| The Girl I Am Now Is Not Who I was Born. 1-8 | |||||||||||||||
| I sit here with the papers, in my hand a pin and nothing to write. She loved to write, so do I. Only she wrote poems to later be put into songs. I write stories, fan fics to be posted on the net. Now all I do is write. That and waite for someone to figure out that I'm not here. Heck I broke up the world's pop couple with the little things I do that arn't her. And just who is it that they all think I am? Why Miss Britney J. Spears. It was better when I was just the little paper pusher working in a small town library. That was till she came one day to see about an old book. It was really simple, we'd switch places. I still don't know how she talked me into it. First I'm a shirt and half size bigger. Easy I'm on a break. I'm young 21. My body had a growth spert. Because it means shopping. I'm 25. So we chop a few years off I don't know how to be you. I'll teach you. Hust like you'll teach me. And we'll call eachother. We can pull this off. It's only two months. What a crock! That was almost a year ago. Justin pick up o it a bit. But then I just had to say thaings like the divorce was hard and then the strss from the press and that was okay. Maybe to okay. Britney forgot to tell me that they fought alot just for the fun of it. It was like forplay. They are visual people where as I'm a dislexic autitory. Then well, strong willed but still meek. The only good thing is that I really didn't have to go to the award shows. I went to the teen people Awards in a red wig. She was there for most of it. I only did the last part as her with Jamie-Lynn. Now I get to go back to her house. Justin flaunts the girls he's with just to get a rise or something from Britney. He told me so himself. But then I'm not Britney. I'm happy single. Sure I dated a great guy turned jerk my senior year. That was years ago. Besides I don't like the trend of if you don't have a boyfriend your nothing. SLowly I've changed her wardrobe jeans and tee shirts all be it they were still cropped or middies. I have three for each care bear, cousin, and Friend. Then there are and My little pony and Strawberry Short Cake shirts. Then I moved on into Anime shirts. My favorite is te one with Marika in the white scarves and tulips. It's made with shearish cloth. I love it even if it dose show alot. Now jive has called Britney into a meeting and I wore that shirt. There were a few others there. The BackStreet Boys, Aaron Carter, Christena Aguilera, and Nsync. It was all prattle, not that I couldn't repeat word for word what the suits were saying. SO I just sat there. The BSBers weren't to happy but then they were suing Zomba. "Britney, Britney do you understand what I'm saying this is your contract here we can let you buy it out, or we can keep you from going to another label to sing." "So." He is such a prick! "And that you can't ever put out another cd again." "Like I said, so." I spoke even toaned. I could see all the guys getting defensive. "You do that I'll get another job, a better one that won't tell me I have to slut myself out. Hell strippers have more respect then I do." "Where would you go?" The jerk off prick was testing me thinking it was a ploy on my part. "Asia." "You can't record there we hold your contract." The man smiled thinking he had me. "Who said to sing? With my voice I can easily get a job as an Anime voice actor. And there's not a thing you can do would stop me." I looked over to see the other suite who had been dealing with the others, the one she hated. The reason this one was grilling me and not him. Do they all know that if I wasn't here you wouldn't be here? That you can't have that... thing in a room alone with me? Someone from Jive ALWAYS has to be present?" Out of the corner of my eye I saw Justin start to sit up. You can see him piecing things together.. "I mean we go to court and they ask me why I want out of my contract So bad that I'd move to asia. All I have to say is for little words. A judge especially a jury would do to the company." The creep was squirming and the prick knew nothing about this, how fun. The man finally let off to harass someone else. JC and Justin were sitting next me. I could feel them watching me. Who could blame them. I could tell what they were thinking and well most of it would be right. The sound of a cell ring then Korn playing saved me. I changed a few things on her cell too. Getting up I walked out of the room and into the hall. I could see Justin watching me though the window. I was on the phone long enough to see the meeting ending so I started out. I nearly made it to the black DaeWoo Princess I had bought. "Britney." God his voice, it's so soft. "Yes Justin." "Could we talk?" he asked while giving me puppy eyes. "We are silly." "I mean over coffee or something." He remembered Brit liked coffee but I need and craved it. "Sure, were at or do you just want me to follow you?" "You can follow that way you can leave whenever you want." He said as he smiled so brightly that I just had to smile back. He raced off to his blue BMW like a happy kid with candy, it was just to cute. Now I know part of what she saw in him. Even if I still don't get it. The coffee shop was part of a book store which is a major weaknesses of mine. Justin just looked at me smiling. Britney loved magazines so I knew I had to stop there. I picked up a few like Elle and O, slipping a heavy Metal, the comic mag, and a few hard Rock magazines, and oh the comics too. Justin was smiling and shaking his head as I moved on to the books. Sci-fi, Fantasy, heck he even followed me into the romances. Finally, I got a reliable book. Amy Tan, The Joy Luck Club, and The Hundred Secret Senses. After we paid for our books we found a table at the coffee shop. "So I haven't heard about you dating anybody else. Who is it? Must be someone special if your hiding him." Justin spoke as I sipped my mint chomoo Mocha latte. "There's no one to hide. I'm happy and single. Hell the tabloids are even leaving me alone. I've been keeping to myself." We talked for a little bit before we went our separate ways. Although I did get a hug before I got into my car. When I got back to the house I called Britney and told her all about the meeting and coffee with Justin. I still don't know when we're gonna switch back. Though when we do we'll have a lot to read. We each have a notebook and journal of full daily reports to read. Over the next two weeks Justin called a few times, not much. I just went along with the flow. I had found this great hole in