| "Scars are stories, history written on the body." -Kathryn Harrison "The scares will last forever, But nothing compares to the pain that put them there" ". . .just cut our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today. . ." -Marilyn Manson Evil is just Live spelled backwards There is no fear of dieing anymore, death would be easy, but life has decided to be cruel and keep me alive. Welcome to my hell (Mark Anthony Peterson) The pain I feel inside, grows stronger and stronger as the days go by, its like a monster in side of me trying to get out. Im shit scared of myself ( Mark Anthony Peterson) Why do you care about me now when I want to die, and not then when I wanted to live" -Tiffany Vochatzer "Therapy? I don't need that. The roles that I choose are my therapy." - Angelina Jolie "They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel." "I've developed a new philosophy... I only dread one day at a time." "The world needs anger. The world often continues to allow evil because it isn't angry enough." Life is like a bad dream, The only difference is you don't feel happy to wake up." "No-one to turn to, No-one to trust, The love in my heart, Just turns to dust." " Conformity is suicide. Imitation is Suicide. Love is Suicide. Suicide is self- expression "How will you know I am hurting, If you cannot see my pain? To wear it on my body, Tells what words cannot explain." "Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry." "My life is light, waiting for the death wind, Like a feather on the back of my hand." "Hell is oneself; Hell is alone, the other figures in it Merely projections. There is nothing to escape from And nothing to escape to. One is always alone." "People only see what they are prepared to see." "People dislike alcoholics, but they still drink at parties. People sit in non-smoking sections in restaurants, but still enjoy the occasional nicotine jolt. People have strong feelings against self-injurers, but they also take all their emotions out on other people." "Laughter cannot mask a heavy heart. When the laughter ends the grief remains." "I know whats it like to want to die, how it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can't, how you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain in the inside." Its hard to answer the question 'what's wrong?' when nothings right." "A goodbye is only painful when you know you aren't going to say hello again." "All wounds heal. But the scars they leave will last forever." "Todays memories are tomorrows tears." "I never knew I would look back at the laughter and cry." "There's a smile on my face but I don't know why it's there... I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care." "Lingering pain has changed me everyday - and now I'm covered with a substance of darkness that won't wash away." "I'll trade all my tomorrows to have a single yesterday." "Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional." "You can't cover things up forever with a smile." "I miss you when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy." "People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is gonna take away all the hurt and all the pain....well I've tried that. I've td hiding my sorrows, and covering the saddness in my smile... and what I've learned is when it hurts this much inside, your heart always has a way of showing it, no matter how many masks you wear." "I want to crawl into my dream world and stay there so the pain that yesterday brought won't carry on to tomorrow." "Chances thrown, nothings free, longing for what, what used to be, still it's hard, hard to see, fragile lives, shattered dreams." |