Sakura

By Tsmr

 

 

Who are you?

Why are you appearing in my dream everyday?

Tell me!!

 

Everytime, almost for one year he had been having the same dream and would wake up when the person in his dream wanted to say something. It was like something that was stopping the person to talk. The person was slim and tall with beautiful long hair, was always standing beside a sakura tree, his face was not clearly seen but he was obviously a man.

 

The dream was starting to get clearer and clearer, the very first time, all he could see was a dark figure. It was until recently that he could see the sakura tree and a slightly shade of the person.

 

I was waiting for you!

For so long, I was waiting…

 

Tonight he finally heard the person speaking.

 

Sakura home…

Room 304.

 

He woke up again, perspiring, heart beating fast. Recalling what the person had said to him in the dream, sakura home… room 304…! Wondering what the person was talking about, is there a place in Japan that was name sakura home?

 

***

 

The phone rang.

 

“ Hello.”

 

“ Toshiya?”

 

“ Yes?”

 

“ I had found it! That’s really this place call sakura home, it was located at the very west side, there’s hardly people going there!”

 

There’s really this place? Sakura home?

 

“ So why are you finding this place for? You’re going?”

 

 

Toshiya hang up after a while, entertaining his friend whom had help him. He lie back against the chair, stretch his body, looking at his watch and stand up. It was almost time to off work and the following few days would be his off day so maybe he can take a trip to that place.

 

***

 

Sakura home… room 304…

I’ll be waiting…

 

Toshiya woke up again from the dream. He was still figuring where he was when he heard the announcement make, asking the passenger to fasten the safely belt before the plane land.

 

After a three-hour flight, Toshiya finally reach his destination. The place was quite deserted with very few house, Toshiya would never believe there is really places like that in Japan if he had not seen it himself.

 

“ Sakura home… so where is it?” Toshiya muttered and look around him trying to find someone to ask.

 

Finally he saw an elderly woman and approaches her for help. The woman was friendly when he saw Toshiya; properly it was hard to see such young people here.

 

“ Young lad, what bring you here?” The woman was smiling broadly.

 

“ Good afternoon.” Toshiya politely greeted. “ I was wondering can you tell me how can I get to sakura home from here?”

 

As soon as the woman hear the name of sakura home, her expression changes and hurriedly walk away. “ I don’t know! Don’t ask me!” She cried.

 

Toshiya was wondering why the people here could changes their mood so fast, even if they don’t know, they should have tell him properly instead of yelling or running away as if they had seen a ghost. After a few try, Toshiya realized it was not the attitude problem, he had sense it, it was the name of sakura home making the peoples there changing so fast.

 

What wrong with sakura home?

 

Lastly before nightfall, Toshiya finally find the way to sakura home. He had to stay at a small inn nearby of sakura home, as it was already late when he reaches there. Toshiya knock on the door of the inn hoping someone can quickly open it before he is freeze to death.

 

“ Coming…” Someone shouting and open the door. “ Welcome to our… @#$”

 

The door was shut loudly again before the person finish talking. Toshiya just stand there; too stun to react.

 

“ What the hell!!” Toshiya curse, after a few fail attempts to ask them let him in.  

 

 

Toshiya had no choice and have to carry on his road, after thirty minutes of struggler, Toshiya finally reach a very old looking building, he stare at it and around it until his sight stops at a tree besides the building. The very same sakura tree that appears in his dream, doubting had he see something strange as the sakura tree was fully blossom at this period of time. 

 

“ Here’s sakura home?” Toshiya muttered… asking himself.

 

“ Yes it is!”

 

Toshiya jump out of hell from the reply given to him, he never think someone would reply him and would likely to be someone answering him here at this deserted looking place.

 

“ Who is it!” Toshiya asked nervously, shivering a bit.

 

“ I’m the caretaker here.” A man appears behind Toshiya answered. “ What are you doing here?”

 

Toshiya slowly turn around to face the caretaker, half praying that he would not see a horrible looking ghost. Slowly he open his eyes, look at the caretaker, blushed suddenly.

 

“ You the caretaker? You’re so young!”

 

The caretaker was around twenty-five to thirty years old, stare with wide-open eyes at Toshiya making the later nervous. “ Totchi? Totchi? Is that you?” He exclaimed suddenly holding tightly onto Toshiya.

 

“ Let go of me… I’m not! My name is Toshiya!”

 

Toshiya was angry at first but his anger smoothen down when he see the caretaker breaking into tears. Knowing that he had properly mistaken him for someone else, maybe someone he love so much that would make him cry?

