�Trowa�. you�re back.� Quatre broke Trowa�s though. He smiled innocence as always. Trowa looked up at Quatre�s angel like face. He looked so weak, tired, and there was some sweat drops on his face. Trowa knew Quatre was still very sick. And he was still suffering by his fever.
�Yeah�. I�m back. How�s your feeling? Do you need something?�
Trowa looked surprised at Quatre. Quatre was giggling.
�You don�t need to be so worry. See, I�m fine!� Quatre tried to smile with his most brilliant smile. But Trowa could see he was still suffering from his fever.
Quatre narrowed his eyes when he smelled girl perfume from Trowa.
�Get away from me!� said Quatre angrily.
Trowa looked surprised at Quatre. His heart almost explode by Quatre�s coldness.
�Why.....� Trowa almost whispered.
�Why? Why don�t you just stay with the girl you spent a hole night with? You�re making me sick!� Quatre screamed angrily, he left his bed and walked from Trowa angrily. Trowa looked at Quatre amazed. He almost ran to Quatre and grabbed his wrist, and pushed him to the wall.
�Quatre.... don�t make me misunderstood you! Don�t play with me..... You cared about me...... why?� Trowa breathed heavily. He felt tears behind his eyes.
Quatre looked at Trowa alarmed.
Why, why am I so angry? Do I really love him....? I don�t know. God, help me.
I don�t want to hurt Trowa anymore, I know he loves me more than every thing. But I can�t response his love until I�m sure that I love him..... When did I turn into a devil?
Quatre tried to look away.
�Please, let me go.....� he couldn�t finish his sentence when Trowa kissed him in sudden. Quatre got panicked. He didn�t know what to do. He shut his eyes closed.
Stop, don�t, don�t, don�t.....
�DON�T......� Quatre pushed Trowa away with all his strength. Tears was running down from Quatre�s chin. He was so scared, so scared....
�I�m..... I�m sorry..... I�m so sorry.... god, forgive me...� Trowa broke down, and felt to the ground while tears were dripping down. Quatre felt sorry for Trowa. Trowa was crying like a lost child on his knees.
Quatre bent down and hugged Trowa.
�I�m sorry too... don�t blame your self, it was my fault. It was me who made you misunderstood me.�
Trowa couldn�t make a sound, he was so hurt. So hurt.... he couldn�t even look into Quatre�s lovely blue innocence eyes, who reminds him angel from �haven�.
Why do I always have to hurt him? I know he don�t love me, but I can�t stop loving him. It�s like I�m born in this world because of him. He�s like my heart. I can�t live without him. But I know he can live without me. He�s like an angel, with wings who had kept him in haven. But I had been so selfish. I loved him so much that I destroyed his wings, to keep him in this world with me. Why.... why did I destroyed an angel�s wings? Because of my selfish, now he is suffering every second, every minute, every hour... Sorry, my angel. But I still love you... forever.