After two consecutive hours of doing nothing but staring at an empty television screen, we decided it was time to call the cable company. The man said someone would be out Thursday around 4 o'clock, which meant someone would be out between Thursday and Tuesday at any time they felt was good. So we sat on the couch, my left leg crossed over his right, his head on top of mine, our hands open against each other on my thigh, and we stared at an empty television screen. The sun reflected off the box and into my eyes, and when I closed them and felt Jusin's hand on my stomach, I could still see the light.