 

***

The caretaker brings Toshiya into the house after sometime, bringing a cup of hot drink for Toshiya before sitting down himself.

 

“ Sorry for what I had done just now, I must have scare you!” He apologized. “ My name is Kaoru, the caretaker here.”

 

“ It alright! My name is Toshiya.”

 

There was silent for a while before Toshiya decides to speak out. “ Is Totchi your lover?” He asked nervously hoping that he would not anger the man he just know.

 

“ Yes, he’s my lover. We used to live here together but he died one year ago.” Kaoru sadly explained. “ You look so much like him that’s why I… I…” Kaoru was about to cry again.

 

“ You must love him a lot!” Toshiya felt himself getting upset too. “ Sorry that I asked. Cheer up, I don’t think he will be happy to see you like that.”

 

“ It Okays. I’m suppose to be the one to say sorry, mistaking you for Totchi.”

 

“ Does we look really that alike?” Toshiya start getting curious.

 

Kaoru nod his head. “ Yes, only that Totchi had long beautiful black hair and yours is short blond hair.” Kaoru was trying to take out something form his pocket, showing it to Toshiya. “ Isn’t it?” Kaoru asked referring to the photo he shown Toshiya.

 

Toshiya was so surprise, the person in the photo looks exactly like him but with long black hair. Somehow, Toshiya felt sad that this person had die before they could see each other. Suddenly he seen to remember something, this person die one year ago, isn’t it the time Toshiya start dreaming of sakura home? Gradually he start to felt that he may had see this person…

 

“ It him!!” Toshiya exclaimed. “ I remember now, this long hair! It him, the man in my dream!”

 

“ What him? What dream?” Kaoru was in doubt.

 

Toshiya start telling Kaoru the reason he had come here is because one year ago he start dreaming of sakura home and it also the same time that Totchi had die. Somehow the whole thing seems to have something related. Does Totchi purposely wanted me to come here?  Why me? Is it because we look alike?

 

***

Toshiya stroll around the floor at night, as he could not sleep. The place was quite big with so many empty rooms making it look haunted. He could not guess why there is only Kaoru living here in such a big building and why the people outside seem like seeing ghost when sakura home was being mention, what wrong with this place.

 

The room was going by even number from number 2 but Toshiya could not find room 304 after he had finish strolling the whole place. He remember clearly the person in his dream told him that he will be waiting for Toshiya in room 304, sakura home.

 

Where is room 304?

 

“ What are you doing here.” The second time of the day Toshiya jump out of hell.

 

“ I’m just … just strolling around… I can’t sleep.” Toshiya answered.

 

“ So you’re the guest Kaoru mention.”

 

 

There’s still someone living here?

 

 

Toshiya nod and turn to see who is talking to him. The man was shorter than Toshiya, a very small size man. Toshiya give a tense smile when he sees the small man. “ You are?” Toshiya asked.

 

“ I’m Kyo! Living here too.” The man simply answered. “ Don’t wander around at this hour or you will get heart attack sooner or later.”

 

Toshiya: ^__^??

 

Just as Toshiya wanted to say another thing, he could not find Kyo anymore. He looked around, suddenly finding himself shivering at the atmosphere, quickly he stroll back to his room.

 

“ You must be the guest!” A voice appears behind Toshiya again.

 

“ WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…………..!!!!!!!!” Toshiya exclaimed and dash back to his room without looking back, finally understand what Kyo was trying to tell him.  

 

“ What a rude person!” The man muttered. “ Do I really look that scary?”

 

“ You are!!” Kyo answer, standing behind seeing what had happened.

 

Before the man had a chance to hit Kyo, they heard another shrieking sound coming from upstairs’, both sweatdrop.

 

 

“ WHO ARE YOU!!” Toshiya yelled.

 

Something was moving on the bed when Toshiya dash into the room. Toshiya was standing behind the door, taking whatever thing is near him to defend himself. Toshiya mental had nearly broken down at this moment, wishing that he had not come to this place.

 

“ I should be the one asking you! This is my room!” The person angrily yelled at Toshiya.

 

“ Your room?” Toshiya is claming down a bit when knowing that the thing moving on the bed is a person or at least likely to be one. “ Isn’t this room 68?”

 

“ Here is room 89!!!”

 

“ 89? Isn’t the room here go by even number?”

 

“ Who said so?” The person starts getting impatient. “ Now GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!”

