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"Daughters of Darkness III: Mia?" chapter 4 of 4
Sage could feel..... cold. It wasnt a normal cold but an
unearthly,
killing chill that cradled him, and he couldnt muster the
strength to
struggle against it. A cocoon of darkness engulfed his naked
form,
burrowing into the core of his being; everything alive and vital
in him was
being supplanted by it, cruelly nurturing him. He strived to find
some way
to fend it off, save himself from this unwanted rebirth, but
anything that
could fight it had died in him. He closed his eyes and cried
inwardly. Why
had he succumbed to this? Hes normally stronger than this
and could easily
save himself, but with this, he had resigned himself with a
whimper....
What had he said? What was this? Mother..... this was his Mother
now, and
she
was nurturing him in her image, making him her child. She had
picked him to
take the place of Shina; he was her replacement, and he had
killed her to
prove his worth. Soon, hed turn against his friends, forced
to kill each
one despite his grief--if he remembered them at all. Sage let a
tear roll
down his face and sink into the darkness; it was the last
voluntarily thing
he would ever do.
**Youre fending her off better than anyone else shes
ever assumed,** a
vaguely familiar female voice said, purely impressed.
^Ayame..^ Sage snarled, unsure of where the strength to speak had
come from
or whether it had even originated from his physical self. He
forced his
eyes open to the slightest slits, glaring as best he could in the
darkness
to find his hated companion. He gave up with a pained sigh,
letting his
eyes sink shut.
**Calm down. She didnt do this, and neither did I. Im
her..... sister.
Mother calls me Venefica. Call me V, since youre our
brother now.**
^Brother? What is she going to make me do?^
**I dont know, but its not gonna be pleasant. Look
what shes made Yame
and me do. We dont like this. She feels the human angle,
and I have to
watch Mother consume those poor souls. But I
dont know if I can..... disobey her. Shes as old as
time.**
^But will she make me hurt someone I love?^
**Unless you can save your free will, yes. Look what Ive
been forced to
do. Youve seen the effects.**
^Youre Ayames twin, then?^
**No. I AM Ayame. She died last night.**
Ryo wandered along the edge of the lake, trying to find the
sun behind its
shield of smoky clouds. Weather like this made him feel as
languid and
sluggish as the day itself, and the circumstances of his life
right now only
compounded his dsthymic attitude. His bare feet sank into the
moist sand,
leaving a trail of footsteps marred by White Blazes as he
obediently
followed. All he wanted was solitude and distance from the house,
from its
problems; in his absence, they were Rowens problems, and he
had to put up
with them for now. Sai hadnt left his room in four days,
and any attempt
to talk to him through the door met with silence; after the
second day, Ryo
couldnt help but wonder if he was even in there. It didnt
help that Kento
persisted in his attempts to talk to his former friend, so some
of that
silence could be a defense against this annoyance. Inevitably,
Kento would
slink down the stairs and complain to Ryo about his
frustrations, but Rowen could experience that unique nuisance for
the time
being. His gaze stared vacantly towards the dock, falling on the
solitary
figure standing unmoving on the absolute edge. Maybe Sai had
decided to come out of hiding. Ryo picked up his sluggish pace,
eager to
make amends with his angered friend; once he got close enough to
recognize
the figure, however, he stopped dead with a gaping look of
undiluted shock on his face.
..Mia? Ryo whispered. He began running as best he
could in the damp,
yielding sand to reach the dock; he rose his voice to a shout.
Mia! Mia,
its me! Mia hardly moved from her stance, even as Ryo
climbed up on the
wooden planks and rested a hand on her shoulder, grinning in
relief. Mia,
you dont know how glad I a--
Im not Mia, she flatly responded, keeping her
eyes out over the lake.
Sorry to disappoint. She spun around sharply, staring
him down. And
dont you start yelling at me like you did the other night.
Im not in the
mood for it now. After enforcing her edict with a cruel
glare, she turned
back to the still lake. Besides, I spared your lives. You
should be
grateful.
You want gratitude? Ryo asked angrily, doing his best
to restrain his
temper.
Your friends are alive, arent they? Theres no
more man-eating chickens
or lovesick teenyboppers, are there? Cuz if you start
raising your voice
again, I will easily pick the more annoying of the two scenarios
and make it
a permanent fixture in your life. Ryo clammed up, knowing
anything he said
would be angry and, in all likelihood, loud. So behave
yourself, or your
comic relief will live in constant, crippling terror of the giant
purple
chickens. She waited for a reply, receiving only silence.
I want you to
know, Im dead now.
