“Call her fuckincunt” advises Richie Jeskulski as my
sister Kathy walks by kicking up orange and red leaves. I shout the mysterious word from behind a
hedge. A crow flies up from the maple
tree as she turns back toward home. Richie
cackles “I showed her, dint I?”
As a skinny four-year-old starting kindergarten, I like
hanging out with Jeskulski despite my mother’s warning “Doncha play with him,
he’s a bad egg.” Richie lives halfway
around the hank of
Dad, the second youngest of nine, had followed his oldest
brother to
Hearing Kathy’s trademark whistle into her cupped hands, I
hop on my rusty red bike and peddle down the concrete sidewalk for home. Rattling over the cracks reminds me of my
last mad dash home:
“Stand up on your seat and
pull that handle” commanded Richie, pointing to a little white box sitting in
the middle of a red stripe up on a telephone poll in front of his house.
“I can’t reach it” I lied, afraid
to stand on the tricycle.
“Guess I’ll have to do it”
he conceded.
I held the handlebars while
he stepped up onto the seat, stood on tiptoes, and tugged the handle as he
jumped. A loud bell rang out from the
box so we scattered, Richie around his house into the backyard and me peddling
as fast as I could. I was nearly home
when a fire truck came blaring by. After
laying low for a couple weeks, I had only recently ventured around the block
again again.
After
my second dash home now on a two-wheeler, I hop off in our driveway imagining I’d
just galloped home on Uncle George’s white horse from the
“C’mon you girls” blurts Dad
as he stands up from the table.
“He aughta go too” says Mom,
turning from the sink to see tears streaming down my cheeks.
“Shut your bigodamouth, I
ain’t takin no cursin sonovabitch” spits Dad, stomping out to wait in the car.