 

 

 

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… 

@$#&%%$^$ WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…

 

Toshiya shrieking sound was heard for the following thirty minutes before he finally find his room 68. Knocking over this and that, falling down and yelling like killing chicken.

 

Kaoru: ^__^;;

Kyo: What a noisy man!!

Mysterious man 1: ???

Mysterious man2: Oh shut up!! >__< I want to sleep!!

 

***

 

The next morning, Toshiya woke up without having that dream but the dark circle under his eyes was more serious than ever. He opens the door; careful, praying he would not see some kind of tomb instead of the hallway when he opens it. The whole night, he had been guessing that he may have reached some cemetery and the building he sees is his illusion.

 

“ Oh Good morning!” Toshiya nearly faint from fright when Kaoru greet him at the very moment he open the door.  “ Oh gosh, are you alright? You don’t look fine.” Kaoru asked concern; when seeing Toshiya face turning green.

 

 

Kaoru lead Toshiya to the kitchen. In the kitchen, Toshiya recognize the small man that he had met yesterday on the hallway, whose name is Kyo. Kyo was preparing the breakfast (^_^;;), look and greet Toshiya when Toshiya enter the kitchen.

 

“ Good morning!”

 

“ Morn…ing.”

 

A polite greeting and lazy greeting was heard from behind of Toshiya and Kaoru. Toshiya face nearly turns green again from the ‘don’t know how many time of sudden frightening’.

 

“ WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…”

 

All the other man covered their ear, already guessed this might happened again after the ‘yesterday’ experience.

 

“ So you the one! Shrieking like a woman huh!?” The lazy voice whom Toshiya recognize to be the person inside room 89.

 

// Author: ( ;__; ) Please don’t scare him anymore, he will go mad!! //

 

 

 

“ This is Die and this is Shinya.” Kaoru introduce to Toshiya after he had clam. Pointing to Die, the one living in room 89 and Shinya, the one whom Toshiya had dash away when Shinya asked him question on the hallway yesterday night. “ And this is Kyo.”

 

“ Is there anyone else living here?” Toshiya tensed.

 

“ Is there anymore?” The other four ask one another. “ Not sure!” They replied together.

 

Toshiya nearly fainted from the answer given by them.

 

“ That’s why I told you not to wander around too much during the night, you may not know when you would meet anyone.” Kyo simply say.

 

< Toshiya: ;__; Maybe I should go back now!! >

 

 

Toshiya quietly ate his breakfast, there was no conversation between the other guys, all of them just quietly ate their food, and not even a noise can be heard. He could not believe until now that he had meet all this wired people over a night. Toshiya quickly ate his food, hoping that he will finish soon and get the hell out of the kitchen.

 

“ So what are you doing here?”

 

Toshiya drop his spoon from the ‘sudden’ fright of the question, not expecting anyone to talk. He apologize to the others and bend down the table to pick up the spoon, knocking his head slightly onto the table, cursing himself for being so careless.

 

“ Actually I came here for…” Toshiya was trying to answer the question when he sits back straight on the chair again, but he drops the spoon one more time.

 

All the other guys had disappeared from the chair, leaving only Toshiya sitting alone there. * t__t; *

 

“ Oh you enjoy your food…!” Kaoru peek into the kitchen talking to Toshiya whom face look extremely pale.

 

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Die covered his ear. Shinya sighed. Kyo just ignored the screaming sound from Toshiya.

 

***

 

The door of room 68 was loudly bang open and close again. Toshiya was packing his belonging like crazy, wanted to leave this sakura home as soon as possible before he really get crazy. He throws everything inside the bag without even arranging it, zip the bag and stroll out o his room.

 

“ I must get out of this place!” Toshiya muttered to himself as he walks down the stair.

 

Toshiya stops when he reaches the front door, suddenly remember of Kaoru, whom Toshiya felt that he must at least tell this nice caretaker before he leave the home. Just then, Toshiya realize he didn’t even know which room Kaoru was in, but for the sake of politeness, he decided to tell Kaoru before leaving.

 

“ Kaoru!” Toshiya called, hoping that the caretaker will appear somehow so that he would not need to look for him all around the home.

 

No luck!!

 

 

 

Toshiya was cursing all the way, looking for Kaoru, wondering why there’s no one around. He would NEVER again dare to walk around the place if it weren’t daytime. Wandering around sakura home was just like walking around a maze, Toshiya did not realize it until now. This place looks bigger than what Toshiya had expected, big and most of all… creepy.

