Junior's POV

I remember I was sitting on the couch with Elliot and Martin. We were talking about the past season. We've been sitting there for awhile. While we were talking there was a knock at the door. I went and answered it. Who was it? It was Jeff Gordon. He always comes and visits so I didn't think anything of it. So he came in and joined us in the room. Well nothings went bad yet I suspected he was up to something. No lies but I'm telling the truth. So soon after he left. I didn't hint to the others of anything so no one felt that insecure feeling I felt. Soon after they left. It was getting late so I understood that they had to go. Who knew what was going to happen next.

Martin's POV

I went inside my house and Elliot waves goodbye. He then heads off. I go and sit on the couch. As I'm watching TV, I hear a weird sound from the kitchen. I go to check and I see Brian standing there.

"How'd you get in?" I ask.

"Oh the back door." he told me. "I snuck in that way."

"Interesting." I had no clue why he was here. "So why did you sneak in?"

"Cuz I've been sent here to hurt you."

"What?"

"You heard me."

"Who sent you?"

"Can't tell."

"Why?"

"You don't need to know Martin."

He then came a bit closer to me yet I pushed him away. He then came over and grabbed a knife. That's of course when I got scared. He then cut both of my arms with it and these were no little cuts. He then pushed me on the floor and kept beating me.

Kevin "BONO" Manion's POV

I went over to Martin's house. When I got there, the door was open. I ran in unsure of why it was that way. I went to the kitchen and saw Martin laying there. I couldn't believe my eyes. I grabbed the phone and dialed 911. When the person on the other line came on the line, I told her the address and what had happened. She told me help would be on the way. I then grabbed a couple of towels and tried to stop the bleeding as much as I could. Then I dialed Jr.'s number. I couldn't believe why I was calling yet I had to. Jr. had to know.

"Hello?" Jr said when he answered his phone. I felt a sense of fear yet decided to go for it.

"Hello Jr. Its me Bono. Um I'm at Martin's house and we got a problem. Someone came and hurt him really bad. I called for an ambulance and they should be here soon."

"How bad? Like details please."

"He's bleeding pretty bad Jr." Everytime I told him more I got more saddened and angry by what had happened.

"Ok. Meet you at the hospital."

"Ok. Bye."

"Bye." He then hung up. I knew he would be worried and I'd have to be there for him. God this was going to be hard.

Jr.'s POV

I knew I had to go see Martin yet first I needed to talk to Elliot. I needed to tell him what I knew. I knocked on the door and thre was no answer yet the door was unlocked. I found that odd so I went in. I knew if I made a mistake Elliot wouldn't be mad. I went to the living room and saw him laying there as still as a rock. I couldn't believe it. I grabbed the phone and dialed 911. I told them all they needed to know. I then dialed Bono's cell number.

"Hello?" Bono answered his cell.

"Hey." I said. "Um I'm going to be a bit late. I went to tell Elliot and I found him laying here."

"Ok. I'll call you as soon as I hear something on Martin."

"Ok. Bye Bono."

"Bye."

I then put the phone where I found it.

Soon after the paramedics showed up inside and came to the living room.

"I came to tell him something and the door was unlocked. I came in since me and Elliot are friends and found him like this."

"Ok thanks for telling us." one of them say to me.

"Um is it ok if I go now cuz I need to go see someone?" I was really worried about Martin. I was despriate to go see him.

"Sure."

I then left and headed straight to the hospital. I had a feeling that I needed to stay with Elliot yet I also was worried about Martin. Both friends yet I'm more closer to one than the other. Tough decision yet I had to choose and thats what I did.

When I got there I ran in and saw Bono sitting there. I went over and sat beside him.

"Figured I'd wait here and tell you the news face-to-face instead calling you." Bono said quietly. I couldn't believe some of the words cuz they felt so soft and so off.

"Ok tell me."

"The bleeding was way to much and whoever did this did it in a real bad way. Jr. I'm sorry to tell you this but he died. Jr. I'm so sorry."

"Its not your fault Bono." I couldn't believe it. What if Jeff was behind this? What if he's the one who did this? "If its anybody its Jeff's."

"Jr...what do you know?"

"He was over at my house earlier tonight. I suspected something was up with the way he was acting."

"Did you tell anybody?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Cuz I didn't think it would be a big deal.

"Well looks like it is Jr. Was anybody with you at your house?"

"Elliot and Martin."

