Toshiya ~ Shinya’s master!
By Tsmrhara
Shinya wakes up in the middle of the
night, he had heard someone calling his name. Who is it? Taking a look at his
roommate who was sleeping so soundly, he decides not to wake him up and goes to
investigate himself.
He did not know till now that the place
was actually so big. The band had arrived here for their video shot as well as
will be staying at this old mansion for a short time. This place was just too
beautiful to describe although it look rather old.
The drummer walks quietly along the
hallway, against the wind that was blowing sturdily at him. Where did the wind
actually come from? Although the mansion was old but there is no hole or
anything.
Being increasingly curious, he follows
the direction where the wind was blowing against him until he reaches the end.
The wind stops suddenly and the drummer found himself standing in front of a
door.
“ Shinya.”
The drummer froze. It’s the same voice
that he had heard earlier on, who could it be? With all his courage, Shinya
stretch his hand and open the door gradually. It was bright inside the room,
Shinya looks around but no one was in the room.
The drummer steps into the room and
began to explore it. Out of a sudden, the door slams close by itself that cause
the drummer to jump in fright. Shinya turns back and look at the direction of
the door; to his surprise, he saw someone sitting there.
“ Who are you?” Shinya ask and notice
that the person was weeping.
No answer! The drummer asks again, still
no answer from that person. Shinya start to get impatient and slowly approach
that person.
“ I’ve been waiting for you, you say
you’ll help me but it had been so long.” That person spoke suddenly.
“ What are you saying?” Shinya stops
right behind that person. “ Who are you actually?”
That person did not answer again but he
turns to face the drummer, still weeping softly. Shinya stare at that person,
speechless. How come? Aren’t you still sleeping in the room?
**
Die knock on the door of the room that
his lover and the bassist had shared. He could understand why the blue head had
not appeared in the breakfast room but how come Shinya was still not ready? He
knows that his lover always wakes up early and prepare everything the band
would need.
“ Shinya! Totchi!” The red head yell
and knock a few more time on the door.
The door open slowly after a while, the
bassist was standing at the door yawning. “ Baka! Do you know what time is it?”
He says lazily at the red head.
“ Totchi?” Die had expected his lover
to open the door instead of the bassist. “ Where’s Shinya?”
The bassist gives a sluggish glare at
the red head and then point to the bed where the drummer was still sleeping.
Die immediately ignore the bassist and walk to his lover, worried, thinking
that his lover might be sick.
“ Shinya.” The red head called softly.
“ Wake up now.”
No respond from his lover. The red head
called again, the bassist look at his friend, the drummer still sleeping. Die
began to get anxious and yell louder, Toshiya knows something is wrong with the
drummer.
“ SHINYA!!” Die exclaims louder and
shakes his lover harder.
The drummer moves his body suddenly and
yawns. Toshiya look worrying at his friend; while the red head tries to wake
his lover up again.
“ Die?” Shinya was surprise to see his lover when he opens his eyes. “
What’re you doing here?”
The red head explain to his lover what
had happened to him earlier on but the drummer only say that he was maybe too
tired. Toshiya who was already awaken by now was putting on his whatever
light-makeup and making sure that he look pretty.
“ Toshiya, did you leave the room
yesterday night?” Shinya asked suddenly.
“ Huh? No, I was already asleep before
you do right?”
Shinya nod his head slightly. I might
be dreaming, anyway I was sleeping on my bed when I woke up! It just a dream!
**
Shinya, Die and Toshiya meet their
leader at the hall where he was having his breakfast. Their vocalist was still
nowhere to be seen. The four of them sits down and have breakfast together
chatting around what they going to do in this video they are shooting.
Toshiya began his daily ‘work’,
starting to flirt with their leader and then the red head, not caring that the
red head’s lover was also there. Shinya had already used to it and does not
care about it.
Two hours later, everything was ready
and their vocalist appears automatically in front of them. The video takes
almost the whole day and by the time they had finish, it was already midnight.
**
The bassist was sleeping soundly. Shinya
lay on his bed; the wind blow at him, which make him feel comfortable, but he
just could not sleep.
“ Shinya.”
The drummer froze. He was sure that he
was not dreaming now. It was the same voice that had been calling him. Shinya
stand up and walk out of the room, toward the same way he had walk yesterday to
that room.
Shinya open the door, the same person
was standing there looking at him. The drummer was about to speak up when he
felt a tap at his shoulder.
