blurring his vision.'sob' He shouldn't be this weak & pathetic. So what if I am only a good lay? It's not like I didn't also come for him just for sex. was it? So he's actin a little bit childish & immature about the whole situation I don't care.

If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me

Guess I'm not smart

I let you unnerve me

I let you control me

He brush away the ebony strands that clings to his face. I should have seen this coming I should have. It's partly my fault as to let my emotion got the best of me. You took advantage of me Treize, you've manipulated me. I poured my heart & soul to you. Yet you used me. I will never forgive you for that. But I will always be in love with you. He surmised sadly.

Afraid the truth will hurt me

When it's you that hurts me more.

Conflicting thoughts ran through my brain. I did see but I didn't care. I fear of loosing what we had & ended up losing my dignity & you as well. I was not brave enough & spare me this pain I'm suffering now. How I always turn my back on the truth & turn blind over my pleading guilt I never know. I wasn't man enough to let you go before & now I don't think I am ready enough to let you go.

Get out of mouth

Get outta my head

Get outta my mind

Stop puttin words in my head

Wufei clutch his head. Why do I have to dream of you. Why have a strong hold over me. Tears ran down his eyes. This don't do me justice & breaking down doesn't fit me so well. What have you made me Treize. That you make me one of your slaves, & make me ask to beg for more.

Get outta my mouth

your nothing but trouble

Get outta my life

Get outta me

outta me (outa me)

Out of me lie

lie lie lie lie

& if you ask again will I yield & succumb to your strong yet gentle arms? I am missing them already. The song echoes through his head. No! you've gotta move on Wufei. You can no longer be is Dragon. & when your wound heals & ready to move again; you'll see he'll be the one begging for you.Wait a minute was that Maxwell's voice?

Dear Lie

You're Dumb

If he didn't love me. I should have been dead in his matress already. He sould have taken the opportunity to kill me a thousand times. But he didn't. Let's see whose gonna have dreams about somone Treize-sama! He smirked mockingly.

You think you won

Misread my vulnerability.

He think of countless ways to get his vengeance. Yes justice will be served. You want breaking hearts Treize? You think you make a love sick fool out of me. You should learn more about your dragon Treize. Well I'll see to it that I'll break more than your heart. because you didn't get the best part of me & you have failed me beyond expectations. You have failed everyone including your people.

I've got your walls

Now get the hell away from me.

But since I love you. I see a glimpse of your soul. When you sleep I can see how vulnerable you look. I got the upperhand Treize. You just wait & see. Me & my Nataku will wreak havoc to each & every one of your precious OZ facilities. I know I can push you out of my heart & my mind. It will take time but I can be patient. You wait & see. Next time we meet you'll be begging at my feet.

I've learned your art

Won't let you unnerve me

Won't let you control me.

I've been your puppet & toy long enough. I will never let you control me again. I have seen every tricks & games you pull on me Treize. Let's see whose got the bigger lost. 'sniff' You won't seduce me anymore; you won't play with my mind anymore. Because I am better than that. In fact I am better than you. I won't be the one to sit here & let my emotions take control. I find my courage over...over uhhmmm ok find it corny but I found my courage over a song. 'sniff' Not that I care or anything of what you think.

The truth will only free me

& your lies won't hurt no

no more.

Wufei stretch his arms. I'm feeling better now. Heck never thought any of Maxwell's stuff will do me any good. I can see clearly now. I can see now who you really are. A heartless bastard, a pervert,a sicko, a libidinous sicko that can't keep his paws over himself. An old hag that hides beneath his demure actions & rapier, an unmanly coward!! No more sweet talks Treize you hurt me too much & fooled me too long. Now that I open up my eyes I will never dishonor my Nataku or myself ever again that I swear.

Get outta my mouth

get outta my head

get outta my mind

Stop puttin words in my head

Get outta my mouth

your nothin but trouble

Get outta me

outta me (outta me)

outta me lie

Lie lie lie lie.

He took a deep breathe. Eh! Maxwell hasn't quit pounding on the door. He shook his head humorly & open the door. Duo quickly stop his banging over their room & look stunnly over the puffy eyes of his room mate.

Well he have to be crying & now he's.....smilin'? Has he finally gone nuts? "Hey, Wu-man are you ok?" Duo's voice was careful yet it is sporting affection. His fingers twirling unconsciously over the end of his braid. "Never better 'sniff' Maxwell." Wufei brushed his loosed raven ponytail back to perfection. "Oh & forget about me saying your stuff are stupid."

Duo blinked. His mind registering what the Shenlong pilot have said, he frowned. Confusion,panic & uneasiness pass over his face. Shit! Wufei has finally gone insane & I am the only one here & I can't beat hin alone & I.."

Wufei glared at him irritately. Duo eeped & flinched; clutching his braid nervously. "No, I haven't gone insane! Maxwell so please stop looking at me like I am a killer psycho." Somehow Wufei had clearly heard his train of thoughts.

 "O-okay Wu-man if you say so." Welll Wufei hasn't been himself lately. & I bet he is crying over a girl or over a guy. Hell, who knows maybe he is gay but of course he will kill me if he founds out I am thinking about him like that. But doesn't it bother you that.

Wufei growled. "Maxwell!!" He clenches his fist. 'Uh Oh I didn't mean to say that out loud.' "Uhhh hey Wu-man I didn't mean to..aahhh." He couldn't find a good enough excuse to let him live. Wufei kissd him hard on the lips.

 Duo for once was too shocked to say anything. Wow! whoever is his lover got the best of the best. "Wufei?" the word stumbled in his mouth. "What's wrong about that?" Wufei asked him snidely. Intimidating the boy. Duo touched his still warm lips. "Yeah, I have a lover." Wufei ponder that for a moment. "No, make that ex-lover." Duo's eyes widen. Someone is stupid enough to let him go. "Oh."

"So who was this guy." He asked curiously. Duo could easily see that what transpired still hurt Wufei so much. "Hey man, I'm I'm sorry." Wufei shook his head.

"It's ok Maxwell." Wufei hesitate if he should say it to Mr. Tactless Duo. "It's Treize. " There he said it. It takes a few moments before Duo's mind registered what the Chinese said. "Treize?" He asked more to himself.

Wufei smiled contentedly. & leave the safe house. "Treize?" he asked once again.

"Treize?!" He shouted. "Wufei!!! You have got some major explaining to do!!" He shouted & followed Wufei outside. "Wufeiiiiiii!!!!"





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