"Jr you should have told them."

"I know Bono and I guess I'm the one to blame right?"

"No your not Jr. But now you should go and tell someone."

"Bono don't tell me what to do. I know what I gotta do now. But before that I need to check on Elliot and tell him what happened to Martin."

"Jr. what if too late?"

"Well Bono I'm sorry but I'm dealing with this my way." I then left. I was trying to deal with something this tough and all of that shit he was sayin was making me feel worse. I can't believe he would do that yet then again I wouldn't believe any part pf Jeff being in the middle of this.

I went to the desk and asked what room Elliot was in and she told me. I then went to the room and saw Elliot was awake. I went in and sat in a chair beside him.

"Hey." I say.

"Hey Jr."

"How are you feeling Elliot?"

"Sore. How are you?"

"Could be better. I got something to tell you." I then start to cry a little.

"Ok. Go on." I then felt more and more tears coming out.

"Someone went after Martin also and killed him." By now I'm in tears.

"Jr...oh my gosh! Come here." I went over and he gave me a big hug.

"Ssssh everything will be ok Jr. Don't worry."

"Well now that brings me to a question. Did you see who did this to you?"

"No but I know all that happened."

"Thats all I need to know on that. I think I know who did this."

"Who?"

"Jeff Gordon."

"Jr.!"

"Elliot its possible. When he was over at my house he sounded quite suspicious."

"Jr., isn't he are friend?"

"Hidden spy friend."

"So what are you going to do?"

"Get with Shane and question Jeff. Yet play it real tough."

"Smart. Will Shane help?"

"Yep."

"Then lets play it. Um can't join ya though. Hurt my back pretty bad so they want me to stay here for awhile."

"Thats fine Elliot. I can handle it with Shane. And we may get Shane's brother Tyler or Mac to help."

"Works either way."

"True. Alright I gotta go. Bye Coolez."

"Bye Junebug."

I then left. The plan I had better work. It was the only idea I had.

Shane's POV

Jr. called me and asked me to get Tyler and we would go to Hendrick Motorsports and I agreed. So that day me, Jr. and Tyler went to HMS. We went in and asked to speak to Jeff Gordon. The person there took us to his office and then inside. Then that person left.

"Hey Jr., Shane and um...I dunno your name." Jeff said.

"Tyler is the name." Tyler told him.

"Nice to meet you. Oh Jr. I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to Lil Martin." Liar!

"Really? Cuz I have thoughts you did it." Jr said.

"How'd you get that kind of thought. I mean you know me better than that." Or do we?

"You looked suspicious at my house."

"Well I'm not telling you something." Thats it I have had enough. Keeping secrets right now with me is not a good plan at all.

"Tell us!" I yelled.

"I heard Brian whispering some stuff. He mentioned Martin." Interesting.

"Good or bad?"

"Bad." There ya go!

"Jeff...where's Brian office?" Jr asked. I couldn't believe my ears. How could he?

"Past 3 doors on the right going down the hall."

"Thanks." Jr then headed out. I knew he was going to ask him about it.

I then grabbed Tyler and pulled him aside.

"Tyler, we gotta stay with Jr. like it or not ok?" I directed.

"Ok Shane. Does dad know were here?"

"Nope and we can't tell unless something major happens."

"Ok Shane."

Me and Tyler went to Brian's office and walked in. We saw that they just started their conversation. Jr. was just getting him relaxed and his mind off of it."

"Ok Brian. End of small fun. Now the real fun. Did you have anything to deal with the murder of Martin?" Jr asked.

"Yes I did." Brian told him. Now your talking.

"What part did you play?" Now this is obvious for an answer.

"I did it Jr. I killed Martin."

"Why?"

"Cuz of are ring leader." I wonder how that could be.

"Who?"

"Can't tell." Uh oh.

"Smartass! Tyler! Catch!" Jr. threw Tyler his cell. I didn't like what I was feeling. "Call 911 and get the police over her. Tell them to come to Brian Vicker's office. Room #10 on the office floor." I let out a sigh of relief.

"Got it captain!" Tyler told him.

"Now why'd you bring Shane alone? You haven't used his ass yet." Brian said. Can't believe this guy.

"Don't be calling me a ass!" I say back.

"Oh thats just a start." He better not start with me now.

"Well stop it there because at least I don't kill people. Anyways did you hurt Elliot?"