“ Toshiya!” Shinya turns back and saw the
bassist looking at him.
“ Shin-chan, what are you doing here?”
Shinya look at the person inside the
room and then back to the bassist. Toshiya follows the drummer’s sight and look
into the room.
“ What the hell??” Toshiya exclaim when
he had a clear view of that person.
At that moment, everything starts to
blackout in front of them.
**
Shinya wakes up all of a sudden,
sweating. He was in his room, Is it a dream again? But it was just too real.
The drummer suddenly remembers that the bassist also saw that person and wants
to confirm with him.
Shinya stand still, the bassist was not
in his bed and it not supposes to be. It was still very ‘early’ for the bassist
to wake up. Something had happened to Toshiya? Thinking of this, the drummer
rush out of the room to look for the bassist.
Shinya stood in front of that room, the
door was open but no one was inside. Where had the bassist gone?
“ Shinya, what are you doing here?”
“ Die!” Shinya exclaim in surprise. “
Have you see Toshiya?”
“ No. Isn’t he still sleeping now?”
Shinya shake his head. Die close the
door of that room and pull his lover with him to the breakfast room. Maybe he’s
there, Die say but confirm it is impossible straight away.
**
The red head and his lover head to the dining
room where they saw their leader standing at the entrance staring at something.
They became curious and follow the direction where their leader was looking at.
“ Toshiya???”
The three of them stand at the entrance
looking at the bassist who was busily preparing breakfast. Jaw-dropped. Their
‘never ask me make breakfast’ bassist had wake up early in the morning
preparing breakfast?
“ Good morning!” Toshiya greets when he
saw them.
…
“ He is greeting us?” Die asks.
“ He’s looking so fresh early in the
morning?” Kaoru froze.
“ Is he sick?” The drummer asked
worrying.
**
All of them sit at the dining table,
glazing at the food on the table. The bassist looks at them happily and invites
them to taste the food. Kaoru felt his heart stop beating; the red head wonder
will it snow suddenly.
“ Toshiya, are you alright?” Shinya
asked worried.
“ Huh? What you mean?” The bassist
looks up. “ Of course I’m fine.”
Everything was so weird and everyone
had notice about it. Firstly, their bassist wakes up early in the morning, and
then he prepares breakfast which he never done before. He did not flirt with
anyone, does thing perfectly and treat everyone nicely.
That will be a prefect Toshiya if ask everyone
but it will also lost the feeling of the normal bassist. They like this Toshiya
but they miss that old Toshiya! What happened to their ‘ I’m the queen’
bassist?
**
The video shooting will finally end
within two more days. Shinya had not heard that voice nor seem that person
since that day. Thus, he still believes that there is something usual happening
around him.
“ Shin-chan, are you asleep?” Toshiya
called out his roommate.
“ Nope.”
“ Care to have a chat?” The bassist
asks and starts talking before being answer.
Shinya listen to his friend and speaks
out sometime especially when the topic comes to the red head. It seem to be a
long time that he had chat with the bassist and he somehow enjoy it.
“ So Shin-chan, have you give him that
letter I ask you to?”
“ What letter?” The drummer asked.
“ The one saying that I’ll be waiting
for him here?”
“ Huh?”
“ You didn’t?” The blue head continue.
“ But I’ve been waiting for so long?”
Shinya froze. What is the bassist
talking about? Waiting for so long? Letter? He suddenly remembers of what that
person in that room had say to him.
“ Who are you!?” Shinya exclaim and
sits up of his bed glaring at the ‘bassist’.
“ Toshiya! Your master!”
…
**
Shinya open his eyes suddenly,
sweating. He looks at the bed of the bassist but he is not there. The drummer
gets up from his bed and look outside the window, the morning breeze was
blowing lightly on his face, it just feel so good. ‘Am I dreaming again?’
*
The band was having their last part of
their video shot. Everything seems to be normal, but in Shinya and Kaoru’s
eyes, Toshiya was just treating the red head too well. Helping the red head from
head to toes and getting him whatever he need.
Die had also notice the changes of the
bassist but he just can’t reject the bassist. Might as well say that it felt
like heaven to have the bishounen treating him like this.
Shinya gives his lover a glance and
then to the bassist, Kaoru felt his temperature rise, both of them were too
jealous to say anything.
**
Die was reading some magazine when
someone knocks at his door. He opens it and saw the bassist standing outside.
