I'm turning to poetry again... Trying to soothe my heart sore tears with words that make me forget, for a moment, that I thought I had found love... I was floating above the world, and smiling at complete strangers because I thought that what we had created and shared had meant something... But the next time I saw you, it was as if the magic had never existed... I don't remember ever feeling so small... Perhaps I read too much into things... I know very well my limitations- courteous to a fault, naive to the point of ignorance... everyone's champion, save my own. My heart was in my throat- you disregarded me so cavalierly, and I swallowed it.