What?
Me. I died right after you berated me last week.
Before he could
answer, she turned around again and cut him off. YES, Im
Ayame. But
that was my human name, so dont use it. Ever. Its
just V now. Thanks
for destroying my only hope for any humanity.
If it means youll go away and leave us alone, its
worth it.
So you dont mind that youve just destroyed the
psyche of a beautiful
human being.
You actually think you had a REAL human soul?!
NO, NOT ME. She stared at him coldly, waiting for the
moment of
realization; it never came. You dont get it, do you?
Youre so goddamn
eager to be Mister Noble Leader Boy that youre completely
oblivious to the
real problems around you. She sighed angrily and turned her
back to him.
He didnt deserve the shit you and your disciples gave
him.
Sai? Ryo meekly offered.
Ya think? she sarcastically replied. Hes
alone in the world now cuz
of you. He still has some bad blood with his sister and all, you
guys have
completely convinced him you all HATE him, and I cant
approach him without
putting him at risk cuz you guys didnt like having me
in this world.
Congratulations. Youve ruined a single life faster and
better than I could
ruin HUNDREDS in my three thousand years.
W-we did--....... ah, I didnt mean to......
Oh, and thanks for the pronounced disgust over our evening
together.
Thanks for prying that out of him. And NO, it wasnt to bind
him to me. It
was to bind ME to HIM. He was my humanity. Her
harsh tone began to soften. I dont think you can even
fathom what its
like to be in love like we were. It.... it makes you feel ALIVE.
It was
the first time in all my existence I was alive, and it was
because of Sai.
When you drove me away from him, what was the point? I lost my
link to
humanity. He knocked the demon out of me, and yeah, I lived a
dual life,
but it was worth it to have such a caring, sweet person in one of
em........ You wouldnt understand.
I still think you had no right sleeping with him. We dont
know where
youve been, and after that RAMBLING,...... you gotta be
nuts.
Well, she started with an air of false cheeriness,
after that little
comment, youre never seeing this girl again.
What?! You cant take Mia!
Why not? Shes a sweet, gentle, patient, smart,
underappreciated person,
and I could let her start over in a nice new life where a pod of
leeches
like you louses wont take advantage of her kindness. Ive
done it before.
You cant take her... you cant! Ryo
grabbed her arm and whirled her
around, receiving a low, feral growl for his efforts. Look,
all those
things you said about Mia, thats why I...... why..........
why I love her.
Couldve fooled me. All I ever saw were token signs of
affection to save
your ass. Youre mad, so Ill give you a hug and
avoid your anger, or
You seem grumpy, so Ill give you a kiss on the cheek
to get you cheery
enough to be bearable. She loves you, but...... WHY? Youre
a selfish
little prick. Youd need to prove your love to me before you
hear from her
again. Ryo winced his eyes shut and bit down hard on the
rage her cold
words stirred in him; a pair of stray tears caressed his face.
Nice show.
How hard was it to muster those?
SHUT UP! Ryo snapped, tears inundating his face.
I... Im sorry I hurt
you, okay?! I didnt want to hurt anyone like this! I just
want Mia back!
He caught his breath and stared into her eyes, their anger
burning out.
Please, just let me talk to her one more time....
I cant. I need to use her body just a little longer,
if you want your
friend back. I dont want him to end up as my brother.... he
doesnt
deserve that.
You mean Sage, right?
No, I mean Chicken Boy. Who do you think?! Mother picked
him to replace
the others, and I cant let that happen. Hes in such
pain, and he can only
keep up his fight so long before he loses. And
youll be the first fodder he goes after. He wont have
any choice but to
hurt his loved ones, and he knows that--its killing him. If
Im gonna get
him back to humanity even a little, I need a body, and since my
old one
spent a night on the train tracks and no longer has a left side,
I need
Mias.
Ill help you. But promise me, please, that youll
let me have Mia back.
She stared into him. A mutual sense of loss surrounded the two,
and her
grief was augmented by his. As much as she had come to hate him
and his
ilk, she did share a bond with them. Maybe it was
through Sai, since he was bound to them; maybe her attempts to
win them over
as friends had paid off in a tiny way; maybe it was Mias
bond she was
using. Whatever it was, she couldnt deny their ties. And
she couldnt
turn away his help, even if it was just him and just to retrieve
Mia. She
smiled slightly. Okay.
