Touch me softly
Hold me tight
Kiss me slowly
Don�t let me go tonight
Run your fingers
Through my hair
Whisper quietly
In my ear
Look me tenderly
In the eyes
Speak to me sweetly
Without any lies
Use your voice
To calm my fears
Use your palms
To wipe my tears
Kiss me softy
Hold me close
Tell me what
I need to hear the most
I killed myself today
And I still haven�t chose the right words to say
I keep returning no matter how hard I try
I don�t think I could just lay down and die
He�s hurt me so much
And caused me to do such
To myself of course
The blade cuts deeply into my skin with force
The rush of the wind past my ears as I fall
The hit of the water as hard as a wall
The tightening burn of the rope across my skin
The choking feeling as my neck wears thin
The amazing high I get as my sight slowly fades
A deadly drink as simple as I made
No one can help, no one can save me
So let me die and leave me be.
Not every song should be about a broken heart
Especially when sung about you
You run me around in circles
And how I have no clue
I want you, I need you,
You have me hung up and beneath you
Nothing is ever as bad as you make it seem
One day you will know what I know
And understand what I mean
Your love is one with no end
But a broken heart on its own
And you are searching for something, someone
That you have never known
Not every song should be about a broken heart
Unless it is sung by you
You scream you yell you hurt me so
You�ve hurt me so much you�ll never know
You�ve cursed me so much with all your pain
When I�m around you I go insane
But this time you�ve pissed me off this you�ll see
You probably don�t care or give a shit about me
But I�ll make you see oh yes I will
I do so even if I have to kill
It wont be that bad, just remember your only getting what you had to see
I will make you bleed the tears that you gave me
All your suffering all your pain
I hope it drives you insane
I want you to die I want you to cry
Your dying screams will be music to my ears
As you live all your fears.
I want to watch you die
You�re the one who made me cry
It makes no difference now
How you did it I wonder how
I thought I was strong
But now I know I was wrong
You beat me in every way
I will remember this till my last day
Yours will come soon enough
Even though you think your so tough
I hope you enjoy watching your blood bleed across the floor
Your body may still live but your soul will be no more
I speak my words I speak my feelings
I may even regret making these unholy dealings
But all I think of is now, that�s all that�s in my mind
May you burn in hell with the rest of your kind
Even if I don�t succeed, I will haunt you every day
No matter when I get it, I will make you pay
You were never there for me, when I used to love you still
But now that I can see, it�s you I wish to kill
As the air and water heat up around me
I smile
As the water hits the freshly torn cuts on my skin
What it feels like
To feel the life seeping out of you
To feel it go
The other way
How I wish this could always last
This pain I feel
This rush of pain
This sweet and desired pain
I can taste
Death�s breath on my skin
That sweet and sour aroma
I can feel
The bitterness around me
I strive for it
Yet it bid me turn away
But the pain is still calling
Calling me
Away
Into that absent place
In my soul
A soul now hollow
Oh how, I can feel it
Down in my bones
Where my very being calls
How I yearn for that
That pain
That glorious pain
That takes me away
Away from this picture
Of me
That has me sitting
In a pool of my own life
That pool of my own virtue
That pool ever so wavering
Of my own
Blood
Of my own
Pain.
In so many words
Just the way I feel
About you
You always make me smile
No matter how you feel
The sweet things you say
Make me think they were never real
I wish there were more words to explain it
But I have only found three
I love you
And I can only hope
That you love me
You always make me happy
Now matter the reason why
Even if you are forgetful
It doesn�t make me cry
I wish I could find the right words to say this
But I still can�t think of more
I love you too
I really love to hear those four�
You never stop you never go away
Why wont you leave why wont you stop
The constant fighting and debating I cannot delay
I live with it every day I deal with it until I drop
I try and cry but never can until I hear your voice
But them you make me laugh and rejoice
I write and I try to release this pain
I write these poems that are really lame
I hate what you do to me
When I�m around you I hate what I see
I hate the things you say
But I still love you day after day.
I never felt complete until I met you
But now I just feel drained
I was never as happy before I met you
But you�ve brought me only pain.
You�ve helped me so much I don�t know where to begin
But then again with the way I feel you�ve condemned me in the end
I hate it when you look at me it never feels real
I hate how you make me feel
I hate you in every way
But I still love you day after day
You�re everything to me
That�s why it hurts so much when you�re never there
Even when I miss you by a second its to much for me to bare
Knowing I could be with you to feel your wonderful touch
I wish I could see you because I love you so much
You�re everything to me
That�s why I go crazy when you don�t call
I wish you would leave a message instead of not even bothering at all
When you come to my house and I�m not there
I wish every time that you would come back to here
You�re everything to me
That�s why I get so mad, when I�m with you and you act like I�m not even there
After you leave, and don�t say good bye its to much for me to bare
I get so crazy and weird at these stupid little things
I�m sorry I even tried to get through to you by such primitive means
You�re everything to me
Its you I write these poems about, the ones I wont let you read
Read the rest if you want, I think that�s what I need
I can�t ask you for anything more, you�ve given up so much for me
But you need to understand your everything to me.
I feel emotionless, empty inside
I feel no anger pain or sadness
just sick to my stomach
everything still means something to me
all but the one thing I want in my life
love
I gave my heart and got nothing in return
but what does it mean
am I really worthless to the touch?