"No that wasn't my job. And Shane, since you and Jr. are asking millions of questions I have one. Why did you get involved in drugs?" Why did he have to bring this up?

"My reason is not allowed to be said. Its a promise to myself." Now can he please drop this topic?

"Well maybe Tyler can tell." Of course Tyler knows yet since he's not here I shall pull a trick out of the hat.

"Tyler didn't know till NASCAR found out."

"Well tell me or else I'll do something to you." Nice threat espically when the police are coming buddy.

"Well end of all plans cuz Brian Vickers, your arrested for the murder of Martin Truex Jr. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do can be used against you in the court of law." one of the police say. Thank god they showed up right then.

"What is going on?" Rick asked as he entered the room. This could only equal trouble.

"He's arrested for the murder of someone." the police tells him.

"Brian?"

"Yes I did kill someone." Brian told Rick. Now can you please tell Rick who?

The police then took Brian away.

"Can we talk outside Shane?" Jr. asked. What could he want?

"How about on the way to the hospital to see Elliot?" I suggested.

"Sure."

So we all headed out and got into the car outside. Tyler got in the driver's side while I first let Jr. into the back and then got in. We all then headed to see Elliot.

"So what do you want to know about?" I asked.

"Brian asked you why you started drugs and you didn't tell. Can you please at least tell me?" Jr asked. I should've thought he'd ask.

"It started when I was in high school. I got to be good friends with two boys...Joey and Evan. One day we were sitting outside when Joey offered me some drugs yet called it candy. I accepted and loved it. And thats when it started I was 16 or 17 then."

"How old were you when you found out the truth?"

"18 or 19."

"Too late eh?" How does he know it all easy?

"Yeah."

"Did you wanna stop then?"

"Yeah yet I was scared.

"Ok. I'm sorry if it bothers you at all to tell me this." Now thats a true friend.

"Its ok Jr. You can find out anytime."

"Were you scared of telling dad?" Tyler asked.

"Yes Tyler." I told him.

"Why?"

"Cuz I was scared of what he would say."

"Well now you know." DUH

"Yeah."

"Ok I have to say I hate sitting in the back." Jr comments. I'm glad he changed the topic.

"Why?"

"Cuz it sucks. I don't like the whole deal of it."

"Oh Jr. you always complain!" Yet he was right. The back seat in Tyler's car sucked for many reasons. Yet I didn't want to admit it to Tyler."

"Ya well its not like its the first time for you. We always complain together." Why did he have to bring that up?

"Ya true."

"Heck Shane, you started the complaining deal." Blame me eh? Evil!

"Well you continued it." True true.

"I have reason to continue it." Umm whats that reason again?

"Were here boys," Tyler told us. I'm glad we showed up cuz I got no ideas.

So we all headed in. Jr. led us to Elliot's room. When we got there we all went into the room.

"How'd it go?" Elliot asked. I wonder what their talking about.

"Great. Jeff led us to Brian who admited he did kill Martin yet there's a top leader we don't know of and we have no word who hurt you." Jr explained. Now I get these two.

"Well glad we solved part of it." Very true.

"Yeah."

"So how are you feeling?" I ask. Time to change the topic.

"Quite sore yet a bit better than yesterday." Elliot told me. Thats good to hear.

"Will you be able to race in Daytona?"

"Probably not." Oh no this sucks.

"Ok."

Then the doctor came into the room.

"Hello. Are any of you close friends with Elliot?" the doctor asked

"Jr is yet I'm getting close." I told him. I'm getting courious now.

"Well the results look good yet Elliot won't be able to move a lot for awhile. So I request that one of you keep your eye on him."

"Um I'll do that Jr. so you can look into this mess. Me and Tyler can handle that."

"Ok since I'm getting Mac and were gonna look into Jimmie. Its ok as long as Elliot is cook with it." Jr said. Oh shit! I forgot all about Elliot's opinion.

"I'm cool guys." Elliot told us. Good thing he is!

"Ok. I'm going to take one look over everything and if it looks good you can go home ok?"

"Ok."

Brian's POV

God I'm pissed. Why oh why did they find out? God damn them! I'm courious who clued them in yet right now I don't care.

"Your allowed one not-to-long phone call. And we will not listen at all." the cop told me. Good thing they aren't listening.

"Ok." I said. The cop then left. I then dialed Kyle's cell number.

"Hello?" Kyle answered it.