Sage could feel the darkness penetrating his deepest self,
surpassing his
bodys pain and reaching a new apex of agony. He knew he had
to fight his
rebirth, retain his will and his soul, but the
strength to fight hardly equaled the determination; even if he
couldnt see
his body, he could feel how emaciated and atrophied his flesh
was, clinging
to his brittle bones. It could claim victory over his body, he
knew that.
He was willing to give the darkness that hollow victory, but hed
never give
up his soul, no matter how much it was violated and tainted. Even
if it
meant an eternity of unrest, his soul--his essence, his purest
self--would
remain free. Despite his conviction, Sage knew he couldnt
last; he hadnt
counted on the pain. He was being torn apart from the inside out,
and that
was just a method of breaking his will; once he was broken, it
would only
get worse. Still, he would succumb to this ungodly fate
fighting--he
could do no less.
Sage! a very human, very familiar voice called out
loudly. Sage, its
V! Gimme your hand! Ill get you free!
Sage strained his memory; that was not Vs voice. ^Mia.....
You
cant......^
Im not just here as Mia! V shouted again.
Im here to help you, as
your sister and friend! Please, just give me your hand!
^... I cant...... Shes killing me...... I cant
move...^ A gentle
caress of vital warmth broke through the cocoon of darkness,
touching his
moribund body. It carefully gripped his hand, folding his numb
fingers in
its soothing embrace. He felt renewed and began tearing himself
free from
the dark womb; sensation came back into his frail form, the first
indication
coming with the comforting acknowledgment of his heartbeat. The
pain in
every aspect of his being began to fade, and a serene smile
formed on his
face as the first slivers of dimming daylight met his flooded
eyes. He had
beaten the darkness; he was free.
*Ungrateful little BASTARD!!!* the shadows around him hissed. A
new wave
of agony swallowed him, tearing through him with more focus and
efficiency
than any before it. Sage screamed, unable to
tolerate the sheer magnitude of this new assault. The daylight
dissipated
as the darkness engulfed him anew; the soothing rhythm of his
heart vanished
in the crushing pain. *Never will my own child defy me! Stop this
fight.........* He felt the warmth of his rescuer slipping away,
and the
darkness cradled him anew. Why bother fighting? If his fate was
to destroy
everything he had once loved, he may as well embrace it and end
his
distress.
She stepped back; he may have been withdrawing back into the
darkness, but
she still had his hand--she could salvage his body, at least. He
was
useless to her without his body. She pulled hard, able
to feel his delicate frame straining in the struggle. The
darkness
expanded, warping out of its limbo to form a glaring black
vertical shaft;
the dried weeds in the dead valley around it were smoking, and it
was only a
matter of time before this figure was immolated. She had to get
him free,
had to prove to Mother that she couldnt control her
anymore. A surge of
strength overtook this rather feeble vessel, and the unconscious
young man
fell out in front of her. He was nude, his flesh blanched out to
an ivory
pallor; his silver eyes stared open without light, taking on the
pearly
blankness of a lifeless toys gaze. He was alive, but was he
truly able to
live anymore? Before she could find out, the darkness erupted,
swallowing
the field and
staring down at her with an inhuman stare devoid of an ocular
source.
*Youve killed our line, witch-child,* the darkness hissed.
*I wont let
this one escape me at your tainted hands....*
Im not scared of you, Mother! she said as she
cradled Sages chill body,
mustering the most nerve this vessels gentle voice could
produce. Im
sick of being your pawn and being blamed for YOUR
cruelty!
*..... We all make mistakes, witch-child...... Im fixing
one of
mine........*
An unearthly gold light started to glow in the ripples of
darkness, its
brightest light glaring down on her. She froze; this body was
neither fast
enough nor hearty enough to survive this. She turned away and
winced,
protecting Sage as best she could with her embrace and waiting
for the most
painful agony in possibility to tear through them. Instead, a
vaguely
familiar voice shrieked in excruciation as the light supernovad
around his
figure. She opened her eyes in time to see Ryo fall to his knees,
still
alive and awake but in severe agony; perspiration drenched him as
he gasped
for air, his eyes wide in physical shock. She placed a hand on
his
shoulder, receiving no reaction. He had taken that harsh an
assault
unguarded, even though he couldve protected himself--he had
to have that
pointy stuff, too. He knew that she might not be able to give him
Mia back,
and even then, he was willing to protect her vessel, maybe to die
for it.
If she had truly been Mia, what difference in his actions would
he have
made? None. He may be short-tempered, a little judgmental, and
immature,
but Mias heart was in the right place with her affections.
She deserved
him back. She deserved her vessel back.