the wall used book/comic book shop that was called the 'Bookrack'. I asked Brit and she said splurge like hell. Seeing how Anime, comics, and books is the only thing I really spend money on. So there I was looking at the Avengelens and grabbing back issues of Excalibers. You know the one X-title that has indiecreed. I also grabbed about ten of the glories and the harbenger which is always a must. Then I went looking at some of the older books finding all the Roboteck's first printings. A very rare find and great find. The great find was the Aneta Blake, Vampier Hunter set all boxed collector's set. It was only $30 for the set. You know I snatched it up. When my basket was nearly filled I went back to the comics to look for the elusive Kitty Pride and Wolvern six shot. "So let him go to the AVMA's. I 'don't' care, I don't want to have to deal with all the press. If Nick Carter's here and performing. It takes part of the heat off of me and that damn video Justin made. I'd like to release my video but I'm not going to while all this is me.... So you'll do it? Nick Carter will be released from the crap you're pulling on him? Good I'll release the video around VMA time, thank you." "So?" The male voice asked from behind her. De turned around and smiled at the tall blond. "Well, you're staying. So you ready to see the finished video?" "Sure am." He ran his long fingers though her long red hair and across her cheek. "Are we taking it straight to TRL at JMTV?" "That would be a kick wouldn't it. Should I put the wig on, tuck the hair under a cap, or just leave it free? You choose Nick." "Well, I say no wig. I don't like that golf cap of yours to much like the one Timberprick had the model wearing. So I'll get you one of mine. We'll tuck it under. Everyone's been wondering who the bombshell redhead I've been seen with around Japan is. This a good time to let everyone know." "Then you'll tell me why that's bitchy DJ Angie? I mean why not that DJ girl Karen that your brother's always trying to score with?" "Would you believe it if I told you I didn't want an underaged groupie and was the alternative, just any easy lay." "I'll buy that but you still have to listen to Pearl Jam's Jeremy on the way to TRL." De said as she picked up the tape box with a copy of her new video for Born to make you happy. "Welcome to TRL Nick Carter." The cute Japanese VJ Mayo exclaimed. Nick came out wearing a black shirt that had in white letters `WakeyWakey.net The sweeter side of Fiction.' With him he pulled a girl wearing a soft pastel blue sheerish shirt with Mayo in her priestess gown and holding a handful of blood-red wildflowers. "Hi all. I hope you don't mind I brought a friend. She brought a copy of the latest Britney Spears video for you. Can we show it now, should we wait for later?" Nick asked then gave his famed Carter grin. "Let's wait Britney won't mind." Nick said before he ran up and hugged a few other girls who filled up the TRL room. Nick spent most of the show doing the countdown and sang a few songs along with the guitar he brought. He even admitted to always loving the Madori videos. Halfway through he found out that all three of his videos were on the countdown he picked up De and ran around the room with her. All the while being mindful of the cap. It was on backwards, Britney never wore her ball caps backwards. "And that was Nick Carter with `I got you' at number one." Mayo happily cheered. "And now like promised the latest Britney Spears video. This is a world exclusive, it's for `Born to make you happy.' And after this it'll be aired in the US and everywhere else. So I must tell you Britney I saw it, loved it, and I think it should make the countdown tomorrow." The bright colored room was only off centered by the black bed in the middle of the room. On the bed is Britney wearing tight pleather pants and a black off the shoulder shirt, like the one Sandy wore in the end of grease, and all her hair was tucked under a light tan gold cap. The tears ran from her eyes as she spoke into the blue cell phone. "You promised! You said you'd be faithful and you weren't, you couldn't be. I looked past that and took you back. You said no one else would find out about your wanderings, but they did! Still I took you back! You said you'd never flaunt them in my face, you did! And yet again, I took you back! You promised to never break my heart or hurt me. You already did that, ten fold. So now your gone I can't take you back." Britney clicked off the cell, tossing it onto the bed as she wiped her tear filled eyes. The music started with the words as if it was coming from a radio or the TV. She picked up a picture of a tall blond guy. The camera angle was from a far so you couldn't really see the guy, he was almost blurred. Then she dropped it on the bed as she headed to the closet and pulled out a black Stevie Nicks/hippy bell skirt. As she walked around the memories of the past flashed. The edges of her long black skirt started turning slivery-gray. Along with the bottom edges of her shirt that were turning dark green. ???The whole never once mouthed the words ???continuing the thought that it was the stereo playing the song. When it reached the instrumental she seemed to get happier as the memories of another blond man holding her and comforting her. Only once did his face show partly but only for a second not enough for anyone to know who he was. Guess, maybe but that was it as she passed thought the living room to the front door. She smiled as she got to the door, stepping out through the door her skirt turned all the way to a silver-gray and her shirt into a soft lacy dark forest green off the shoulder pan collar shirt. She walked over to the black convertible where a guy was waiting in the driver's seat. Britney's smile with pure joy as she sat down. She tossed off her hat, as the car started, revealing her long bright red hair. "I was born to make you Happy." She said before leaning over and kissing Nick Carter and the car headed off towards the beach. The camera did a fast pull back through the house to the bedroom where the black bed was now a soft mix of pastel pink and winter green. The cell is a Hello Kitty! covered and the framed picture is of Britney in a white Jessica Rabbit dress with a small bouquet of white and pink roses in her hand as she being held close in the arms of Nick Carter wearing a Black Armani Tux. The screen fades to Black.... Britney Spears Born to Make you happy Baby One more Time Dir: Masashi Ikeda |
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