 

Toshiya shivered.

 

“ Kaoru…” Toshiya called again when he walks down the stair.

 

Just as Toshiya was going to give up searching this basement floor, something unexpectedly caught his eye. He walks closer to it and there it is, the room where Toshiya was trying to look for… room 304.

 

Room 304 was the only room in the basement floor, at the very corner, a very old looking room.

 

Toshiya taking a deep breath slowly open the door. The moment he open it, something flew out causing Toshiya to fall onto the floor; frighten until he know it only a bird.

 

There was nothing in the room, just a staircase going up.

 

Toshiya took out of his gut, went into the room and climb up the stair. It took him 10 minutes to finish climbing to the top and there was another door. Toshiya slowly open it, another room was in front of him but it a bigger and brighter room.

 

“ Beautiful!” The scenery outside the open window attracted Toshiya; it was when he realizes how high he had climb. Looking out the window, Toshiya could see the entire house in the village where he had pass by yesterday.    

 

 

 

The room was all white in color, quite empty with only a bed and a wardrobe, a small table that was placing some photo frame. Toshiya take up one of the photo frame; recognize it was a picture of Kaoru and Totchi taken together. They look some happy together, so blissful, out of sudden Toshiya felt sad remembering that Totchi is dead.

 

Kaoru must have hurt a lot to lose Totchi.

 

Placing down the frame, Toshiya look at the others and notice the entire photo was taken with Kaoru and Totchi, all look so contented. Somehow, he starts to feel sorry for Kaoru.

 

***

 

Kaoru enter the room, sees Toshiya sitting on the floor beside the bed, sleeping. He takes a sit beside the sleeping man, place his hand on Toshiya face, feel it, sighed.

 

“ You look so alike… Totchi and you.” Kaoru whispered to Toshiya. “ Why you’re not Totchi… why you look so much like him, the way you talk, sleep… everything… so much alike.”

 

Tears were dripping down Kaoru face.

 

“ Totchi…” Kaoru said and bend down, placing a kiss on Toshiya face.

 

To Kaoru surprise, he saw tears dripping down from Toshiya eyes. Toshiya had heard everything that the man had said; he was already awake when Kaoru touches him. Now that he could also feel the man sadness, he can’t longer hold back his tear. Toshiya open his eyes and look at the man, he sits on the bed beside Kaoru and embrace the man.

 

“ Cry out now… cry out all your sadness.” Toshiya was still crying when he tell Kaoru. “ Don’t keep so much to yourself…”

 

Kaoru felt a slight of relief, hold Toshiya tightly and both the two man crying together.

 

***

 

The third day…

 

Toshiya was preparing to leave sakura home, as his leave for work was only three days. Although he did not get his purpose for coming here; to meet the man in his dream but at least he get to meet Kaoru and the others wired people living in sakura home (though he had not seem them after the kitchen disappearance).

 

One day ago, Toshiya had pray hard that he would get the hell out of sakura home but today when he is really leaving, he felt his heart deepen for no reason. Kaoru was the only one whom had ‘appear’, sending Toshiya out of the home.  

 

Both looking disappointed.

 

“ Take care!” Kaoru broke the silent first.

 

“ I will… you also, don’t be sad anymore!”

 

“ Thanks.”

 

“ Anything else?” Toshiya asked, as they keep quiet again. “ If not, I’ll be going now. Please tell the others for me!”

 

Toshiya take his bag, turn and walk out of sakura home without turning back. Kaoru was still keeping quiet, staring at Toshiya fading back. “ Don’t leave Toshiya…” A whispered from Kaoru but Toshiya was no longer in sight.

 

 

 

I know why now… Kaoru mean a lot in me even though I just know him for three days but this enough, I love him.

 

Toshiya was gripping tightly at his bag. Still walking fast, away from sakura home.

 

I’m selfish… I know my feeling but I can’t stay nor tell him because I don’t want him to treat me as Totchi. I can’t put away my work and my own life…

 

“ I have to leave here! Never come back again. Goodbye sakura home… goodbye Kaoru.”

 

***

 

Ending 1  -- Dir en Grey!

Ending 2 –- For Kaoru x Toshiya lover!!

 

 

Please choose your preference ending~

 

 

 

Sakura ~ ED one

 

 

“ He had left?” Die, Shinya and Kyo walks out of the room, seeing Kaoru still looking outside.