"Hey Kyle. Listen I got caught with the murder of Martin." I told him.

"Shit."

"Yeah."

"Who caught you?"

"Jr., Shane and Shane's little brother Tyler."

"Ok. I'll get Kasey and Scott on that."

"Ok."

"How did Jr. seem about Martin?" Why is he courious about that?

"No reaction. He just was out for me."

"Ok. I gotta go. Got some stuff to do."

"Ok. Bye Kyle."

"Bye Brian."

I then hanged up and motioned to the cop that I was done. He then came in and took me to my jail cell. Man I hate this.

Elliot's POV

"Well the results looked good so you can go home Elliot." the doctor told me. Aren't I ever glad I can.

"Ok. Um can you help me out Jr. and Shane?" I asked. I was so sure they'd be willing to help me no matter what.

"Sure." they accepted. Gotta luv your friends.

Jr. and Shane then helped me out of the bed. I went to the bathroom and got a change of clothes on. After I was done, I followed them out to Tyler's car. After we all got organized and in, we headed off.

"What if we go to Shane's house and stay there till Thurder when we head off?" Tyler suggested. Man this guy forgets things. He forgot all about his brother qualifying!

"Actually me and Shane got to leave tonight since Busch qulifying is tomorrow." Jr reminded him. I knew that was coming. Yet this whole discussion was bugging me now. The thought of racing bugged me since I wasn't allowed to race this weekend.

"Ok. Then you boys better get your stuff together." Tyler told em.

"Yeah. Um can you drop me off at my house then?"

"Of course I can."

So we dropped Jr. off and headed out to Shane's.

Jr.'s POV

I went inside and got my stuff together. Then sat down and started checking messages for couriousity on who called.

"First message: Hey Jr. Thought I'd call you and just say that everything talked about is ok with Bono and the crew. Luv ya and see ya tomorrow bro. And listen, you'll get through this. I promise ya that one." Aww I luv my sis and I'm glad things worked out to that point.

"Scond message: Hey Jr. Its me Kasey. Um I was wondering if maybe this weekend we could spend sometime together in my motor coach. Give me a call so we can set it all up." I then got out Kasey's number and dialed it.

"Hello?" he answered his phone.

"Hey Kasey. Got your message and I wouldn't mind doing that."

"Oh cool. What day and time?"

"How about Thursday night at 9?"

"Sure thats fine with me. So how's Elliot?"

"Sore yet he'll be ok."

"Nice to hear. I would call him yet I lost his number."

"Oh. Well he's not at home actually. He's at Shane's. Yet I could give you his cell number?"

"Naw I got stuff to do. Got to get ready for Daytona."

"Yeah. Do you think you got a shot?"

"Well yeah yet in a way no because...well you know." Now I don't get this cat.

"Not really yet I'll probably understand down there."

"Oh you will Jr. Its easy to get. So how are you dealing with what happened to Lil Martin?"

"Well its tough to soak in yet I've been getting through it slowly. I've actually kept it deep inside of me and not let others see."

"Well you know were all here for you."

"Ok. Thanks Kasey. Well I've got to go. Bye!"

"Bye!"

I then hung up the phone up. I sat there and thought. It was tough yet I knew I could get through it.

Bono's POV

So its finally a new season. Hip hip hooray! yet I'm not to sure about everything. Jr. has qualifying and I'm not sure about some of the questions their asking. I mean he's got qualifying and already lots going on. Can't they let off? I finally had enough of it and went over.

"How about you lay off? He has a lot going on and lots of his mind. Just back off please." I then pulled Jr. away from them. "You didn't have to put up with that shit Jr. Who cares what the media wants. Its what you feel comfortable with."

"I know but that stuff ya gotta put up with." Jr. pleads with me. I can't believe him. I am just trying to be nice and he yells at me?

"Well you shouldn't have to Jr."

"Well thats the price you pay."

"But you shouldn't have to pay that price."

"Well your right Bono. I shouldn't. Yet telling off the media is not good." I'm glad he admited I'm partly right.

"I'm sorry I did it that way Jr."

"Its ok. I understand." Thank you!

"Now is everything ok for qualifying?"

"Yeah it'll be fine. I'll work through this mess. I plan to put this behind me for right now and get a good run in." Now thats what I like to hear from him.

"I wouldn't expect anything different from you."

"Well you shouldn't." Things are back to the way they used to be or at least close.