“ Totchi, what are you doing here at
this hour?”
“ … I miss you so much… I just want to
be with you… I’ve been waiting for so long.”
“ What are you saying? And you know
that Shinya is my lover.”
“ Is it because of him that you did not
come to find me?”
The red head knows that something is
wrong with the bassist. He is saying things that the red head could not
understand just like what Shinya had told him earlier on about the dream and
the person in that room.
“ Die!” Toshiya and the red head turns
and saw the drummer standing at the door.
Die approach his lover and whisper to
him something. The drummer looks up at Toshiya who was looking innocently at
them.
“ Tell me!” Shinya continue. “ Who are
you actually? You’re not Toshiya, am I right?”
“ What are you saying? Of course I am!”
“ No! You’re the person in that room!”
The blue head just stare back at them,
and then laugh. Shinya and Die froze, they are right. This person right in
front of them was not their friend; he’s the one in that room who looks exactly
the same as Toshiya.
The red head pull his lover behind him
trying to protect him in case ‘Toshiya’ do something to harm them.
“ WHO ARE YOU?” The red head exclaimed.
‘Toshiya’ stops laughing all of a
sudden; he stare at the red head and speak out something soft but loud enough
for the red head and his lover to hear.
~
Die does not
really understand what ‘Toshiya’ was saying but he was worry for the real
Toshiya.
“ Where is
Toshiya and what do you want?”
The ‘Toshiya’
smile at them; showing them a hand-sign asking the red head to follows him. Die
holds his lover’s hand tightly and both of them follow that ‘Toshiya’.
‘Toshiya’ bring
the two of them to that room where Shinya first see him; he open the door and
inside it was actually a huge garden. They follow Toshiya into the room in hope
that they could save the real Toshiya and also wanted to know what this
‘Toshiya’ want from them.
**
Once they enter
the room, they found themselves could not move; they struggler but in vain then
they pass out.
~
“ Master
Toshiya!”
“ Shinya, how
many time must I tell you not to call me master Toshiya!”
“ But you’re my
master!”
“ Just call me
Toshiya will do, you know that I always treat you as my brother.”
“ But I’m just
your servant.”
//~~
“ Shinya.
Please help me! Give this letter to lord Die, tell him I’ll be waiting for him
here!”
“ Master… what
you intend to do?” The servant asked.
“ I must leave here
with Die, I don’t want to go overseas or I will never get to see Die again”
“ Old master
will be angry.”
Although Shinya
does not know whether to follow Toshiya’s instruction but he did it because he
could not reject his master begging. He knows Toshiya does not want to go
overseas and want to be with Die but Toshiya’s father strongly disapprove the
relationship between Die and Toshiya, as both of them are man.
Also, he just
can’t tell Toshiya that he was also in love with Die. How could he say out?
Toshiya had always treated him so well; not as a servant but like a brother.
How could he tell Toshiya that he also love the man he like. He knows that once
Toshiya knows about it, he will definitely give up Die for him.
Shinya finally
decides to follow his master’s instruction and sent the letter to Die. When Die
saw the letter, he rush to the mansion just to what Shinya had expected. He
knows Die just love Toshiya too much.
On the way,
they were attack by some men that was sent by Toshiya’s father and was killed
in the incident.
Toshiya waits
in the room; one days passed, one month passed. Neither did Shinya nor Die had
come. Completely disappointed, he commits suicide and die in the room.
~
The red head
and his lover finally saw what had actually happened to this ‘Toshiya’. So he
wanted revenge from us? But it’s not our fault!
That ‘Toshiya’
walk to the red head and knee down beside him with Shinya staring at him. He
moves closer to the red head and whispers something to him at his ear.
“ Don’t harm
Die!” Shinya yell as he began to get anxious to what that ‘Toshiya’ might do to
his lover.
That ‘Toshiya’
looks at Shinya who was about to cry and smile at him. “ Don’t worry Shin-chan,
I won’t harm him nor you neither.”
“ What do you actually
want?” The drummer asked.
“ Just to
borrow both of your bodies for my love one and my servant.”
……?
“ I’ve
something that I have not do when I’m alive, please help me. I can’t do without
your body.”
~~//~~
The drummer was
still thinking what that ‘Toshiya’ was saying when he saw his lover standing up
and approach that ‘Toshiya’. It not supposes to be, as both of them could not
move their body?