 

Kaoru turn around looking at the three, the sadness, and longing look on his face had disappeared; it had all turned into an evil grin. The other three also had the same look on their face. Just then another person walked down from the stair, Kaoru smiling when he saw the person, he walks to the person and had his arm around the person waist, placing a kiss on the person lips.

 

“ He will come back!” Kaoru said and broke into evil laughter.

 

All the others laugh together.

 

 

 

Toshiya was waiting for the plane that will be taking him back to where he really belonged. He was trying to clam his heart, not wanted to think anymore thing that is related to sakura home. Knowing clearly he must leave this place, forever.

 

The announcement was finally make asking the passenger to broad the plane. Toshiya pick up his bag and walk to the gate.

 

“ Good bye… Kaoru.”

 

***

 

“ Toshiya? Why are calling me at this moment? Aren’t you supposed to be on the plane coming back now?” Toshiya friend was surprise to receive the call. 

 

“ I won’t be coming back! I’ll be staying here… at sakura home. I just want to tell you this and take care.”

 

“ But why? It so sudden?”

 

“ There’s no reason for this, I just felt that if I leave now, I will regret forever.”

 

***

 

Toshiya was standing outside of sakura home again. He smiled feeling contented, knowing he will now stay here with someone he love, no matter how long it take for Kaoru to forget Totchi, he will waited until the day Kaoru will treat him and Totchi equally.

 

“ You really come back huh?” Someone speak behind Toshiya suddenly.

 

Toshiya was already used to the sudden question coming from behind him was no longer frighten by it. He turns around to greet whomever talking to him but his smile faded when he saw that person.

 

“ You’re…!?” Toshiya could not believed his eyes.

 

The person just starts laughing hysterically.

 

***

Author: Ok folk, let stop here for a while. ^__^ I decides to give Toshiya’s friend a name for easy writing. Let’s name him Taro.  

 

***

 

Taro had just arrival and was busy finding his way to sakura home but just like Toshiya, he could not get any help from the people there. He could not understand why Toshiya wanted to stay at this place so suddenly, therefore he wanted to find Toshiya and get an answer from him. It had already been a month since the time when Toshiya called him.

 

Finally, Taro comes to the very same inn that Toshiya had come before. Someone open the door and invited Taro in, serving him all the best they could to pleased Taro until Taro asked them about sakura home.

 

At first, they were chasing Taro away but when they know that Taro was looking for his friend whom had so called ‘disappeared’ there, they finally told him what actually wrong with sakura home.

 

Sakura home… was a haunted place.

 

“ You know sir… about 1 month ago, I just saw the ghost from sakura home, he is knocking at our door at a very late hour.” One of the people told Taro.

 

(Okay as you know… this guy is referring to Toshiya. ^__^; please refer to the front if you’ve forget.)

 

“ Ghost? What really happened?” Taro was being more and more curious and at the same time worried for Toshiya.

 

 

Sakura home was once a home for mental people but since our place is at the very west side, the government starts to ignore here and ended the financial support to the home. Most patients were transfer to the city by their families. In the end, only six patients with no families were left behind.

 

“ What happened to them?”

 

“ I was put to deliver food to them once every two days but…”

 

Around one year ago, I was again sending food to them but could not find anyone of them. We had sent our man to look for them, afraid that they would do any harm to our children if they had run out of the home. Until two days later, we finally found them, five of them.

 

“ Where had they gone earlier on? Where’s the other one?” Taro was getting more serious.

 

“ The bodies of the five patients were found.” The man continues.

 

 Taro was stunned.

 

The bodies of the five patients were found buried under the only sakura tree planted there. Until now, the tree was always in blossom condition, no matter what season it is.

 

“ They are killed by the missing patient?” Taro asked.

 

“ We are not sure because we could not find him until now.”

 

“ Do you have any information about them?”

 

The six patients, one is very short, one very bad tempered and one actually let us felt he’s quite normal. The other three was quite feminine; two of them were twin. The missing patient was actually one of the twins.

 

(Author: Until now could you figure out who is who? ^__^)

 

 

The very next morning, Taro was accompanied by some of the people from the place to sakura home. They arrival at the home; it’s a very big but old building. Taro push opens the front door, spider web and dust was over the place. The home had been empty for so long.

 

“ Toshiya can’t be here?” Taro muttered, looking daze at the deserted place.

 

“ What you say?” One of the men asked, hearing Taro muttering. “ What Toshiya?”

 

“ My friend! His name is Toshiya.”

 

The peoples look at one another in dilemma. “ It’s can’t be! Toshiya is one of the twin and he’s dead!” One of the men explained.

