| Itch life sucks and then you die fuck love and happiness, why even try? friends say smile, be happy, be strong if i keep searching, it wont be long i see the joy i wish i had in the hearts and faces of others, it makes me sad i think i can escape my loneliness and pain with knife in hand held over my vein to those who think it's hell i will go it can't be worse, you just don't know! i decide to be strong, to end it this day I'll journey to heaven, i hope, i pray i feel an itch inside my wrist, 1,2,3 seconds more, i won't exist i think once more, of the one i care about, with my last breath, to her i cry out you are my friend, who i love so true i love you so much, more than friends do i knew it would change our friendship hurting your happiness, too so this i never told you, this you never knew please don't hurt, please don't cry for being my friend, i say thank you, and goodbye --Shawn Cook |