"I won't Now can I get a pole?" Please say yes.

"We'll see what I can do." Not the confidence I like to hear but oh well.

Jr. then got in the car. I was hoping for a pole yet ya never know these things at Daytona. And soon it was his turn. He went out and layed down a lap I'd dream of and won the pole for the time being. Now thats what I'm talking about.

Jr.'s POV

Qualifying at Daytona was the best ever. My lap was sooo good! Yet I never thought I could win the damn pole with it. And now here we go with Post-race interviews.

"Congratulations on your pole Dale Jr. Tell us about that lap." Marty started. The usual shit is back.

"I just went out there and ran my line and put the foot to the floor. All the credit goes to teh team. Espically Bono."

"How's the week been for you?" Nevermind on it back to normal.

"Its been tough yet I'm slowly getting through it. Everyday gets a bit better and a little easier."

"What are the plans for 1 team now?"

"Um Ryan Moore is going to run some races and I may get Mark McFarland and Steve Park to run some of them also. Pretty well I want to keep everything on the plan we had before with some tweaks. Yet the official announcement will come out next weekend."

"Ok. Lets go back up to the booth." Glad he kept this short.

I then go over to Bono. "Nice job on the car."

"Thanks." Bono thanked me.

"Well I got to go. Going to see Kasey right now instead of tomorrow."

"Ok. Bye Jr."

"Bye Bono." I then headed off. I went to Kasey's motor coach and knocked on the door. Kasey answered the door. "Can we have are little talk now?"

"Sure. Come on in." he tells me. Glad he is ok with changing the plans.

"Ok." So I went in and Kasey shut the door. "So how was busch practice and qualifying for you?"

"It was ok. Car is not perfect in draft yet close. Qualifying...um....I'm happy with a top 10 start."

"That's cool."

"Your probably pretty happy also eh?"

"Yeah."

"Nice. Looking forward to tomorrow's race?"

"Of course. Are you?"

"Yeah. Wanna team-up?" Is this what this only about?

"Is that what this is about Kasey?"

"No it isn't Jr. Your not even close." I was a little confused yet decided to continue.

"Well then tell me."

"Can't tell. I'll show then explain." I was confused yet I really thought Kasey would keep it all good.

"Ok."

Kasey came a bit closer to me. "Would you like to find out?" I wondered why he kept asking me that.

"Sure. Why not?"

"Just checking." Kasey then pushed me down. The nerve that boy has. It really hurt yet I slowly stood up and looked at him in his blue eyes.

"Why did you push me down?"

"You deserved that." What? What did I ever do to Kasey?

"For what?"

"Oh for everything" Again...what did I do? He then puts his hands on me again yet this time I grab them.

"Don't try again Kasey." I then let go of his hands. Then Kasey's cell rings. Kasey grabs it and answers it.

"Hello?....Oh hey king leader Kyle.....yes I've got Jr. for you.....yeah its clear to go after Shane.....Kyle, my captain, I'll keep Jr. here. Don't worry......Ok. Bye Kyle." He then put the phone back where it was. Thanks for all the good info I need Kasey.

"So your leader is Kyle and someone is going after Hmiel correct?"

"Yep! That someone is Scott Riggs going after Shane." I couldn't believe it. Why was Kyle behind this? And how was Scott and Kasey in the middle of this? I had to get more information.

"Why did Kyle start this mess?"

"To get back at you and Martin from last year's championship." That is all? Man what kind of motive is that to do all this?

"And how are the others involved such as you?"

"Blackmailing all except Vickers. Vickers was willing to help cuz of the teammate fact." That makes sense.

"Ok. Kasey can I ask you something?" Time to make some big decisions.

"What?"

"Can I call Mike and let him know Kyle is behind what happened to Martin and let him know Scott is going after Shane? Then you can explain what went down."

"But what if..." Oh now what are you going to say?

"What?"

"What if he lets out my secret?" Hmm never thought of that one yet I got a solution to that.

"Mike'll stop him. I'm sure. Don't worry. Just let me save Shane."

"Fine." I let out a sigh of relief. I then grab Kasey's phone and call Mike.

"Hello?" Mike answers his phone.

"Hey Mike."

"Jr...come to the trailer instead of calling me please."

"No this is a emergency."

"Tell me."

"Its a long story yet we don't have time. Scott is after Shane. He's gonna kill him."

"Why?" Why can't he stop asking for more and help us out.

