it's friday!! and here i am bored out of my misery.Today was like a very boring day for me ,REALLY boring , The only big deal that happened was i like yelled at my teacher and got kicked out of my class this woman talked to me for like 10 minutes then she asked me if i was ok going back to class and of korse i said yes. I have the Biggest crush on this boy like im not obssesed like every other little preppy white girl but , i durno i just think he's fucking hott but i know i should just keep him as a friend the situation is complicated and im posotive i amnot his type at all . o wellers that's the way life is , you CANT have everything you want although you'd love that.My best friend seems like he's depressed all the time he's near me i think i'm getting annoying now and i should back off. My ex boyfriend is like ...i derno lost in my eyes we got into a dumbass arguement that i admit i was the fault of ..i just took somethings too personally and it's funny because it has nothing to do with me at all ..lol..aint that a bitch!..anyways,omg the funniest thing happened this morning well like i woke up at 6 30 thinking i was late to school i got to school at 7 30 and noone was there so i felt like deserted and im thinking its a holiday or something why isnt anyone their!!??..welll my dumbass clock was 1 hour ahead and i wasnt getting aall scared about being late for nothing. Right now i feel like i'm missing something i dont like being single and it's crazy i need a man like now! damnit i think i deserve a loving and caring type of guy!..lmao oh my god ..the funniest shit happened i was talking to my friend greg and i had an itch in my boob it felt like something was crawling on my boob and i was trying to like play it off..lol..then all of a sudden i felt the biggest bite ever i started creaming and i practiclly flashed everyone around at the time trying to get whatever was on my boob off ...it was a fucking spider ...i hate spiders!!!...i was like so frigin' embarrased lol ...neways thats it 4 today i guess i still have mixed emotions for this one guy i like but there's like a big life changing difference between us that';s holding me back...and if anyone met this guy you'd know what i mean byhim being out of my league to well i'll keep searching for boys there's aplenty!!
