20:34 MONDAY 26 JUNE 200
uhuh, whatahorriblecolor!!
nevermind... new updates!! a new jrock fic is
on the list, this time a stupit little one with hisashi, mana and toshiya.
reasons for being a stupid fic: (a) lately it seems i only write these
plotless fics, maybe my mind is going back to childhood... did i ever went
out of it? *blinks* eurrr... (b) i was listening to the radio and that
stupid song started playing, waz too lazy to turn the radio off, so it
started driving me even more nuts and i had to let the craziness go out,
and (c) and the most important point: spain lost yesterday the quarterfinals
against france, which made me terribly angry (mostly after seeing stupid
raúl sending the penalty to the clouds).
all that stupidness had to go out somehow, and
it decided to do it in a ficcie way.
maybe if i had written some other after the BARCELONA
vs. SELECTION OF THE SPANISH LEAGUE (this means the match holland vs. jugoslavia),
6-1, something more elaborate would have been created...
pointless to complain
ok, have to go now. tomorrow i'll update everything
at the uni computers
13.51 SUNDAY 25 JUNE 2000
hehehe, i discovered some kind of composer here in
my laptop and i think i'll be able to update my page!! *hears the crowd
grunting* uh-oh...
*coughs* uhm... well, updates will be on the
internet on monday or tuesday, this is, when i'm able to go to unoversity
again and use the internet. how i wish i had it here at home (can i call
"home" this little room in this residence?), but: TOO expensive it is,
not the fact of connecting to the internet, but the fact that i have to
put an Anschluss from telekom and that is really expensive for my lettle
budget... guess it's either that Anschluss other food for 3 weeks, and
how can i use the internet if i already starved...
anyway, the updates this time are not many: this
daily rant and a new fanfic i wrote these last days: 'starfuckers'. it's
different from the others, because it's not only about jrockers, but it
has two nice guests... dear Trent from Nine Inch Nails and dear Marilyn
from idem Manson :) nyej nyej nyej... *evil smile*
ok, have to read some books for my lessons tomorrow,
Walt Whitman's 'Leaves of Grass' is waiting for me...
22.33pm TUESDAY 13 JUNE 2000
ok, yesterday i didn't upload the things, but today
i did it! in fact, i'm doing it right now, while i listen to some freaky
japanese radio station through the RealPlayer. i wasn't able to find any
jrock one, so i'm listening to jpop... T_T it reminds me of a japanese
boyfriend i had 2 years ago, nobuyuki, who recorded and sent to me his
favourite songs, and on this radio programm they are playing many of them...
so many remembrances... *sobs*
and i hope tomorrow i'll be able to install frontpage
on the laptop which is going with me to germany or i won't be able to update
this until late august... kusokusokuso (beautiful japanese word nobu taught
me during our endless pingpong matchs in poland...)
i'm getting sad, so i'm going to eat something
*rushes to the fridge*
and then do some exercise... heheeeee... *eyes
her 4 clones with a hentai grin*
1.06am TUESDAY 13 JUNE 2000
awwwww, it's late, i feel slippy and wanna go to bed but first i have to
upload my page or tomorrow i'll be too lazy, i know, that's me, the lazy
one...
i'm not very proud of the thing, but at least is a page where i can
put my ficcies XDDD i think i won't be able to update the page until late
august/early september since this year i'm studying in dusseldorf, germany,
and there i only have my laptop, which bangs if you try to install frontpage
or something similar, my poor little toshiba... and at the university there,
the only place where i can get into the internet, they don't have any editor
programm, so...
but i promise when i come back here and finish my exams and everything
i will make a proper page...
now let's connect and see the results...