"Mike, I promise to tell you after."

"Ok I'll head over to the motor coach lot."

"Ok. Thanks Mike. Bye!"

"Bye Jr.!" I then give Kasey back his phone.

"Thanks."

"What are we gonna do now?"

"Head to Shane's motor coach without getting noticed."

We then headed out. When we got there, Mike had just showed up. Mike went and knocked on the door. There was no asnwer. I went and turned the door knob and surprisingly, it was unlocked. So I then went in first with Mike and Kasey following me.

"Shane?" I yelled.

"Jr! Backroom!" Shane yelled back. I'm glad he's alive at least. I run to the bedroom. When I got there, I saw that he was tied up. I went over and started to untie him.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Scott came in and he took out some rope. He then hitted me a couple times and after that, he tied me up."

"Ok. Are you ok?"

"I'm sore yet I'll be fine. But Jr. There's more." Uh oh.

"Tell me Shane."

"Tyler was with me." Uh oh.

"What happened to Tyler?"

"Kyle grabbed him and ran off with him." This can only mean trouble.

"To where?"

"I didn't see yet heard Kyle and Scott whispering that they were taking him to Kyle's motor coach."

"Lets go get your brother Shane."

"Ok." I then finished untieing the last knot and then we ran out to where Kasey and Mike were.

"Are you ok Shane?" Mike asked.

"I'm sore yet I'll be fine. Mike, Kyle grabbed my brother Tyler and plan had it they were taking him to Kyle's motor coach."

"Lets go!" Mike yelled.

We then all ran out of Shane's motor coach. I was hoping that Tyler was going to be ok.

Shane's POV

I was so worried about Tyler. When I got to Kyle's motor coach I knocked on the door. Kyle answered.

"Well looks like your free." Kyle commented. DUH! Now no wasting time here.

"Where's my brother?" I ask

"Tyler?" Who does he think I mean? Holy!

"Yeah. Where's Tyler?"

"Why don't you come see him yourself?" I had a bad feeling yet I accepted.

I then followed Kyle to the backroom. I noticed it was dark and all the curtains were closed. This all gave me a worse feeling.

"Open the door Shane." The door he was talking about was the closet door. How creepy can this get?

I opened the door and what I saw was the worst thing I could ever see. Kyle had killed Tyler by hanging him from a hook in that dull closet. I then started to cry. Jr. came over and put his arm around me. I then turned and gave him a hug. I couldn't believe what had just happened.

"Everything will be ok." Jr. tried to assure me yet really he was lying. How could it be ok? He just killed my brother!

"No it won't Jr. I just lost my brother to a sick bastard." I tell him.

"I know Shane. Listen I know how you feel." He was right. He did. And I still can't believe he got through the death of his father and how he is getting through the death of one of his closest friends. I can't believe him half the time on half the shit he can get through so well.

"Kyle your coming with me!" Mike said. He then started to leave.

"Mike! Wait! Kasey, tell Mike now. Tell him everything." Jr. told Kasey. I was confused. What did Jr. know?

"Kyle is the leader of all the attacks involving Elliot, Martin, Shane and Tyler. How are the other in it? He blackmailed me and Scott while Brian said he would help since he was a close teammate to Kyle. He used are secrest against us. I hurt Elliot and my next assignment was to hurt Jr. Brian killed Martin. Kyle...well....you know. And Scott was the one who got to Shane." I can't believe it!

"Kasey thank you for the info." Mike thanked him. Yeah thanks for the scoop.

"Your welcome." Kasey said.

Jr. then led me back to his motor coach. We went inside and sat on the couch.

"Jr., can I ask you something?" I asked. Thats it! I had to find out.

"Sure." Jr. answered.

"How did you keep the pain, the tears in when you were getting through the death of your dad and now the death of Martin?"

"When I was infront of people, I'd hold it all in. Yet lets say I was here or at home, I'd let them out them. Its hard to hold them all in all day yet I figured I'd have to do it this way." Interesting!

"Ok. Thanks for telling me."

"No prob. You need to know man."

"Yeah." A tear then started to fall. I sniffed it in.

"Shane, let it out. I don't care if you cry infront of me. I know how you feel. Plus its better to let them out this soon then to hold them all in."

I then let all the tears fall. Jr. gives me a hug and soon after, he's in tears too. Considering the way we both are right now, this is going to hard to get through for both of us."