Quatre�s heart almost stopped when he saw Trowa lied unconscious in the bed of the middle of an almost empty room. Quatre stepped into the room carefully, he felt so weak. He was trembling hard, he almost stumbled to Trowa. He had always hated hospital. He could clearly remember that time when he was in the hospital. Quatre closed his eyes, a tear felt down. He didn�t want to think anymore. He touched his scar carefully with his trembling hand. When he opened his eyes, he was beside Trowa�s life less body. He stretched out his trembling arm and touched Trowa�s face carefully. Quatre sat down on a chair beside Trowa.
�Trowa, please wake up... I don�t want to become a sinner again... please... I ... I..� Quatre trailed off. He wanted to say �I love you� But he couldn�t.
I can�t accept your love, I don�t deserve your love. I�m a sinner, a demon. I�m not that innocence as you think. I always made someone suffer, like you and...... Oh, Allah. Why did you chose Trowa? He has a beautiful soul. Why... why...? Allah, I�ll give you my life if you let a miracle happened, let him live happily rest of his life. I�m so sorry Trowa. I�m so sorry about everything....
Quatre couldn�t hold back his tears anymore. He felt on Trowa�s chest and cried out. He had never cried that much since that day. He cried until his tears went empty. Quatre couldn�t sit up, he was too weak. He felt so guilty.... again....
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Duo and Heero came to the hospital and visit Trowa. It has been a week since Trowa�s accident. Since that day, Quatre had been in the hospital with Trowa and took care of him. Duo opened the door, and stepped in. Quatre was sitting on a chair beside Trowa�s lifeless body. He looked like..... hell. His usually shiny blond hair, seems to lost his color. His hair was a mess. His eyes were... dead. There was even black rings under his eyes. It seems he hadn�t sleep in a long time. Duo tried to smile with his most brilliant smile.
�Yo Quatre, what�z up? Want something to eat?� Quatre raised his head slowly. Duo felt sorry for Quatre. It hurts to see how Quatre had become after the tragedy. He had lost his smile as usually. He was broken... like an angel who lost his wings.
�I�m fine... thank you for asking...� Quatre�s voice sound harsh.
�And... there�s a favor I want to ask you to help me�
�No problem! Duo Maxwell at your service!� joked Duo.
�Hn...� said Heero as usually.
Quatre looked down at Trowa and smiled bitterly.
�I need to go back to my father�s company. Could you guys please take care of Trowa?� Silent filled the room.
�How long?� asked Heero simply.
�I think.... rest of my life� Quatre almost whispered.