 

The situation was getting more complicated. Taro decides to goes into the home to look for Toshiya but the others dare not go in, were waiting for Taro outside the home.

 

“ Will he be alright?” One of the men asked when Taro enters the home. “ No one ever come back since the last few times people tries to tear down this building and enter it.”

 

***

 

 

“ Toshiya!” Taro yelled. “ Are you here?”

 

Taro wandered around the place, an hour had passed since he come into the building but still he could not find his friend and he decides to give up.

 

“ Taro…” Someone stops him when he was opening the door.

 

Taro looks up from where the voice come from and he sees Toshiya standing, smiling at him. Taro quickly run up the stairs toward his friend, so glad to see his friend doing fine.

 

“ Toshiya, are you alright?”

 

Toshiya did not answered but embrace Taro making his friend surprised. “ Toshiya?”

 

“ So glad to see you here Taro. I know you always care for me… you love me isn’t it?” Toshiya starts kissing Taro.

 

Taro pushed Toshiya away, knowing something is not right about his friend. “ You’re not Toshiya! Who are you?” Taro shouted at the person standing in front of him.

 

The person starts laughing hysterically. Taro was staring at the person, waiting for an answer.

 

 

 

“ Hey, you making me jealous.” Another voice appears from nowhere.

 

Taro nearly yells out when the whole place starts turning into a clean building and a few people appear in front of him. Kaoru was the one whom was speaking, he walk to Toshiya and hug his lover. Taro was getting confuse looking at Toshiya whom suddenly have long hair falling down his shoulder.

 

“ What’s going on?” Taro starts getting nervous.

 

“ Taro…”

 

“ Toshiya?” Taro heard someone calling him, had recognize it as Toshiya voice.

 

Taro finally saw his friend, then he look at the other Toshiya standing beside Kaoru whom had kiss him earlier on. Slowly, Taro mind starts to figure out something. This two Toshiya was the twin, wasn’t it?

 

“ Feeling surprise huh?” The long hair Toshiya (Totchi) asked.

 

“ Taro… he’s my brother.” Toshiya explained. “ What are you doing here then?”

 

“ To look for you!” Taro getting frighten, knowing thing was getting wired.

 

“ I’m sure you know pretty well what we are now since the villager came with you?”

 

Taro nodded.

 

 

 

“ I killed them all! My brother and them.” Toshiya said pointing to the others.

 

One year ago, Toshiya killed all the five patients, buried them under the tree and run away to Tokyo. There he found work and gets to know Taro but Totchi didn’t let him do so, they are twin and had promised each other that they would never part no matter what happen. Totchi had brought Toshiya back as promised, back to sakura home.

 

“ But you’re already dead! Why you want Toshiya back? You intend to kill him to get your revenge?” Taro was puzzle. “ No matter what, it already passed, just let him off, his your brother!”

 

“ Oh… I don’t intend to kill him either.” Totchi gave a laugh.

 

Kaoru walk to Toshiya and hug his waist. Toshiya smile to the man and steal a kiss, Totchi give them a glared. “ We can’t kill him… he’s already dead.” Kaoru simply said.

 

It’s the most shocking news for Taro.

 

“ Yes Taro, I’m already dead… one year ago when I meet you, I’m already dead.” Toshiya laugh.

 

“ One year ago?”

 

“ Oh yes. We’re always together so when I die, Toshiya killed himself too.” Totchi explained.

 

Thing was getting too much for Taro, firstly knowing that there is two Toshiya which happened to be twin, they all mental people and worse of all were already dead one year ago. Then what Toshiya doing in Tokyo?

 

“ Why the villager can’t find your body?” Taro asked.

 

“ We just playing some game see, I’m the chosen one so I have to killed them buried them and see would they come back alive and they did. So Totchi killed me too… oh by the way, my body was up the sakura tree.”

 

(Author: Never played this game of killing, you never come back! They’re mentally wrong!!! ^__^;; They’ll never live there for no reason.)

 

 

Taro nearly faint when he realized he had been staying with a ghost for one year.

 

“ But seem that I’m with human for too long that I almost forget them.” Toshiya giggle. “ But I did complete my game, wasn’t I?”

 

Kyo walk up acting like some kind of judge. “ You are, your task is complete!”

 

“ What task?” Taro asked. (How come he can still ask so much from ghost? >__<)

 

 

When Toshiya return as a ghost, they decide to play some other game. Toshiya had to go somewhere far from here where he had gone to Tokyo to find a human back to sakura home and he did so he had completed the task.