“ Toshiya, I
finally see you again.” Die says much to the drummer surprise. “ I miss you so
much.”
“ Lord Die.”
Shinya was
speechless when he sees his lover hugging that ‘Toshiya’. He knows that his
lover was no longer himself now; he must be that lord Die.
“ I’ve been
waiting so long for you!”
“ I’ve come to
find you once I receive your letter but…”
That ‘Toshiya’
stops whatever his lover was saying and give him a kiss. “ I know. I’m sorry to
cause your death and also Shinya.”
“ That’s not
your fault.” ‘Die’ say and embrace
‘Toshiya’ tighter before wiping away the tears at his lover’ eyes.
~
The drummer
suddenly feels a cold wind blowing at him; before he can do anything, he loses
conscious.
“ Master
Toshiya!” ‘Shinya greets.
‘Toshiya’ look
at ‘Shinya’ and run to him. “ Shinya!”
He exclaimed with happiness.
This may be the only chance they can
see one another; the first and also the last. ‘Toshiya’ feel that he had so
much to tell ‘Shinya’ but he know he had to do something more important first.
To apologize to Shinya and also to tell Die something that he had not tells
him.
~
A letter ‘Toshiya’ had wrote to
‘Shinya’ when he had commits suicide. He just wants Shinya to know in case
Shinya did come back after he went missing for so long.
Dear Shinya,
I did not
know what happen to you, but when you see this letter, I may already been
death. I’m very sorry! Actually, I already know that you are also in love with
Die but I could not give him to you. He’s the only one that I will not give up!
I know you will think that I will give him up for you if you tell me but I
won’t. I had used your kindness to hide up my selfishness. Please forgive me!
Love,
Toshiya
~
“ Master, you have done nothing wrong!”
‘Shinya say after he reads the letter. “ You should not blame yourself for so
long.”
“ Yes, what he say is right. Human will
not give up the one they love so easily.” ‘Die’ say and comfort his lover.
“ Shinya, thank you!” ‘Toshiya
continue. “ Then tell Die your feeling now. This is your last chance.”
‘Shinya’ nod slightly and blush. He did
not say anything although; but ‘Die’ understand and give him a kiss. Something
that can be understands in their heart.
After that, Shinya finally disappear
leaving his master and Die. He had finally done what he always wanted to do and
all this must thanks to his master.
~
“ What about me?” ‘Die’ asked.
“ Can you asked me again the question
you had asked me on that night?”
‘ Die’ give a grinned. He thought he
will never get an answer from his lover from the day he die.
//
“ Will you marry me?”
“ Yes, I will!”
An answer which had been delayed so
long. Tears drop down his chin; ‘Toshiya’ had waited so long just to tell his
lover the answer.
“ I love you!” ‘Toshiya say and hug his
lover. “ How I wish I can be Shinya.”
“ Why?”
“ He can be with you in this new
century.”
“ All of us may look alike but the fact
is we are no longer ourselves in this new century. The most important thing is
my love for you will always be a fact. We had gone through a story of ours and
it will always remain in our heart no matter what we had become.”
‘Toshiya’ was so touch of what his lover had said, he wanted to be
with him longer but the time seems to be up. The lovers’ stands at the window,
hugging each other looking at the sun rise. A perfect view from the window at
that room.
“ Remember, I will love you forever!”
Die Whisper. “ Good bye, my love.”
**
Shinya wakes up and stare at the
ceiling. Is it a dream again? He looks at the bassist who was still sleeping
soundly in his bed.
The band was packing their belonging
before leaving the mansion later in the afternoon. Toshiya had return to his
normal self, Kyo was still sleeping, and Kaoru was busy with his unfinished
stuff with the help from the red head.
Shinya had asked his lover about the
dream but the red head seem not to remember anything just like the bassist. A
dream that’s so real; the drummer thought.
*
All the assistants move to the bus
where the band members were already in there. Some of the assistant there was
chatting about something that attracts Shinya attention.
“ This mansion will be pulled down
soon?” The drummer asked in astonish when he hears it.
The assistants nod their head. Shinya
felt his heart squeeze up suddenly. Why? Shinya took a last look at the mansion
when the bus drove passed.
// Thank you, Shin-chan! //
That voice again! Shinya looks up at
the window of that room; this time he smile. It’s not a dream!
“ What are you looking at?” The red
head ask his lover.
“ Nothing.” Shinya reply and hug his
lover’s arm.
~ Owari ~