The Life I Never Had

The Life I Never Had

By: Kristina Z.

Characters: Jeff Gordon/Brooke Sealy

Alternating POVs

Sitting here thinking about my life. Everyone thinks with me being

a 4-time champion I should be all smiles. But there some secrets about my life people don�t know about.

When I received the divorce papers, my heart was torn into two. Ever since that night, no sense of happiness could be brought back into my heart. Everyday, I keep thinking what we could have had if this nightmare never had happened. Why did this have to happen when I was having the best time of my life?

That very night, it hit me the hardest. After having to sign the papers, I got very emotional that I couldn�t talk to anyone including my best friend Jr. He tried to get me out of my misery, but couldn�t; he did his best. My family was out of town, except Kim. She was there with Jr, trying their best to tell me that I will get through this, but deep down, I knew that I wouldn�t be able to since Brooke was my one person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with.

One evening which me and Jeff were supposed to go out to a romantic dinner, he did not even come home. Instead he went to some club to fuck some guys he didn�t even know. I was soo pissed. First, he misses our anniversary, and then this? I cannot believe. How can he do this? Does he think that I�m a big mouthed bitch? Fine, I�ll end this here but I know that�s hard to do since I love him soo much. If he says he�s sorry, I won�t take him back. But if he�s really sorry inside, and he confesses that he�s stupid he cheated on me, maybe just maybe, I�ll take him back. If not, then he can just get stuff out of the house, and get out of sight forever.

I never meant this to happen. When she saw that I was making out with another man, she was all about giving me all the crap that I deserve. At that moment, I knew I had to move on, and try to find a girl who really appreciates, loves for how I really am, and respects me.

Sometimes, now I think of it, I just wanted to end relationship and leabve her due to some of her comments about how I was with my team, or other competitors including Jr. She was always controlling me on how to do this and that. Now, I�m free to do what feel like doing. Time to have some fun!

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