V resigned herself with an inward sigh as she returned to the
darkness,
ignoring the pain. It was what she deserved, a demon witch trying
to kill
such an innocent affection. For all her alterations made in the
name of
love, she knew she just didnt understand it; she wasnt
human enough.
Mia opened her eyes, adjusting them to the sunrises
first lavender rays as
they streamed through the windows of the van. A blanket had been
tossed
over her, and she had been stretched out over the middle seats.
She sat up
slowly to find Ryo in the front seat, sound asleep; his jacket
was wrapped
around his backwards, serving as his own blanket as he rested.
She smiled.
He always looked so childlike when he slept, so peaceful and
happy. Rowen
was driving, his eyes focused on the empty roads; he was
unusually stern,
almost putting on a poker face for public show. She looked to the
rear
seats, where Sage was propped up with a catatonic stare on his
pallid face,
covered only in the second spare blanket. She reached forward and
touched
Ryos shoulder, waking him up with a weary moan.
Ryo, are you okay? Mia whispered, staring into his
opening eyes.
Ryo smiled slightly. Mias eyes had their light back, that
kind-hearted
glow that had been missing for so long. Despite her scratches and
bruises,
she was beautiful again, as any loving human woman was. The
demon, for all
her torture and bitterness, had kept her word. He reached up,
tenderly
caressing her face with his fingertips. She took his hand in
hers, sharing
each others warmth. Hed never let anyone take her
away from him like that
as long as he lived, he silently vowed.
I-... Im fine now, Ryo wearily replied before
he summoned all his
strength and placed his first, frightened, gentle kiss on her
lips.
Rowen strolled through the woods, trying to get his thoughts
in order.
First, the good things: Sage was alive, Mia was back, and he was
in full
possession of his facilities. Then, the bad: Sage wasnt
really alive; he
just sort of sat there. Sure, he was breathing and could eat
simple foods,
but he wasnt alive. He couldnt talk or feel or move
anymore; he was
wasting away. Rowen needed to put it out of his head, or hed
be of no help
with this suffering. His eyes fell on the leaf-speckled ground,
enchanted
by a
very foreign object with an equally odd color. He knelt down and
pinched it
up from the dirt; it was a feather of the brightest royal purple
with an
exceptionally soft texture. He stroked it, enjoying this solitary
token
from some lost bird of paradise. Such a comforting distraction...
Rowen! Kento called as he approached. His head was
turned away from
Rowen, spun in the proper direction by a stumble over the uneven
ground.
Ggaah! W--.... Rowen! He smiled broadly. Its
supp--.... Kento noticed Rowens gentle hand motions
over some tiny object
and let his smile drop faintly. Whatja got? Rowen
calmly pulled his
hands away from the feather, and Kentos eyes went wide.
oh... my.......
GOD............ he muttered. He forced a quick, nervous
smile as he began
a retreat. Im... gonna go.... backtothehouse--bye.
Kento sprinted off
in the general direction of the mansion, leaving Rowen to shrug
in benign
bewilderment and resume petting his new prize.
The dim light in the room matched the grotesque scene within.
Sage
reclined in bed, still trapped in his catatonic state; he had
been carefully
dressed in his favorite silk pajamas and had his hair combed, but
he hardly
looked alive. Ryo sat next to him, sleeping in a chair with a
quilt draped
over his resting body. Sai quietly shut the door, careful not to
disturb
the unexpected attendant as he knelt by Sages bedside. He
cradled his
stiff hand in his own trembling ones and carefully pried the
fingers back
enough to rest his armor crystal safely in his palm.
I know you can hear me, Sai whispered as he lowered
Sages hand back on
the bed. Youre the last one I can trust, and I am
truly sorry for
disturbing you. Im going away to start over. Maybe if I
leave now I can
make something of my life, and you guys wont have to worry
about me
anymore. I wont be able to help you if trouble should arise
again, so
here-- He patted the cold hand with a sad smile. --find
someone suitable
for this responsibility. Ill miss all of you, even if you
wont miss me
any. Good-bye.
Sai carefully stood up and slipped out of the room. He shouldered
his worn
black duffel bag, its heavy weight dragging him down further
under his
burden of living. He crept out of the back door and started down
the
driveway, his steps over gravel disturbing the stillness of the
night. For
a moment, he froze and looked back at the resting manor; not a
light had
come on, and not a single shadow stirred by the windows. The
growing tides
in his gaze receded, replaced with a cold determination. His
choice was
right; he would not be missed in this life. Sai turned away with
a resigned
sigh and continued down the drive. It was time to begin anew,
now, with no
disturbances. Just solitude, lonely solitude.