 

“ What the human for?”

 

“ Oh you see… our sakura tree need more human life to stay so beautiful.” Shinya was answering seriously. “ Our life wasn’t enough, we have already lend the life of those peoples whom had come with you, how about you?”

 

“ Fuck! Just killed this guy and finish our game!” Die exclaimed, getting impatient.

 

Toshiya giggle. “ Sorry Taro but this is our rule of game.”

 

Taro couldn’t move, eyes wide open staring at all the peoples approaching him.

 

***

 

 

“ Whose the next one to go?” Die asked; excited, hoping he will be the next one. 

 

“ Me!” All the others yelled at the same time.

 

Mad laughing coming out of Sakura home, room 304.

 

 

***

 

 

 

Kaoru was standing in front of Sakura home with a young man, his lover.

 

“ Here’s Sakura home?” The young man asked.

 

Kaoru smiled.

 

“ Here’s where you always been dreaming of?”

 

“ Let’s go in!” Kaoru said and they proceed to the house.

 

They knocked on the door, a while later, someone open the door. “ Welcome to Sakura home! I’m the caretaker, my name is Toshiya!” The person introduces.

 

 

The End of ending 1

 

 

 

 

 

Sakura ~ ED 2

 

 

Why did you leave?

You love him don’t you?

We’re always the same, since I love him… I know you do…

 

 

Toshiya woke up from his dream. He had dream of the very same person in his entire pervious dream, but after he had visit sakura home, the person was telling him this and no longer telling Toshiya to go to sakura home. Toshiya sits up from his bed, looking around him, it should be something very familiar to him, it’s his bedroom for so many years but somehow he felt lonely.

 

Toshiya went out of his bedroom, his friend Taro (if u have read ending 1, u should know I have name Toshiya friend as Taro.^__^) already in the kitchen preparing breakfast. Toshiya lazily struggle to the kitchen, opening the fridge, taking out a can of beer.

 

Taro pouted. “ Hey! Don’t drink beer early in the morning!”

 

Toshiya obediently put the beer back in the fridge, listen to what Taro had told him. He takes his sit and Taro take out all the breakfast he had make for his friend and place them on the table, ordering Toshiya to eat.

 

(I make Toshiya sound like a dog? ^__^;)

 

Taro was his best friend and was just like a brother to Toshiya ever since the first day they met. Toshiya was an orphan and so do Taro, both of them actually ran out of the orphan home together.

 

“ So how’s your trip?” Taro asked when they were eating.

 

Toshiya was stun for a while.

 

“ Toshiya?”

 

“ Nothing much… I didn’t meet that person.” Toshiya reply. “ I think the person is dead.”

 

Taro dropped his spoon.

 

Toshiya tell Taro what had happened during his trip, he had told him almost everything except the part about his feeling for Kaoru. Just then Taro seem to remembered something important. He rushes into the room and dig out his treasure box, taking out a old photo.

 

“ Gosh! It really it!” Taro exclaimed.

 

Toshiya was puzzled until Taro told him the truth.

 

***

 

Taro and Toshiya went back to the same village; out of what Toshiya had expect that he would come back to sakura home again and in such short time. They took some time before they finally reaches sakura home, a man was sweeping the floor outside the garden.

 

KAORU!!?

 

“ Excuse me.” Taro had spoken up.

 

Kaoru look at them and was stun to see Toshiya again. Nearly in daze condition, not moving at all until Toshiya greet him the third time. Kaoru then lead Taro and Toshiya into the house, as they were walking, Kaoru get slightly upset guessing that Taro was Toshiya lover maybe.

 

 

 

“ Oh! Toshiya, you’re back so fast!” Shinya appeared out of a sudden behind them, speaking. “ Kaoru had already misses you so much!”

 

Kaoru give Shinya a killer glare. Shinya was giggling. Taro was standing still, heart beating fast from the sudden scare by Shinya, which Toshiya was already used to but was keeping himself clam.

 

Toshiya was blushing.

 

 

 

“ We actually here because of Totchi.” Taro explained for their reason of coming when they sat down.

 

Kaoru remained still when he heard his lover name being mention. Shinya seem surprised by the topic.

 

Totchi and Toshiya may be brother was what Taro tells them. Taro had once heard from someone working in the orphan home saying that Toshiya did have another twin brother whom was sent to another orphan home. At that time, Taro just get to know Toshiya, he wanted to make fun of his new friend and have kept a letter that is sent to Toshiya. The letter actually contains a photo of Totchi and Toshiya taken together.

 

It was only after Taro mention, Toshiya starts to recall, and believed that he may really have a brother and it was likely to be Totchi as they look so alike and both come from orphan home according to what Kaoru had confirm with them.  They had confirmed the truth when they finally find the very same photo in Totchi belonging.

 

“ His my brother… really my brother?” Taro embrace Toshiya whom is crying after knowing the truth. “ I didn’t get to see him one more time Taro… he left before we reconciled.”

 

 

 

Toshiya pay his visit to Totchi before he goes back to Tokyo. This time because of Totchi incident, Toshiya and Kaoru did not talk at all. Partly because they already sense one another love but dare not admit because of Totchi. Knowing that it will be useless if they are going to let the matter of Totchi come between them.

 

The second time, Kaoru had to see Toshiya off, away from him without telling Toshiya his feeling or might as well say that he still did not understand whether he did love Toshiya truth heartedly or is it because Toshiya look like Totchi.

 

 

Kaoru did not stop him…

 

Toshiya did not stay…

 

Their feeling already mixed up…

 

Apart again.

 

 

“ You should let Toshiya stay.” Die appeared behind Kaoru whom was still standing at the door though Toshiya and Taro had left long ago. “ You love him, don’t you. I know you well, you won’t just love Toshiya because he look like Totchi, especially when he went back the last time, you seem to have lost your spirit.”

 

“ Go after him now, tell him your feeling! Make him stay!” Kyo encouraged.

 

“ Yes! Go now Kaoru.” Shinya say too. “ I’m sure Totchi want you to do so, didn’t you get to meet Toshiya because he dream of Totchi asking him to come here?”

 

“ Yah…!” The three exclaimed but Kaoru was already nowhere to be seen.

 

 

***

 

*Last call for passenger going to Tokyo, please proceed to the gate.*

 

Toshiya and Taro proceed to the gate, Toshiya take his last turn looking behind, somehow wish Kaoru would come to stop him. His hope faded, sadly Toshiya follow behind Taro to the plane.

 

“ Cheer up Toshiya! You can go back now, the plane hasn’t take off.” Taro holds onto Toshiya hand saying.

 

Toshiya was surprised that Taro had already know his feeling toward Kaoru. He gave Taro a smile, a sad one and shakes his head. He does not want to go back because if he does so, he will be fighting his position with his brother in Kaoru heart, he don’t want this to happen unless if Kaoru want him…?

 

But he did not come after me or tell me to stay, didn’t him…

 

The plane finally took off.

 

 

“ TOSHIYA!!” Kaoru exclaimed but the plane had already taken off.

 

Kaoru stands in daze, the third time Toshiya leaving him.

 

***

 

 

Two years later.

 

 

Toshiya was awake by his dream again. He swift his body and felt someone sleeping beside him, feeling irritated by the warm given by his lover, Toshiya give him a kick causing the later to fall onto the floor.

 

“ Don’t sleep so close to me Taro!” Toshiya muttered, still not very awaken.

 

The person pouted, sitting on the floor. “ Huh? You still love Taro so much? Still calling his name while sleeping beside me!” Kaoru sulked.

 

Toshiya was fully awakened by now. He’s still very used to Taro as his lover even though he and Kaoru had become lover few months ago when Kaoru finally found Toshiya address in Tokyo. It had taken Kaoru a year plus to find Toshiya and when he found the later, Toshiya was already Taro lover.

 

“ Who ask you to snatch Taro beautiful lover away from him, you can’t blame this beauty to get used so soon.” Toshiya give Kaoru a seducing gaze.

 

“ Who ask you not to leave down any address for me, if it isn’t because of it, he don’t even have a chance to take you.” Kaoru pouted. “ Thinking of this, I still mad for him touching you.”

 

“ Someone getting jealous?”

 

Kaoru stand up, let out an evil look before jumping onto his lover. He starts placing vigorous kisses on Toshiya making the later to shriek. “ One more time?” Kaoru speak in a low tone, a sexy one.

 

Toshiya agreed and they cover the blanket over their head, start making…

 

 

 

Taro heard the noise given out by them and curse…

 

 

 

I ask you to be Kaoru lover but you two don’t need to so in love!! 

 

This is what Toshiya had always dream of now, seem that Totchi is jealous.  ^__^;

 

 

The End of ending 2

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